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Wednesday, July 28, 2021

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XlX Edition XII




What Is Schizophrenia?

 I am doing a synopsis/transcribing of a paper I have on schizophrenia, and adding my experiences for this posting. The arcticale is of an unknown source in my files. It will take time to put it up.

            Schizophrenia is deemed to be a brain disorder that is chronic, it is found in less than one percent of the U.S. population. When a person with schizophrenia is considered active, symptoms are delusional thinking, hallucinations, loss of rational thinking while losing concentrations abilities, while going through these experiences the mental health consumer would have a decreased motivation level. Living in isolation with no amount of outside contact lead me into this schizophrenia trap, after a nervous breakdown and dealing with it alone. 

            With schizophrenia having no known cure, newer treatments are more safe compared to older ones. By studying conductive behavior and genetics, and backing it with imaging of brain structure and function. This  leading type of research on schizophrenia holds the hope of success in theraputic treatment plans. Since 1984 I applied myself  to over come the heavy hand of Psychiatrist's dosage of medication, it has been a year since I got out of a mental health hospital and the Tribunal Adminastatiff should be coming up again soon, my Lawyer is at tax payer's expense with a constant struggle with psychiatry around me and the judicial system. 

            There are misconceptions that revolve around schizophrenia, it is not a form of personality disorder. People with schizophrenia are known to be non violent or dangerous as I was with my schizophrenia. I became homeless at one point, most do not and I was refined to hospital grounds for eight months through the judicial system. I also lived with family, in group homes or on my own as to others with schizophrenia.

            Men and women are equally affected by schizophrenia, research states it can have an earlier on slought on young males. Persons with schizophrenia are more likely than the general population to die younger from adverse medical conditions such as heart disease and diabetes.

Symptoms

            When schizophrenia is active there are episodes "between real and unreal experiences", leading the mental health consumer into a psychotic state of irrational thinking. Over a life time the individuals with schizophrenia will usually have diminished episodes with medical treatment. I have been deemed psychotic when I was not and  I was not to be believed over a period of time. I have gone into a delusional state on one or more occasions from stress and lack of understanding with communication when I was younger. Since 1984 I have been on anti-psychotics to help control the thinking process with a social life to interact with other people. At times when I had no one but my parents, living alone and by myself too much, I was known to go psychotic but recover quickly in the social structure of a psychiatric ward. In my case I have used alcohol and marijuana socially and by myself in my life time while on inter- muscular injections to prevent psychosis or taking it in pill form. I did this while building my engineering technician skills along with my art and writing, but still went into psychotic state as to symptoms and categories listed below.

Positive psychotic symptoms

            Hallucinations in the following way, auditory, visual,  or through the nose. I have experienced all three at once smelling air pollution, people talking there were no more eggs along with hearing robotic type voices. It was like a apparition to me but coming out of it I was left in a delusional state of mind.

Negative symptoms

            Decrease plan initiating abilities, to emotional expression and finding pleasure decreased as well. I can not relate to this myself but medical staff could very well see this in me at one time or another. 

Disorganization symptoms

            Disordered speech and thinking, loss of logic process, impaired behaviour patterns and or abnormal body language. I have fallen into this state in the past as I grew while being a mental health consumer.

Impaired cognition

            Attention span capabilities reduced, lower educational functioning, along with memory and concentration levels. I do not remember going through these symptoms in the recent past,  if my memory was stimulated from my younger days on hospital files, I may relate symptoms, I have been a mental health consumer since 1984 as I stated earlier. 

            As in my case, symptoms of schizophrenia appeared after my nervous breakdown  in my early to mid twenties. Women are known to go through symptoms in their 20's to 30's, if and when they appear. Trouble having relationships, schooling performance drops and lack of  motivation can be signs early in the experience of going through schizophrenia. When diagnosis is determined, by ruling out certain factors, such as substance abuse or neurological disorders, a treatment plan will be started.

Risk Factors

            According to Researchers, they conclude that genetic and environmental factors trigger causation of the schizophrenia experience. With stressors of life being part of an individual cause and effect to make symptoms happen. Thus Scientist are not being specific for the the individual schizophrenia experience of a mental health consumer. 

Treatment

                At present there is no known cure for living with the mysteries of schizophrena, various types of medications have been developed that has been known to treat the disorder of scizophrenia, with generally minimal symtoms, where as other types of medication and levels used can cause severe side effects. A first tail tell sign of schizophrenia is irratic behavoir and confusion in speech, which can be solved with therapy and taking some medication, even if it is a minimal amount for those that are able to go to school or work and take anti-psychotics. Consumption of street drugs by a person being treated for schizophrenia can lead to instibility and induce delusional ways that can be noticed by the general public. Addiction units work with people of various mental health back grounds. It is like a Psychiatrist said to me once, " Don't worry what I diagnose you as, I need something for the paper work." 

