Finally I Got Hold Of Some Old Art And Music, From A Therapist At One Of The Hospitals I Dealt With
Ink Brush Drawing Of Songbird
Wednesday, February 11, 2026
Friday, January 16, 2026
Doc GM's Political Messenger Edition XXIV Vol.I
Oh Canada, What This Country Has Become, John A MacDonald Must Be Turning Over In His Grave
Canadian Politicians are trying to hold this country together, and keep our economy stimulated so the honest righteous Canadians that want to work have good jobs to pay their bills, and feed their families with a decent roof over their heads. Amist Trump tariff wars, life has been made complicated for all of us, as strong backed people, with some having good heads on their shoulders, the battle continues so we survive as a Nation with the great pride we hold dear to our hearts.
As capitalist trying to build a decent pension plan, in a socialist backed democracy, we are still bursting at the seams with problems. Since the sixties with the great migration away from traditional Churches, and some Canadians looking in the wrong direction for a God to believe in, too many demented cults evolved in our Nation that commit tax evasion for selfish gain, and forgetting the true concept of loyalty to traditional Churches, State, and Military.
As it stands now in Canada, there are too many lost sheep in our homo sapien society, people working under the table, black market activity, and misguided children from lack of parenting skills by the populous. Politicians have to cater to demented cults with their own lust to stay in power, while the true honest hard working Canadian seems to be forgotten about, and left on the way side having to go to a food bank to feed his/her family, while trying to keep a roof over their head with the cost of housing, which is indexed by inflation unfortunately.
How do Canadians pick up the pieces? We are living on a prayer with no decent morals and ethics found in the common folk any more. Our people have lost the true meaning of life as Canadians, and too easily influenced by the violence found on the TV set in modern shows, while becoming gun toting Americans in what has become an ungodly Canadian society. Does anyone really care anymore, selfish greed has taken over, with a jealous streak for our neighbor next door or down the street. Canadians have to find God in their heart again, and be their for each other, if we are going to survive together, and not end up at each other's throat, undermining a precious system that our forefathers laid out for us.
Being Bubbling Waters Under A Bridge Of Hope
How Canadians can become bubbling waters
Under that bridge of hope
Being injected by the polluted stream
Then nursed by Mother Nature
To somehow heal over the years
With God holding our hand
He built the bridge of hope
Thus we can stride from shore to shore
Evolving and rising from bubbling waters
To walk solid stone work of Godly demise once again
Exodus 28:11
With the work of an engraver in stone, like the engravings of a signet, shalt thou engrave the two stones with the names of the children of Israel [Canada]: thou shalt make them to be set in ouches of gold.
The Holy Bible
Old and new testaments in the King James Version
Thomas Nelson Publishers
Nashville
Copyright 1987 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
The Porcupine In Society
There it sits in the darkness of society
Becoming witness to nothing at all
But seeing the inner and outer sides towards
The workings of what society has become
Watching, watching like the Devil's advocate
Eyeing what should not have been
Taking aim at the dark side of life
And throwing its ungodly quills at nothing at all
Things I Read That Made Me
In my youth I did pick up a thing or two to read
Somewhat making me what I am today
Educated but feeling unwanted locked away
Thank God I had such material in books
The stories of others being locked away
Somehow instilling a sort of peace of mind
I am not the first to be falsely accused
And deemed guilty by an unjust judicial system
It is like when does the sad story end
When finally convinced by a system
That the innocent are guilty when not
What was I really guilty of at most
Of being the unwanted "schizo" in society
That just wanted a loving hug from a Lady
Denied by the stigma of my being
Thank God I read things that carried me through
Riding The Wings Of God
Waking up to the spirit of God
Each and every day more alive
Sets the pace to march with joy
Thus one rides the wings of God!
With Holiness in the heart during the steps of the day
Then to bow down in prayer of thanks
Its dusk comes to the evening of the night
Will make sure you get up for another day
With Jesus Christ at your side once more
To ride the wings of God again
Quotes From A Book Found In My Selection Of Reading Material
".....In this tide of worldliness and pleasure seeking, self-denial and self-sacrifice for Christ's sake are almost wholly lost. "Some of the men and women now in active life in our churches were educated, when children, to make sacrifices in order to be able to give or do something for Christ." But "if funds are wanted now,...nobody must be called on to give. Oh, no! have a fair, tableau, mock trail, antiquarian supper,or something to eat----anything to amuse the people."
Page 256
"Rome withheld the Bible from the people and required all men to accept her teachings in its place. It was the work of the Reformation to restore men the word of God; but is not true that in the churches of our time men are taught to rest their faith upon their creed and the teachings of the church rather than on the Scriptures? Said Charles Beecher, speaking of the Protestant churches: "They shrink from any rude word against creeds with the same sensitiveness with which those holy fathers would have shrunk from a rude word against the rising veneration of saints and martyrs which they were fostering....."
Page 257
The Great Controversy
Copyright 2022
Remnant Publications,Inc.
Project Restore, Inc.
Project Restore, Inc.
Printed in the United States of America
Original text by E.G.White
A Thought To Think About
Where does one find a collective conscience effort to survive what society has become as of the start of January 2026? Hearts are heavy with loss, and somehow mourn for a practical application of religious to divine thought, from all science to no God, to all God and no science; to sit on one's own teeter-totter of practical dogma in union with the tides of change and established bodies of thought.
Kant Slant
Law of Wisdom: Applying pure reason, as a rule of measured duty to a cause and effect. With the plight of mental health as a cause, while the effect is success of duty to one's self, through absorption of the pragmatic stereotyping, overcome in salvation through church and community type work activities. Finding strengths and weakness', while in the personal pursuit of duty, to survive the mountainous rocky trail of life. That feeling of freedom, found in a demographic of people in search of their true oneness with nature, and God above.
Another Quote From My Selective Reading Material
".....it is not hard to understand why today's young doctors, many of whom have never had to confront death or serious illness in their own lives, have no idea how to help their patients. Overwhelmed by the magnitude of what they must tell patients and families facing serious disease, they withdraw. The patient, however, sees only the detachment, not the concern. Too often, the result of maintaining our "professional distance" is that we build a wall around ourselves. When we do this, our patients are not the only ones who suffer. We hurt ourselves as well. (Look at the high suicide rate of physicians)"
Page 135 & 136
Peace, love & Healing
Written by Bernie S. Siegel, M.D.
Harper & Row Publishers, Inc.
