With Today Being Sunday And Having Spent The Day Reviewing Church Litergy, I Thought I Would Make A Posting About My Readings That Lead To Old Notes On Teachings Of The Garden Of Gethsemane

I put in this sketch I did recently of a wilderness garden as a symbolic piece of art for a garden as to posting subject matter


for garden reading until I get post put up here is a poem link:

http://www.kipling.org.uk/poems_garden.htm

Matthew (14:32-41) Transcribed from The Holy Bible, as issued from The Gideons International In Canada through Montreal General Hospital Pastoral Services:

http://www.gideons.ca

Then they came to a place which was named Geth-sem'a-ne; and He said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." And He took Peter, James, and John with Him, and He began be troubled and deeply distressed. Then He said to them, "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch." He went a little farther, and fell on the ground, and prayed that if it were possible, the hour might pass from Him. And He said, "Abba, Father, all things are possible for You. Take this cup away from Me: nevertheless, not what I will, but what You will." Then He came and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, "Simon, are you sleeping? Could you not watch one hour? "Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak." Again He went awayand prayed, and spoke the same words. And when He returned, He found them asleep again, for their eyes were heavy; and they did not know what to answer Him. Then He came the third time and said to them, "Are you still sleeping and resting? It is enough! The hour has come; behold, the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners."

I was introduced to this scripture reading by my Deaconess of  the Anglican Church where I am ministered the faith, as a layperson of the Anglican family, when I get to the church on time so to rock and roll the issue into some sort of perspective for my poor attendance record.
Anyway, as was discussed after the scripture reading, where I took notes at the Bible/scripture discussion lead by our Deaconess, Jesus' bout of praying in the garden of Gethsemane symbolically portrays times in our lives where we have our own bouts of troubling trails and tribulations, as to the times of the old scriptures. Knowing God is with us, or do we know He is with us? Always comes to light throughout our lives. God made us in likeness of himself, what to be stressed and agitated over his creations, to be fully God and fully human. We tend to over look the human/humanity side of him, Jesus as distressed and agitated as in the garden of Gethsemane. Flesh is meek and impatient,then we have the dellima (sp,need dictionary) of relating to the Jesus/God as we humans do. Jesus was there in the garden as the all knowing God, waiting and knowing of things to come and enduring the stress there in, we do with our own insight hindsight capabilities.

Then we went on to discuss the things we do when we can not handle what is coning upon us, such as falling asleep as the disciples were doing on Jesus in the scripture reading pertaining to the garden of Gethsemane as transcribed above in this text. We sleep from either physical fatigue which can be induced by stress/depression as to worry for that which we await for what is coming upon us.Then there in the melieu before our waking moments and the ensued dream state where angels have been known to speak to previously acknowledged Prophets of the Holy scriptures.One must consider the manifestations of thoughts and what drives us to say things as in our waking moments and remembering the dream state pre-waking moments.
We further discussed in our Christian Education Session with our Deaconess, what nature did and what we can not or did not do, inclusive of all God's little creatures big and small that make up life forms on our planet Earth. We questioned if God ever sleeps? To what what are His waking moments of thought to His thoughtfulness for his creations, inclusive of the human sinners that we are.
As the time was coming upon us to close our study of the Day's scripture reading much loved Deaconess brought to attention if we as individuals, go looking for signs of ressurection' as observors of nature; to communicate and feel one with nature and the God of all that has been created, to how we are tempted by God, then bartering with him to self justify not to be a sinner. My closing thoughts and spoken words were to the effect as to what I always said to my Mother, the womb of my creation, "it is not what I want, but what you want, if you are happy I am happy" as our relationship should be with our Heavenly Host.

Which brings a close to this blog posting!

Quips and Notes

Transgressors of suppression are amongst the Lord's people, they show face in multitudes of ways,they inflick sorrow and hate in us, and we rise and rebel in solitude  and enmass against these unrighteous dictators of unworthy suppression of individuals and people enmass, in societidol civilization, in the name of our Heavenly Host and the spirit enthrawled in his name and his works, we are compelled to adore Him in various facets of life, to survive it all!

Through disobedience to God's covenant, truths will be spoken, like wise, disobedience to truths and lies will come forth to speak God's truths. Do not not try and lie at the Tribunal of God, for the Lord knows your mind and mindlessness.

If one lives hell on earth, they will most likely never get over it and live hell in heaven!

For my need and want of a woman, I will not perish in the eyes of women, perhaps a woman true to the heart of God will long for me too, and companionship together will be found one day.

Sometimes I speak with malice in my heart, due to my own discontent.

I'm a little bit of a rough cut around the edges, that is why I turn to the scriptures so I do not splinter myself.

When one's country becomes a "Temple of Doom" due to an unworthy population mass, how do the honest righteous population with their covenant with God, purge their Nation of the populous committing the unrighteous acts against the Nation.

Do not in your heart wish malice upon another, but one still can, so may we pray for our sins!