 

Rehabilitation and Living With Schizophrenia

               People faced with schizophrenia can still for fill dreams with a give and take treatment plan as I discovered with my own schizophrenia experience. Psychiatry is a bit hit and miss, unless they have family, friends, community support or even Lawyers to get the plan right for you as one mutures with the diagnosis. Mental health is like the last frontier of medicine and they are still unearthing the wonders of the mind with new medicale technology and medicines. No matter what, when a person enters the mental health system and deemed to have schizophrenia,  they must remain productive to feel their self worth as they rebuild their lives and work against over medication and lack of productivity.  To pursue dreams they can make something of their lives, while handling the psychiatric adversities of the diagnosis. 



Saturday, July 03, 2021

Doc GM's Political Messenger Volume XIX Edition XI



To Quit Smoking, It Can Be A Chore That I Got To Work At More, It Is Harder Than I Thought.

               It is the weekend after Canada Day, being on one's own a lot it, it proves harder to quit cigarettes, which I succeeded and do not drink with this medication I am on, now playing a deadly game of consuming a bit of pot, I have done it from a young age and it was wrong, it was during the '70 that was like  a post hippie era when it was floating everywhere, I got caught up in it and never had a reason to give it up, now for my health I got to stop all smoking. It is even harder with the nervous state that I am in, with all that is said about me and being pretty well alone with it all, nobody wants to wear my shoes. I am looking for a piece of art I did for this posting.

                        The piece of  art in this posting was done after reading a book on Greece, good verses evil at the side of Zeus and man taking fire from the Gods as to Greek mythology. A lot of the time that I had smoked, I prayed like a burn't offering and never knew it until I studied some theology at University level. God gave Moses a clean water well when through the desert to heal his people and an incense formula  to have a burn't offering. It is complicated piece of onotology and philosophy on prayer, how far back do we go, 1 million years of man and woman praying in some sort of fashion around myth, legion and anthopology digs over time.

                        It is now July 18th and I am adding to this posting, after a zoom church service I am part of, I always was a believe in a higher power than us humans. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, leaving the Coast Guard too young, it was a secure place to grow as a young adult, I crashed with a nervous breakdown in the offshore industry and first became a mental health consumer in 1984. Here 2021 I have a lot going for me with art and engineering while getting some sort of mental health help to get off the scattered puff of pot in the pipe when I get too nervous with what is in the media, I handled it wrong with being alone with it for a long period of time.  

Wednesday, June 30, 2021

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XIX Edition X

 Last Day Of June, The Eve Before Canada Day

            Here I sit at my computing devise and trying to find the words for this posting, it has been 40 years since my graduation from the Canadian Coast Guard College and I believe it was 2013 I did this piece of art, while in the homeless missions of Montreal and studying art from a Museum Of Fine Arts Of Montreal publication, it is now July 2021.
                I have had some really eccentric women that got me in shit with the Courts and I am still paying for it, while getting screwed over when I hand out my business card, where on background checks, I am unfit to work. I never worked under the table as a mental health consumer, claiming all income that I ever made through book keeping with my Welfare Auditor that comes around every now and again , or working on a company's pay role. I am still alone with it all, with having a desire to meet up with a good woman one day, that is when I get out of the stupid mess I am in with psychiatry, where I am not portrayed right in the courts by the Psychiatrist, just standard psychiatric babble to a Judge or board of Judges at tax payer's expense.
                I went through a bad case of pneumonia and was forced into stopping smoking cigarettes and pretty well succeeded during Lent in hospital and on the patch. I am off the patch now for nicotine. It is like I should get similar equipment to get off my puff of pot. I should not be doing it and need some sort of medical aid to get off it.  I am worried about the situation I am in, my trembling in my hands from the medication and long term use of antipsychotics dictated by Doctors and the Courts while I tried to earn a living over the years. I could get parkinsons before I really like to have it, from enforced anti psychotics, at level that are more than I need.
                The Psychiatrist could not even accept my engineering and referred to them what I thought was be miraculis inventions, I have covered engineering subjects in my blog, people have taken notice, like the CEO of Hydro Quebec, a TV station out of Boston mentioned the same Concept of mine for creating more green hydro production that I wrote about while in hospital in a psychiatric ward.
                I wrote part of this posting on Canada Day, not much celebrating around me, just taking it easy in the Montreal heat and doing a lot of thinking of what went on around me. Here is my sample window filter below, nothing gets done around me right and my window filtering has to be done with engineers as a production and installation team with proper skilled labour.


                I will leave this posting and chill, it is early Canada Day eve and left thinking what makes my Canada.