New York
Copyright 1989
Printed in the United States of America
Trump Will Not Stop Yapping About Me, So He Is Getting A Kick To The Nuts Steel Toe Boot Style In Writing Capabilities From Me
As I learned in theology class while attending University, a Professor I had who had a Doctorate in Theology, explained to the class that the most prolific document he ever read was the American constitution. Fine and dandy, one problem with that is, as I feel, it is taken out of context by individual Americans to have selfish gain, rather than applying it for the good of the nation and the people that reside in the States. In the same light, the position of President of the United States of America must have guidelines to adhere to as an elected official holding office. Trump as a yapping fool with presidential powers, comes across as a bit of an illiterate, and has taken presidential guidelines out of context for selfish gain. With being a semi well read individual, well versed in psychiatry and psychology from practical experience as a mental health consumer, in my own way I have psychoanalyzed him through various news conferences he has made. I have deducted a conclusion about him, as an intellectual being of refined substance, and here is my conclusion.
The main problem with Trump is that he is half a man taking his self contained complexes out on people he has a distaste for or jealous of. The main reason he is half a man, is that he lost part of his dick in the circumcision process! Past women he has fucked around with can testify to the public about my theory, if he has a foreskin or not. In pursuit of his lost foreskin, as a replacement he wants to make Canada the 51st State, and take over Greenland against the will of the American people and the world. Hey Trump solve your own personal problems and stop taking your issues out to the rest of the world and the American people. As Commander in Chief of the United States of America, I am sure you get free medical benefits, so seek some help from a medical professionals such as a team of mental health advisors, lead by a Psychiatrist, backed up with some talk therapy with a Psychologist, an Occupational Therapist can help you reform and start doing a better job as President. Stop spending as much time in News briefings and get some professional help!
The History Behind Circumcision And Judaic, Christian Beliefs To Muslim
To unearth the true history about circumcision, one would have to divulge into ancient Hebrew texts and analyze them which I do not have access to. I am stuck with my Christian Bible scriptures and the Internet as a source of reference. With a search in Google under "what is the history of circumcision", along with "where in the Bible is Moses told to preform the act of circumcision". Google suggests to read Exodus 4:24-26, one will also find along this search, the link to, "The Strangest Circumcision Story Ever". It makes for a good read, but Theologians are not too sure what to make of the history of circumcision, I consider myself an authority on foreskins through having one myself. The Christian medical practice to circumcise a baby has gone on for years, stemming from ancient Hebrew texts which became translated in english over time in the what became our Bible. Honestly there is nothing wrong with having a foreskin, other than the need to have water, to keep under the foreskin clean. With sweating, one will be like a women smelling like fish down below, when this occurs, we wash like anything else after a workout. It is just like a woman has to dush to stay fresh. The other main thing one has to watch for is the lips of the foreskin redding and swelling. This only occurred once to me and the cure was applying Noxzema Cream to the area concerned, which solved the problem. The great thing about having a foreskin, is that when one masterbates, with the hand stroking the penis, it feels more like one is inside of a woman with sexual penetration. Hence the experience is more satisfying, and more sexually gratifying, than a circumcised male having to bang a pillow to get their rocks off. My Father explained to me why I was not circumcised as a baby, the reason was, I was born a Rhesus baby and too sick at this age to under go the medical practice of being circumcised. I would not have survived the practice of being circumcised as a infant as explained to me, which I am grateful for now as a grown man of the ripe age of 65. I do not remember everything about theology class, due to having lost my notes to a Bailiff's container at one part in my life, which I never got back when trying to track it down. I do not know the Koran and the Muslim scriptures, but I do remember the great Prophet of Islam, Muhammad, came around 650 years after Jesus Christ, and the Muslim faith is not in practice of circumcision. I remember one student speaking up in theology class, " now we have wars between the circumcised and uncircumcised". Ironically, I remember when I was attending the Psychiatric Rehabilitation Day Center, after my first hospitalization here in Montreal, we went on a field trip to visit a Synagogue which had a museum attached to it, I shuttered in my boots when I saw the small ceremonial rusty old knife used for circumcision. I remember my thought when seeing it,"Good God, that thing was used to cut off part of my dick!"
Psychiatric Staff All Think That They Are Know It Alls, When Actually They Are All Fucken Dumb, From What I Experienced Over The Years,The Scattered Few Were Effective Workers
Like the old phrase, "the truth hurts", and the majority of people in society can not handle the truth! Psychiatric Staff should take a long hard look at themselves in the mirror, and ask themselves, "what have I become", psychoanalyze themselves with their psychiatric textbook. Then, just maybe they will become better at their jobs, and stop being so judgemental of others with the knowledge they hold. Then they should somehow learn to bloody well think about what they are doing! Obviously I am fed up with medical professions just like other profound thinkers that I associate with. Just because a person holds a medical degree, does not make them good at what they do. One can find incompetence in society at whatever field of study one pursued. Just because a person knows the theory in a field of study, that does not mean they can apply their education in a practical application, theory and practical application of that theory are two different things. As educated as I am, I am first to admit that I have a lot to learn at my ripe old age of sixty five, for example, I have never spent any time with a profound and educated intellectual woman, and grown at her side from learning the female experience first hand. Bouncing off the words of PM Mark Carney, a fortress is only as strong as the fortress next to it! Listening to the News while making additions to my blog, it is a two way street, Canadians and the world will remember the American political comments about remembering, we will all remember the stupidity of the Trump administration and the rhetoric they puke up. The whole world is sick of it no doubt, as I am! One leads by example, the United States of America is on a one way path to hell as a fallen Angel in world affairs, just like a lot of educated people that can not think past the bridge of their nose, with no hindsight or insight for get along with others. In a lot of cases with chosen careers, the best of brilliant minds end up going towards doing research in selective fields of study, and you never get to see these people, due to them being highly paid and caught up with dedication to their respective research. In other cases like news Reporters, brilliant mind work with diligence, digging up a newsworthy story, putting together the report to enlighten society on what is happening in human nature and the framework of modern civilization. Some Politicians can be natural born leaders, and brilliant at what they do, bringing forth legislation for the benefit of the country they get elected in. Brilliant minds are at work at all levels of society, some brilliant minds never succeed financially due to petty jealousy over their own person acquired skills, and aptitude of being brilliant in their chosen field of expertise. Judge not, for judgement is the Lord's, having peace of mind is what counts and self improvement to better one's self in an acquired skill over time. Do not take criticism to heart, but reflect on what is being said and use to one's advantage for the chess game of life which is a rat race by the nature of humanity.
What Did I Write About American Blackmail In Past Postings, Now My Janitor Boss Is Being Blackmailed Royally Over Our Prototype Invention Together
My Janitor Boss has a prototype that he made to sleep on, using his carpenter skills which I modified to get it through a door. It is an excellent design for large couples having their sexual activity on!