When walking in the wilderness, and a thorn penetrates your toe; do not curse the thorn, nor the branch it is attached to, nor the ground you walked upon, but curse your own soul for not watching over your sole!

Life is like a ball game with the Holy Ghost, it is just that the ball can be hard to grasp sometimes!

God knows what I've smoked over the years and I'm still smoking over it!!!

As a decendant from two loyal Scots, I think my parents were having a wee dram of Scotch and Dad was reading Mum some Robbie Burns the winter night I was conceived, to be born Canadian.

Independant Day For Me Or Not

My tribunal hearing was today and the Jew Psychiatrist slandered the fuck out of me with his wordy ways and recommended that I am instutionalized for a year in his modern day concentration camp. So at a cost of about $1000 a day to Quebec tax payers, I will be held against my will in a psychiatric ward so I will not be able to earn a living with my company Doc GM Creations and pay some taxes through my company earnings to the federal or Provincial Governments, but other people still get to money launder with my company invoices. I have really no one and the corruption that is out there to stop me from further developing my inventions is getting harder to beat. I am like a engineering techncian that Doctors want to murder with cancer by feeding me with not so good hospital drinking water and food prepared in the same water which is not so good hospital water compared to the water I process that keeps the black out of my mole on my left side. We all know in Montreal that the head of the new Montreal super hospital is up on corruption charges and it filters down through the rankin files of hospital big wigs to fuck over and do in little guys like me.....till later as I am now being done in by hospital corruption.....later Oh yea and the Neo Nazi Jew Pyschiatrist has his staff experiment with psychiatric drugs on us patients, I guess he too voted Harper into power.....Last time I was in hospital I started filtering water in my room for when I made my coffee in the kitchette on the ward. Like regular Neo Nazis they torn apart my investment to have cleaner coffee water and threw my stuff in the garbage.So this time around I know I am being poisoned again by urinating green, another copper pipe is rusting out by copper oxidization which gives off a green hue urinate or you will trap the green in one's filter pack....corrupt hospital staff too stupid to listen to an engineering technician like my self, just get Neo Nazis sabotaging my work for me to stay cancer free from pollutants in the city water main that feds the hospital. Then with the sabotage of my life, I will not be able to give my blood donation like I usual do to Quebec's blood bank. No way can the hospital clean up the water on a large scale for it water needs, like I used to work just to get 4 litres a day of reduced ph water and cleaner water from my filtration process while drawing from the city water main, Psychiatratists will do any thing to stop me from making a better quality of life for myself and making sure I do not get to give my blood donation to Hema Quebec.Now the stupid fucken hospital has got me bleeding blood in my morning bowel movement from poison water and all because they do not have the capacity to clean it up like me!!!!!It is now July 18th and if the hospital has not got the best of water where does the pharmacuetical industry get it to make my forced medication consumption?Just take your tooth paste, spit it into the likes of a minute maid bottle and let it separate, where does all the black come from? Poison tooth paste made from unfit water?
Now I will get to edit this posting for some typo errors
It almost makes me feel like having my head shrunk by Dr Marla Shapiro of CTV News and teach idiot Psychiatrists a lesson or two!!! My gums are starting to bleed like fuck again when I brush my teeth and the mole on the side of my belly is starting to look bad too. The medical community is a small world, appairently Dr Marla knew my Psychiatrist in med school and deemed him a nut then, it is in the morning media!!! I believe I met Dr Marla when she was in med school too, I could have given her my hospital bracelette to remember me by! We are all about the same age, so who is fooling who?

Day After Canada Day

When one's Country becomes a "Temple of Doom" due to an unworthy population mass, how do the honest righteous population with their covenent with God purge their Nation of the populus committing the unrighteous acts against the fundamental foundations of the Nation at hand,some say you can get a Batismal in the river as a comman unwanted crimminal that crimminals have no use for....hhhhhuuummmm....eeeehhhhh......Funny how when I was having my evening shower trying to cleanse myself of my daily sins, it is like a dead Hell's Angel spoke to me confessing that if one fucks over the wrong person or too many people you got to check your whore-a-scope to meet John at the weight in scale for your Baptismal party......funny how people get enlightened trying to cleanse themselves of sin. At least I do not have a Lady McBeth "sin-drum" of out spot out for things I've done in my life.

Canada Day 2013

A Few Words I Wrote Today Philosophising

• We all know a few rich corrupt Canadians that have a piss poor nod in character
• A Country is only as rich as the people make it, why did the maple sugar turn sour for the masses due to Canadian ill repute of  stupidity with suppressionary tactics
• Remembering how the homeless men always give a rich smile when one shows up in their park to buy a bag of street medication named weed
• As a Canadian I had to take off my shoes and walk a thorny rice paper trail without remorse, and turn to God to carry me through the pain of it all.
• The Lord is my Sheppard and opens a door for me to fertile ground and he sows the seed of peace within me on his fertile ground so I may blossom as one of his flock.....but not in Canada