Bell Media Let's Talk Day For Mental Health Consumers And I Have No One

I do not know what to write,I am sick and tired of arguing my point with the hospital. So according to the Psychiatrist I am delusional and hallucinate radio and TV. Like I said at the hospital obviously the medication does not work so suicide is looking like more and more of a option. Everyone in the world usually has someone to talk to and I am sick and tired of this stupid Planet and want a way out. Beer and pills at bed time so I never wake up is becoming more and more of an option. After all why not, it is like the poem I wrote "Lies Society Told Me",just as well joining Mum and Dad in the after life. The black mail around me is too thick, what is one to do, live in poverty and argue a point. To think if I commit suicide as a way out, half the world population would more than likely be glad and over joyed, they could finally lay claim to my engineering proto-types and stimulate the world economy without me. One of these days it will be good bye cruel world, then I will be the most yapped about dead man instead of the most yapped about person in poverty, it has been a lonely life and going to the grave alone is becoming more and more of a welcoming thought. So long for now........

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVI Edition I

Once Again I Am Turning To The Internet With My Story Which Is Like The Crime Of The Century With Idiots Sabotaging My Life And Company

This is all so stupid, the blackmail that floats trying to do me in. Submitting to blackmail is a crime, all these criminals around me in Canada that submitted to blackmail or blackmail people to do in a honest righteous business man like myself. Like any where else it starts at the top, in my case it has and is still being done from the Prime Minister's office right down to the drug dealer on the street. This little schizo as in me, is not allowed to get fucked by a woman or she would to go to prison. Who started this Neo Nazi propaganda? Hitler was good at doing in schizos along with the Jewish folk, so who are all these war criminals in Canada, lets start with the Governor Generals Office to the Prime Minister's office as of January 2018, they are in the media more or less saying I am a Merlin Priest that is not allowed a woman or money. What the fuck is a Merlin Priest, would someone please approach me and explain to me what a Merlin Priest is suppose to be that is not allowed to get fucked by a woman. Let me guess jealousy over my foreskin, all these men with part of their dick cut off that don't want a woman yapping how good it is playing around with my foreskin. Woman know I have a foreskin, they yap and I have been fucked by a woman or two before, who are all the criminal minds that say I am not allowed to get fucked again and why? Perhaps the Neo  Nazi Leaders of this country can come to me and explain to this schizo why I am not allowed to breed with a woman like schizos in Nazi Germany of WWII. Women have my phone number from my business card and are scared to call me apparently. I have one woman that I have discussed my window filter with and she is interested as she said but never calls. I have another woman that said she needs a customized service from me but is scared to call once again. So here is the National challenge, let some one explain this mess to me....later.

Blog Update After Court Ordered Injection Once Again

I have some sad news to post to the world, my Mum past away last week on Dec 12th 2017 at 6:15 PM. The Nursing home found her on the floor of her room and got her off to hospital, she ended up at the Montreal General Hospital on the 14th floor. My cousin phoned me to inform me of the situation on the Friday morning, I rushed to the hospital and first spoke to the Nurse before going in to see my Mum to get a briefing on what to expect before going into her room. She had a stroke from a blood clot on the right side of the brain and was paralyzed on her left side. I stayed at her side for quite some time into the early evening. Mum stayed in a deep sleep and I decided it was best that I let her sleep and head home. Saturday I phoned the hospital ward to see how she was doing, her status had not changed and I decided not to go into the hospital but handle my own affairs. Sunday I phoned the hospital ward again and after talking to the Nurse I decided to go into see Mum Again and I took in my Holy Bible to place at her side. While in visiting Mum she woke up some and gazed around the room and then at my hand holding hers before going in a sleep again. As early evening came on I headed home with a eerie feeling there was not much hope and had to wait until Doctors rounds on the the Monday morning to hear the prognosis. In again Monday to speak to the Doctors at 1PM and I was informed that it was only time, the prognosis was not good. I stayed the afternoon until shift change and got to speak to her when the Nurse woke her up. In a slurd voice she asked where she was and I told her the MGH and she fell back to sleep. I left in the early evening to return the next day to find the feeding tube, breathing mask and monitor disconnected. She was not responding to treatment for the blood clot was to massive. As her breathing became laboured with her hand on the Holy Bible I talked her to Papa and told her things would be alright, take Papa's hand when he is ready for you and march the rebuilt stairway for you with your beloved husband.  Her breathing stopped and I checked for a pulse and there was none. I went to get the Nurse to inform her Mum had passed to heaven to my Father's side. The Nurse verified what I already knew but we had to wait for the Doctor to do actual death  diagnosis. I am alone now with my older men I call my Stoogies with no family in Canada, I do not know where my idiot brother and adopted sister are, I got a sweet heart in my heart but it is too close to Mum's death to find a woman's love like my Mum had for me.  To all families, in my case and family one out of three that stands by their parents is not bad, Dad was the best that taught me everything he could around engineering and Mum kept my belly fed while Dad and I worked together around the house.

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How I ended up in court on harrassment charges and end result