It is made of lumber with thin plywood on top, it was all he had to work with living in a low income bracket. The bottom frame is made in two halves which are bolted together in several places with middle legs to help support the structure. Wooden shelving can be put at the head of the bed, and taken off for moving purposes through a door, along with unbolting the bed into two halves as well. The bed is made from softwood lumber frame and plywood with steel bolts,washers and nuts holding the middle section together. The bed has the weight to with holded the pounding of large people's sexual activity. Trump knows nothing about industry he is a real estate investor for high rise buildings then became President with a tariff nation for the world, when they are telling us to go fuck ourselves with our softwood lumber and my janitor boss and I
can sell large person's bed made the way I wrote and be manufactured in Canada and shipped to the world, they do not want our softwood lumber and tariffs on our steel, what with my steel bolts, with nuts and washers are to be tariffed too coming from our steel industry, A wonderful Canadian Product for large people so they do not bust up there beds no more with sexual activity, the whole world is just waiting till our industry Minister starts up production facilities in each province and ship to the world by Canadian made steel containers.
Trump Is Crucifying His People Into Being Meek Beggars Of Mercy, From His Administration Towards American Society
Trump is getting too much, his need and desire to control world affairs amounts to blackmail. Wanting to control Canada against the will of our Politicians, and people is getting to be excessive. Now with our honourable Prime Minister cutting a much needed deal with China for business dealings, Trump is more than willing to put an 100% tariff on Canada. This will be at the expense of Canadians and our American cousins. Even my cousin in the Southern States is going through a hard time under the Trump administration, when my cousin, and her husband both have good jobs. This has to be a sample of what is happening to the American people, where there is one there are more. Trump is so stupid with what he is trying to accomplish politically, during recessions or hard times, people in general have to turn to the blackmarket to survive, the FBI, State Troopers, and Municipal Police forces must be pissed with the increase in crime and blackmarket activities that occur, due to honest righteous Americans having to turn to breaking the laws of the land to survive. The American dream is now shattered with unjust presidential actions taking place.
Wednesday, December 10, 2025
Doc GM Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol.VI
To Be Free Of American Blackmail From Here To Evermore
Ever since I stood up for the Canadian National Building Code against an American rebel flag bearing skin head, the blackmail around my life has been thick. Canadian Politicians are sick of it to put it bluntly, and something has to be done, so I am taking matters into my own hands and writing about Americans blackmailing Canadians from the top of the political spectrum. Reflecting back to a Canadian media broadcast quite some time ago, when Prime Minister Steven Harper was in power with his Conservative Party, then President Obama rose to power in the States, there was a media clip of the two sitting together and they were going on with, "Well you blackmailed me, "But you blackmailed me", it went on back and forth during the media clip. As far as I am concern, the blackmail never stopped between our two respective Governments, and to think blackmail is prosecutable in the Courts in both countries concerned. Then for that matter you can be prosecuted for submitting to blackmail, ignorance of the law is not a defense.
Then I heard Africa wants Obama's head for flashing his elephant tusk on National TV, for the commencement of a large slaughter of elephant bulls for ivory fed the black market containers of tusks for for shipping and sale else where mega time. Then of course Germany wants our idiot Harper's head for saying "Hail Hitler to Doctor Goober Modesty", it is like it is such a Cardinal sin to say such atrocity. Certain reference to those war years, such as wearing of a swastika is strictly forbidden in Germany. After all the Germans have a lot of engineering firsts, they are very proud people, the first clock was made in the black forests of Germany.
Reflecting on my own character, I am a very proud person as an individual, having just turned sixty five this year, I have never been prouder in my life. I really enjoy my home with my roommate, and with his help I succeeded in going through a jungle of boobie traps in late life, and climbed a rocky mountain path to be on the top of a mountain with accomplishments. Here I sit at the top of my mountain in pride, and look down at what I've been through, while analysing the other side of the mountain to gaze at another jungle in life that I will have to crawl through, as it is full of life's boobie traps as I grow in my successful years through now that I am having good political contacts for my prototype inventions, that I mentioned to them to help stimulate the Canadian economy in a small way. The Canadian Politicians give me moral support to the fullest for achieving my goals for my company, with my inventiveness as somewhat of a schizo-genius. One thing that gets under my skin and ruffles my feathers a bit, is President Trump's clacker going off about me the way he does, when he can't even handle his own backyard in the States, while he is trying to trim and prune Canada's front yard north of the 49th parallel, while making comments about a private Canadian business person like myself. Like I can quote him as saying, "He is not getting his poissonettes", namely Ladies that are dying to have something to do with me. Like one gorgeous intelligent Lady with political intent said on Canadian National TV, she wants to have my baby. I was so touched for this comment for I still have no children at this point in my life, but more than willing to reproduce an off spring with one of these poisonnettes. I have never suckled on a hard nipple testing boobie milk before my child was born, nor have I held a baby in my arms, Trump should shut the fuck up about me, and go take care of his wife better finger licking good style.
I Do Not Care Where People Come From, We Humans Are The Biggest Bigot Beasts That Walk The Face Of The Planet, And Are Misinformed By Myth Of Oral Tradition
I was raised by good Christian parents that instilled valuable morals and ethics in me from a young age. My Father drove into me the greatest lesson of life a child could possibly have, when working with him around the house, and I was screwing up on the job, he would bark at me in his angry tone,"Bloody well think about what you are doing!". I carried these chosen words imbedded into me through out life to become the man that I have become. As an adolescent I witnessed bigotry and stereotyping from a young age, I had to tolerate this being a small lad, for I was picked on enough for my physique, while not being strong enough to defend my smart mouth I developed from my youth, to use against this stupidity of my peers, and their racial profiling. I did think of what would become of my associates I grew up with, and the peer pressure I endured before becoming of age. Being one to do a psychoanalysis of myself, starting out from a young age by staring into the bathroom mirror and questioning myself who I was, and what I would become with my Christian roots, as I intended to lead a seafaring life as my Father did, I evolved into a non judgemental person of others, unless individuals I came across in life gave me reason to cast judgement. Grateful for my smart mouth which I developed from a young age, it became useful defending myself as I grew into manhood, for I always face ridicule of one sort or another from others.
I consider myself a semi well read man, I thought about the selection of books I chose to read, while questioning what I read, and how to apply the lesson from the novel or engineering texts I read developing my qualifications as a competent Engineering Technician. It helped me develop into a person that is much liked, and admired by my present peers I associate with, in my semi retired life where I live now.
With describing myself and my being for who and what I am as a responsible individual, I will now tackle defending my title for this section of my posting. Humans and how we evolved into the civilization on this planet has a lot to be desired, from the characters I ran into in my early years, to watching Politicians on the news as broadcast on TV, to the crimes committed as reported on the news reports, there is something definitely wrong with the society found on this planet as an advanced civilization as the year ends this 2025. With God and his consort the powers of the planet in my heart, I found my own salvation through my personal desire to find it. It did not come easy and I went through many a trial and tribulation finding it, God never made life for humans a bed of roses that was well fed with fertilizer, one has to dig in there heels and do a lot soul searching to find their own salvation to become a leader and pillar in society. Individuals can believe in a concept of God, no matter what faith or religion they follow, but that does not make them a person of God with him/her in their heart. No matter what field of study one follows to build a life for themselves, it is not a guarantee they will be competent in their supposid field of work. Their own inherit complexes as a being, which we all have, will lead to their own destruction as a production worker to high ranking Politician, and their own personal failings and flaws in their character, will bring the Devil out in them through jealousy, lack of education, to habits of addiction whatever that might be. Thus bringing out their clacker for being a bigot, Political tyrant, or slum lord to whatever with no concept of God in their heart for evolving for the benefit of man and woman kind alike, and doing something productive for the benefit of the society they are part of. With many different types of societies making up the civilization we have become, which is on a destructive course at present as far as I am concerned, humanity has to change its attitude for the benefit of all, that make us human in a rat race for success.
People take myths to be Gospel, from basterized versions of truths to half truths discussed while socializing, people get mislead, and become know it alls, instead of getting their nose into a good book or documentary that they can learn from and quote with their own intelligence. Some people develop intelligence from the experiences in life they've been through, and are not well read at all. Others think they are highly intelligent as a know it all, but it can be belittling listening to them in a social atmosphere. It takes all sorts to make up a society, some are good listeners, others are good talkers, others just prattle what comes to mind in their own delusion of thought. Past experiences make or break us as individuals, depending on our coping mechanisms for what we have been through, some learn to cope with what life dishes out to them, others do not. Instilled anger in a person from life experiences can make them into bigots and party poopers for socializing with, depending on the way they cope with the issues at hand. A fine example of what makes up society is a modern day plane load of people as reported on the news. There can be quit a few bad apples on a single fight, breaking rules of the airline for proper flying protocol, multiply this to equal population mass of the planet, and it is representative of the number of unfit people in society. This destructive pattern has to change, like I said to my good buddy socializing together, when he asked me if I would exonerate my brother for what he did, I responded with, "I am not a Police Officer, nor a Crown Prosecutor, nor a Judge, I am a Engineering Technician with some education in theology at the University level. " Take this posting for the salt it is worth!
The Mental Health Consumer In The Socialist Safety Net
Once the Mental Health Consumer is through with the Psychiatrist dragging the individual through the Courts, if the patient had to go through the Courts for a Court ordered medication treatment plan, not all do, they are left floating on a foundation, which is a sea of socialist Nurses, Social Workers, Occupational Therapists, and Music Therapists. To help them through the Psychiatrists prescribed drug induced state. Hopefully to become a tax payer of some sort, and not be part of the penal system as a deranged Mental Health Consumer heading towards a psychiatric prison.
It is a long hard windy voyage with a heavy weight on one's shoulders, and head. One has to face the sting of being a Mental Health Consumer, facing self acceptance of the fact, side effects of medication, poverty in recovery in a socialist backed system, with many cracks and faults in said system. No one wants to go through the mental health system, and the need for caring Therapists is getting ever more demanding, so these already weakened in the system of democracy, do not fall into the ocean alive of failure as a Mental Health Person.
March, March On Canadian Christian Soldiers
What we must do in war is war,
We defended our land, long ago from an invasion,
Behold, our troops go overseas defending,
What is ours to defend as part of NATO command,
March, march on Canadian Christian soldiers,
We will always remember your command of giving,
As each and every one of you come home,
Somewhat mamed from your service of glory!
1 Chronicles 25:1-2
More over David and the Captains of the army separated for the service, some of the sons of Asaph, of Herman, and of Jeduthain, who should prophecy with harps, stringed instruments, and cymbals. And the number of the skilled men performing their service was: Of the sons of Asaph: Zaccur, Joeseph, Nethaniah, and Asharelah; the sons of Asaph were under direction of Asaph, who prophesied according to the order of the King.
Glory To The Men And Ladies Of War
Glory to the men and ladies of war;
They serve their time doing their very best,
For the job they acquired to serve!
Some soldiers and sailors come back, others do not!
Glory and Hail Marys for the Mothers of the dead;
They followed orders from those above,
The back room cigar smoking Generals and Admirals,
Glory to the men and ladies of war!
The Unwanted Soldier Of The Psychiatric Grave
The unwanted soldier of the psychiatric grave
Slowly does in his or her head of loneliness
Spearheaded by broken dreams from their own agitation
A walking zombie there I've been
I fought back to be someone special
Only to be a shattered piece of sharp glass shard
Sharpened by the labours of my own education
To be undermined by a simple Freudian slip
The sarcastic schizo wit was not to be appreciated
It only got me institutionalized for doing time
By a heartless Freudian hierarchy over me!
Character Of Duty Instilled By The Uniform
To make the conscience effort to do one's duty, to perform by nature of duty alone, or by duty by nature is a commendable act. The nature of duty being what it is, through growth into man or womanhood, what is embedded by the uniform way of life, into the nature of being male or female, never leaves the soul.
If this nature of being in the soul, is indeed embedded, to be as what one tries to define as the soul, does that sense of duty carry on one generation to the next, through offspring, soul to soul to create a more powerful soul in uniform? The answer is only found through offspring in uniform becoming a more determined uniform with sense of duty, toward that which makes the honourable uniform being.
To speak of honour, where is honour to abound to the vise versa of dishonour. A disgrace at first light, from dishonour can prove to be a honourable act of God, by serving God with honour, at the disgrace of the duty of the uniform. Hindsight to insight into serving one's character of duty, from calling to serve the uniform, to fortify a character of uniform through Godly inspiration, thus fulfilling a sense of duty by way of the uniform, and making a more powerful uniform of duty through acknowledgeable acts of duty outside the uniform.Thus the character of duty instilled by the uniform, carried out in an unfashionable act out of uniform, is indeed still a uniform act to be blessed by the grace of God!
Pawns Of War
Knock, knock, knock them down dead
The key to the peace tower clock is not
An ill begotten game of life
For the life of me I see
What was done at sea
The mermaid of life came to me
Knock, knock, knock, she'll pick me up again
The peace tower clock will chime again
Our pawns of war will keep their mechanics going
So peace of mind will come again
Gain, gain, gain we make marching time again
We are allied powers of war
Tick tock, tick tock our peace tower clock will not stop
We have our volunteer men and women of war
To open the flood gates of hell
Quenching hell's fires Lucifer style
The mermaid of life will maintain our heaving waters
So the ex-pains of war get the drill to the head no more
Once A Schizo, Always A Schizo, Blame The Schizo
As much as I hate to admit it, the formation of one's character around schizophrenia, comes to a point of complexes. Once a schizo, always a schizo, blame the schizo! As it comes to pass, yes I indeed recycled some furniture in my neighbourhood, while in poverty. Knowing how to use a can of Raid, and I used a bucket of bleach water, with a cleaning rag on said furniture. I still got the blame at TAQ hearings for bugs in the building, which bugs were in the building before I moved in.
It was not the first time I got infected by bed bugs, I found a nest amongst my stuff, art supplies in particular, when living in another part of Montreal, this time around it was a bed bug infected winter gloves I found between my mattress and bed springs. Jealousy over the schizo Artist trying to make something of his life.
If I got what was coming to me, in the form of financial inheritance, I would have never got in that mess in the first place. I could have afforded a better apartment, an Artist's loft or something better ritzier to live in an another part of town.
What does the Psychiatrist care about the truth? What are the schizos in society to blame for all of civilizations downfalls, when no one has some one to blame, blame the neighbourhood schizo and have the individual incarcerated unjustly! Thus the neighbourhood problems are solved, hell no, this is obviously not the case, and file
What Do I Write About Schizophrenia And Metaphysics, I Can Write A Life's Story About Being Denied the Metaphysical By Psychiatrists, And Being Part Of The Canadian Mental Health System!
I thought long and hard about what to write next on my blog, I have come along way since I left my Zulu Army in my last neighbourhood. When I came out of winter hibernation one spring, I was not keeping well emotionally or physically, I went to the men at the Bar-B-Q in the fire alley, and said to them, I am not keeping well, take in. So they did, and they soon nicknamed me Slim Shady for being underweight for my physic and fighting depression. The Shady part came about from my two sets of dollar store lens duct taped together so I could read my cell phone and hold a conversation with seeing the person in front of me clearly.
There is an excellent biblical series of books, the first book is called the Shepherd Kings, in the series there is a book titled Vengeance of the Lion! It so happens from my time of birth, that I am a Leo, now idiot fucken Trump does not learn too well! He is still yapping about me unjustly, so now I am going to write about Trump with a vengeance, I got my steel toe boots on right now because they make me feel good like old time rock n' roll, when I really worked hard with all the overtime one could possible work. First and for most, Canada will never become the 51st State, secondly the bullshit Tyrant Trump and his ungodly desire to take over Greenland has a battle royal on his hands! If and when he takes Greenland, what is he going to do? Issue a US postal stamp like when the States took Grenada, with Grenada in big letters on top of the stamp, containing an image of US Marines raising the American flag, like fucken shit!!!
Now Trump is going after Mexico's drug cartels to control cocaine flow into the United States, to put it bluntly, what the fuck does Trump know about drugs, street drugs anyway? Street drugs work like any other product in the domesticated free World of trade, supply and demand. If Trump would stop his suppression of his people, and get his American Coke Heads into rehab for substance abuse, the demand for cocaine would be reduced, and the cocaine cartels would look for new markets. What is the idiot fucken shit head Trump trying to do, for fill another demented President George W Bush's dream of the war on drugs? The history of cocaine goes way back in the evolution of humanity, for Christ sake, even William Shakespeare was smoking cocaine, by modern spectro analysis of residue in his pipe. Cocaine is like the old phrase, "I need a drink", often said when a person is under duress, people get nervous around cocaine use, often wondering if a new person to their circle is a GRC, street slang for our beloved RCMP. Some people can not stop alcohol consumption after a drink or two, same applies to cocaine users. There is a highly educational documentary on youtube about cocaine consumption in the United States of America, and the history there in. Perhaps this Trump Tyrant should have a look at it, and get educated about his people and their cocaine habits.
My lungs have been through the mill with what I have smoked over the years, I first took tobacco from my Father's tin, and tried to roll it up with one of his rolling papers, I was young, and wanted to be like my Father who smoked cigarettes. I remember rolling up my first smoke, having it down by the furnace, then taking deathly sick and puking up my guts afterwards. Sometime in my teens I started smoking cigarettes full time through buying smokes at the corner store. It was post hippie era as I dub it, one smokable leads to another and before long I was smoking marijuana as a teenager. It was just a floating around the neighbourhood in the 70's. Being raised by a Christian family, I ended up saying a prayer over my cigarette in my solitude and it stuck with me over the years no matter what I smoked. This is where the metaphysical comes in, late in life studying theology at the University level, I learned that God gave Moses an incense formula to burn incense for his prayers as a burn't offering. When learning this, I thought about the concept, coming to the deduction that praying and smoking was a form of burn't offering to my God and his consort the powers of the planet Mothearth. Like I wrote, my lungs have been through the mill, even around associates partying over the years, it have been said to me around alcohol and street drugs, "Are you a cop", I responded with no even although I was reporting illegal street activity to the Canadian Security Intelligence Service to feed to the RCMP over the years. Denied being a cop yes, but then I was always told, "Well if you are not a cop prove it and smoke this". My lungs have been around shit over the years, and I am experienced around all sorts of life styles, and to this day I still enjoy a Pom Pom cigar and saying my prayers while smoking the cigar. I do not get them often at the price of them, but they are a fine American cigar that I very much enjoy, like Clint Eastwood smoked a small cigar in the movie "The Good, the Bad, And The Ugly".
Tuesday, November 11, 2025
Doc GM Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol.V
Lest We Forget, Remembrance Day For Canada, Coming Out Of Protest Mode To Write Again
I was asked by my honourable member of parliament to write on my blog again, I protested enough and missed writing, I promised him I would start writing again on Remembrance Day so we all do not forget old wars Canada took part in, and the present Trump war with his tariff concept on the American business partner, namely Canada. I came up with a phrase based on the song by The Tragically Hip, "New Orleans Is Sinking", under Trump, the United States is sinking and they all got to swim, Canada has a super tanker, do they all want to buy a ticket for survival?The image for this post consists of my stack of Holy Bibles with my Canadian Coast Guard Beret with a poppy on it and a plastic flower pinned to it. In my stack of Bibles I also have the complete works of the Scottish National Poet, Robbie Burns. From this book I will be transcribing his piece of genius creation which is as follows:PostscriptMy memory's worth a preen:I had amaist forgotten clean,Ye bade me write you what they meanBy this 'new-light,''Bout which our herds sae aft hae beenMaist like to fight.
In days when mankind were but callansAt Grammar, Logic, an' sic talents,They took nae pains their speech to balance,Or rules to gie,But spak their thoughts in plain, braid Lallans,Like you or me.
In thae auld times,they thought the Moon,Just like a sark, or pair o' shoon,Gaed past their viewing,An' shortly after she was doneThey gat a new one.
This past for certain, undisputed ;It ne'er cam i' their heads to doubt it,Tillchiels gat up an' wad confute it,An' ca'd it wrang ;An' muckle din there was about it, Baith loud an' lang.
Some herds, well learn'd upo' the beuk,Wad threap auld folk the thing misteuk ;For 'twas the auld moon turn'd a neuk,An' out o' sight,An' bucklins-comin, to the leuk,She grew mair bright.
This was deny'd, it was affirm'd ;The heds and hissels were alarm'd :The rev'rend gray-breards rav'd an' storm'd,the beardless laddiesShould think they better were inform'dThan their auld daddies.
Frae less to mair it gaed to sticks ;Frae words an' aiths to clours an' nicks ;An' monie a fallow gat his licks,Wi' hearty crunt ;An' some, to learn them for their tricks,Were hang'd an' brunt.
This game was play'd in monie lands,An' 'auld-light caddies bure sic hands,That faith, the youngsters took the sandsWi' nimble shanks,Till Lairds forbad, by strict commands,Sic bluidy pranks.
But 'new-light' herds gat sic a cowe,Folk thought them ruined stick-an-stowe,Till now amaist on ev'ry knowe,Ye'll find ane plae'd ;An' some, their 'new-light' fair avow,Just quite barefac'd.
Nae doubt the 'auld-light' flocks are bleatin ;Their zealous herds are vex'd an' sweatin ;Mysel, I've even seen them greetin Wi' grimin spite,To hear the Moon sae sadly lie'd onBy word an' write.
But shortly they will cowe the louns !Some "auld-light' herds in neebor tounsAre mind't, in things they ca' balloons,To tak a flight,An, stay ae month amang the MoonsAn' see them right.
Guid observation they will gie them ; An' when the auld Moon's gaun to lea'e them,The hindmost shaird, they'll fetch it wi' them,Just i' their pouch,An' when the 'new-light' billies see them,I think they 'll crouch !
Sae, ye observe that a' this chatterIs naething but a 'moonshine matter ;'But tho' dull prose-folk Latin splatterIn logie tulzie,I hope, we Bardies ken some betterThan mind sic brulzie.
Poetical Works of Robert BurnsEdited by William Wallace, LL.D.W. & R. Chambers, LimitedLondon and EdinburghReprinted 1953
Now turning to Canadian politics with the tabled budget this fall. Pierre Poilievre, the Conservative Leader is a lifetime politician that knows nothing about economics compared to our honourable Prime Minister Mark Carney. Sometime in the recent past he stated that he would work with the ruling Liberal party to get things done in the House of of Commons for the Canadian people. He is going against his chosen words, budget bashing instead of putting forth concrete ideas to develop the tabled budget with his Conservative ideologies to satisfy the Conservative electoral base. Canadians do not want another election at the at the whim of Poilievre's lust for power to Lead the country as Prime Minister. After all, during the main election where the Liberals won a minority Government, he lost in the voting in his original riding in Ottawa to a Liberal, then a Conservative resigns out west for Poilievre to have a second chance to get a seat in the House of Commons in a by-election as a second class politician, obviously he passed his University teachings in International Relations, but what he learned he can hardly apply practically with his attitude towards the tabled budget this fall. During these Trump wars with tariffs, the budget must pass, there is no perfect budget to satisfy everyone. Disgruntled about the budget as he is, he obviously is causing discontent in the Conservative ranks for one Conservative Politician already crossed the floor to the Liberal prospective as a concerned Politician for the well being of Canada, for the people during these hard times of the Trump war on Canada with tariffs. In closing, Poilievre has a lot to learn, and comes across as a spoiled child in politics that needs his head looked at, to see inside his head to figure out what he is really all about as a half assed Politician. I caught the lunch time news on CBC, what is Poilievre doing mentioning a Merlin Priest, what does he follow a delusional religion or what? I am the one that studied some theology and writing at the University level, not him, after getting my education and practical experience as an Engineering Technician post Canadian Coast Guard College where I studied engineering!
I Pray And Do Art Along With Music As A Faithful Anglican
Here I sit at my computer after a zoom church service and intend to write for a bit while my roommate still snoozes this fine Sunday morning. My roommate is really something very special, ironically we are related way back in ancestral roots, we are related through our Scottish middle names, for he is an Auburn and I am a Cockburn. We hit it off with excellence homeless together, after I invited him back to my place when I acquired an apartment, and he came by a few times, I asked him if he would like to be roommates with me to get out of the winter cold during January of 2025. We cut a deal to finance the apartment together and hence we became the best of roommates together. He is excellent at cheffing up a meal for us in the meger kitchen, and limited cooking utensils we started out with. We wing it on our senior's budget together which is limited within itself, Smiley make a meal out of next to nothing with our limited food supplies with our resource, we make do pretty good. In away we are like the Odd Couple which aired on TV, with his cleaning habits compared to mine. Then this November a buddy of his moved into the building, I also hit it off with him royally, for we have a common interest in playing musical instruments. Ash Kassa is an superb solo guitarist on youtube and you can find him jamming away like a regular Jimi Hendrix by doing a search in youtube under his name. You can also do a search in google and find Ash's Instagram account.Ash was born in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia during the year of 1957 and was educated in a private scholastic system. He went to high school in the town of Akika, leaving his homeland to get educated at the Lincoln University in the state of Missouri were he achieved his B.A. in business administration with a 3.89 GPA. Ash went on to get his masters at the University of Washington in Washington DC where he still maintained a 3.89 GPA. With Ash having his masters in business administration he was a Professor teaching his field of study for three years at the University of Washington. He had the gift of being self taught in music, and played guitar since a child in school. Doing Federal time in the States, Ash was a competent substitute teacher in music. This highly gifted Musician always played solo lead guitar, and played in parks on weekends in the States. Coming to Montreal in the year of 2017 he started playing in this city's vast metro system. He started on youtube while staying in New York City, then as an accomplished Musician he pursued further endeavors on youtube when he came to Montreal.
Started Doing Art Again By Carving A Pumpkin For Halloween
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I listen to a lot of youtube on my TV set with my unit ofby a Chur friends along with getting News broadcasts from local and National stations on TVch, Ash and Smiley have two very close friends. Smiley was there for me during my recent depression of a severe nature. It was not until I got my used sofa from one of my other best buddies, my building Boss for cleaning the building and handling the garbage bins out front, that when I got out of a rickety old chair and not laying around so much in my bunk fed up with my situation, it was like eureka, I was out of depression and in a comfortable setting. I start unpacking religious art from a container saved for me by a Church. Smiley took a liking to some so I gave it
to him, and we finally got it up on the walls as seen below.
Then there is the selection of clay art I got unpacked as well, which can be viewed below.
As I gave Smiley some of my religious art, so I gave some to Ash as a welcoming gift to his new residence in this building. We have rewarding intellectual conversations around my coffee table while we enjoy youtube music, and drink tea or coffee, sometimes Colin and I will have an occasional beer while we serve Ash tea. Ash as a Musician is rewarding to have as a close friend, as I had with another close friend on youtube, namely the one and only King Shadrock. When he gave me a UBS key of his music, I returned the good deed by giving him a piece of my art. I posted a video of King Shadrock's Peace,Love, and Unity on my blog way back from a UBS key he gave me. I have been discussing this concept with Ash and told him it is possible for me to burn a UBS key for him to give to people as a sample of his solo guitaring gigs. We have also discussed using some of my art in some animation software to go with his music like other Professional Musicians do.
Ash Kassa Music Videos
I bought what I need to do my clay art again, when Smiley saw my unopened clay he wanted to do clay work with my tools. I was just missing essential things to help us out which I got awhile back. We just have to get at it sometime in the near future. We were given some quality paints and we intend to get some small Dollar store canvases to work with to start putting our painting skills back to work.
Tuesday, April 08, 2025
Doc GM's Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol. IV
Because Of Trump, I Refuse To Write On An Corrupt American Based Blogging Format With Google, After All, They Stole My Google Money According To Canadian Media, I Demand An Honest Canadian Blog Host, Now It Is In Canadian Media, Indeed Blogger And Google Are Corrupt According To Canadians, We Can Have A Canadian Blog Host With Only Canadian Advertisements To Make Money As Writers
Wednesday, March 05, 2025
Doc GM's Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol.III
How To Be A Canadian Hero Against Trump
For my my health I am on Green Gunpowder tea from China, my roommate bought a box, like we both enjoyed to drink, with my cleanest water through my my new found way of processing water with a different filter design, I have to provide for the whole of Canada and more with no tariffs. There is the British Commonwealth to do business with, cotton from India for the filters and they need stainless steel for water processing with my new prototype with associates I developed it with, that invested in my schizophrenia as an individual, along with my engineering ideas compared to the hospital. My Canadian Coast Guard College lessons from the Canadian Military through my deceased Father while on leave, may have finally paid off.
What Canadian Artists or for that matter Visual Artists of the World can do is, can pass their different colour paint water through a coffee filter of the circular design, filtering it with a funnel and clear plastic bottles. Let the filter dry flatten out and then you have an impression of paint dye to look into for an image to develop on a mandela sheet of fiber material, pre-inked by you. Like looking into the clouds to see images. We will save the water table some as Visual Artists who are natural born environmentalists. When you have the paint watercolor in a bottle let it settle and you will see big chunks of paint dye coagulate on the bottom over time. This can be filtered again for your cloud like impression of paint dye to redo as cheap art supplies.
I Know The Cleanest Possible Water Clears Up My Mole From The State It Is In
Comparison study what a cancerous mole looks like from the Internet, I have cancer, never mind colonoscopy. Funny how low income people die younger living in toxic dumps with rusty water then rich people faring well in maintained buildings. Rich people grow old gracefully in well maintained buildings where as low income die with bitterness in toxic dumps like I live in. The rust from the water main is all over the shower walls, I am not even allowed to drink alcohol to get the colored glass to process water to clean it up, it just shows how my Psychiatrist wants me dead because the cleanest possible water is a healing tool. The brown 1.18 beer bottle is like the sun set effect on water, the green wine bottle is like the tree line reflection in the water, where as the Sky Vodka blue bottle is like the the mirror effect of the stratosphere to process water by Godly demise. Medical Doctors would rather see me dead than invest in this little schizo that has the cure for cancer with the cleanest possible water through filtering between each colour stage. I have even taken out human excrement out of the water with a certain spectrum of light through coloured glass. When one boils pasta in the cleanest possible water, black shit which is cancer causing comes out of the pasta into the cook water. Like I was taught in college, the lead Canadian cancer researcher what worked on a isolated island, when she radioed in she found a cure for cancer, her and her files disappeared before the Canadian Government could get to her, it is an on going RCMP cold case file, so now everyone knows where my complex about not being wanted comes from. There is too much money tied up in finding the cure for cancer, the cure is not really wanted by a schizo like me. When I was pre-cancer in colonoscopy I solved the problem by cleaning up my water and getting dissolved rust out. Even my optometrist said my vision improved while I was on the cleanest possible water I processed, my senior Mum's vision improved too. A Psychiatrist ruined my 20/20 vision with medication.If anyone wants my 22 page water research paper email me and I will send you a copy. email
While Trump is on the News Right Now, Funny How An American Company Can Not Even Call Me Back When I Need What They Produce For My Water Processing For Health.
Saturday, February 01, 2025
Doc GM's Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol.II
Our Nation Of Canada Celebrates Black History Month For The Month Of February
In Canada we celebrate the lives of African Cankucks past and present during the month of February, so their legacy lives on with what a people went through in Canada. Stemming from the African Canucks that came to this country in church pews and being smuggled into freedom from slavery in the States. it has been a long road from the roots of Africa, and the people's legacy is firmly plant in this country with an abundance of voices speaking out in various formats this 2025. I will be transcribing some works written a few years back, after being more introduced to black history through the church I was attending, and taking part in a seminar on the black voice as seen through their eyes as a people of substance and quality that have earned their place in history past and present, with their sheer determination to overcome the injustices found in their history as a people.
Racial Learning
February 18th 2023, we gathered under our Anglican banner, for a Black History Learning experience from three descendants of African roots, to see the light through their eyes of experience, as seen in world history and our communities within our borders. Celebrating "Black History" year round in the number 365, making it a daily deed for all.
As a group of people going through a learning experience , by learning what needs to be heard and growing from our own Canadian Black History experience. Having our own Canadian Black Leaders amplify the collective Black thought, to lead the World's Leaders toward racial justice and equality for all. The majority of African people do not celebrate black history month, like our speaking guest said "we are black all the time". A prominent Black individual guest, spoke of community based activities in celebration of history through Canadian African history studies. Their Leaders give back to their communities in all walks of life, voicing that you can be anything you want to be as a descendent of Africa, to be your own "hero" through African roots. To celebrate all cultures of Africa, through University based teachings or within the Church and communities with mentoring, and its guidance programs. There are structural blocks along the way like any other place or time, excellence found through education and the truths being tools for analytical engagement in conversation, to better ourselves as a civilization through the history of our "Black" legacy in Canada and the World.
The history of Africa and its people with complexion and defining features as in the people with African roots, have history that pre-dated the slave trade of the Americas From the 1960's the politics of African Nations changed in view points of its Leaders. Such as in African to Haiti it plays a big role in World politics. From french story telling to english story telling of "Black History", stemming from a rich ancient historical story of conquering armies to slaughter of a people with gun powder and then to the slave trade. Pre-slave trade era, there were rich dynasties of African Chiefs with there own indigenous ways of old Africa.
The likes of Somalia in Africa, has land that is empty of produce, to make it productive again with irrigation of water and farming expertise. Problems in the land date back to colonialism era, from then to present situations, the mix and mash of 14 Western and European countries forcing colonialism through the "Berlin Conference" of 1884-1885, from Congo to Kenya and Rwanda, colonialism has left its mark, raping it of raw materials and minerals through mining, has played on African history as identifying factors of suppression. The present African culture now in place, is such that each African country has within itself their own ethnic identity, like the island folk of the Caribbean, each island rich in historical roots. Pride for their island and roots in each individual island's art and culture. Music from Harry Belafonte to Bob Marley to Jamaican Military Steel Drum Bands, one has to acknowledge their might.
As with many places that are stuck in poverty over skin complexion and politics, "Power Gangs" cause instability in the likes of Haiti, empty handed promises to innocent people, from the elite to the suppressed. All searching for food, water and medicine, that we hold so dearly in the politics of Canada. We can help the likes of Haiti through representation by voting in new righteous and honourable Politicians, that are in for the race of people and not for themselves.
As a collective group of people, we all can be instrumental to make change. "Colourism" around "White Privilege" in society and the rhetoric within the ranks of the descendants of in Africa. They acknowledge the talk among themselves must change, from the derogatory remarks through jokes, among their own people. Here in Montreal we have "Little Burgundy", a sample of a vibrant neighbourhood of African type roots, confronts racism and the rhetoric around "White Privilege" in society, so as to be equal partners learning about each other's own history and how we have evolved interpreting that history. Striving for success in youth and senior programs of ethnic backgrounds, working together in our communities large and small, to help the ethnic business people, as they need more support than others to succeed over the odds of failure as a minority. In closing for a collective thought, as an outcome of listening to another perspective, which is coming from roots other than the old dominant white view of history, we become equal partners in society.
Saturday, January 04, 2025
Doc GM's Political Messenger Edition XXIII Vol I
It Is Now Into The New Year Of 2025
It was a quite start to the New Year, not much went on around here for the New Year coming in, I actually went to to bed early being alone with my solitude. One thing I unearthed with the change of the year, is that what is suppose to be 110 volt electrical receptors for our common household use of electricity are now rated for 125 volts which is too high a voltage to pay on one's hydro bill. Volts times amps makes for watts, and one pays for kilowatts consumption. Now looking at the back of the electrical receptor, one has to read how to wire it. By the old Canadian Standard Association, looking at the back, the black hot wire was to be attached to the left side, at the large slot. Now these made in USA U/L licenced, the hot black wire has to be attached on the right side, and the common white wire on the left, contrary to old common practice. It leads to confusion for hooking up the electrical receptors, by plugging in a electrician's tool it will illuminate lights to indicate if the receptacle is wired properly. A properly wired receptacle will reduce the overall voltage in the circuit thus reducing the amount of the hydro bill one has to pay and reduce fire hazard in the home. Then the painting of the receptacle and clogging the ground plug with paint has to stop, while painting the cover plate to the wall, and installing with the ground to the bottom. The purpose by design and safety is for the ground to be bottom dead center, for if water runs through the wall over the receptacle, electricity will tend to flow to ground when the receptacle shorts out and trips the breaker.
Poor Workmanship
Proper Installation
Now correct plastering has to be done around the newly installed electrical receptacle to finish off the job, which would be an ideal cover plate, one with a gasket to seal for virus' in toxic wall gases. A cigarette will blow wild around an electrical receptacle with the blowing in of toxic wall gas, which no doubt contain foreign germs and virus' which affect human health. The poor workmanship image promotes electrolysis through conductivity of electricity to ground, hence rotting out pipe work in a multi unit dwelling.
A Coffee Table of Prayer For Government Housing Standards For Good Health
Lowered Meter Voltage Reading But Of Phase
Issues in electrics are a huge investment to rectify for lowering the hydro bill, and maintain cheaper performance of the utility company's network, cleanliness of overall network from consumer end to the utility's company supply line is an essential investment, to reduce overall costs of smoked electronics rated for 120 volts fed excessive voltage, while being burdened with dust. It is like when I was asked by Google about their service, I responded with holding them in good faith that they will not abuse me the client with their services, likewise I the client can be held in good faith by Google that I will not abuse their services. This applies to the relationship with my Landlord and the utility company as well to maintain proper hydro to my facility in this economy driven society.
I Always Have Reoccuring Dreams That I Can Not Complete Various Tasks Or Am Lost In A Open Maze Of Life
Somehow with the complexities of the mind and dreaming, my dreams speak of my life of how I could not succeed to any degree of really appreciating life on the whole. In a lot of ways I am content, but still feel I lack certain fulfilling aspects of life. Being stuck in the rut of poverty and watching my budget closely, there are a lot of things I would like to do but can not financially. Like a lot of Canadians I suppose, and more and more Canadians are falling into the same boat of life, with the present economy and their social status through their own economic income to the cost of living. The only thing I have going for me is the Political Messenger which does not pay, but is an activity to occupy my time and reveal my thoughts to the world of the Internet. Now with my dreams, I am always at an handicap not able to succeed at the task I am trying to do in my dream, or on the other side of dreaming I am lost somewhere trying to find my way. This dreaming is constant, and has not changes for the new year, like my life, which my dreams somehow reflect. I am haunted by this dreaming because I wake up feeling empty handed somehow, like my budget at the end of the month or feeling empty handed for lack of female companionship and children of my own. I still desire to have a real relationship with a charming woman, and do day dream of this fulfillment in life, but can hardly see it happening this late in my presence on Earth, with my unearthly budget which is forked out to me by the Government of Quebec between pension and welfare.
My Canadian dream was shattered a long time ago with the onslaught of my schizophrenia, controlled as it is with having a stable life, I built dreams around my schizophrenia issues and my engineering skills. Prototypes came about that I have written about, with lack of contacts, and financing they never got developed or evolved into anything worth while. Then again the dream is still there to succeed around one of my engineering concepts, and to do something with my art and hopefully get a lady in my life. Cold as society is, it is heartwarming to have the few friends that I have. Like one close friend said to me, I have more friends than I think, even although I am not in contact with them. Like my life, in my night time dreams I am alone a lot trying to do something , but not given a helping hand and rarely dream of women as much as I would like a woman in my life. I am good at accomplishing what I put my mind at, compared to my dreams where I can not do anything to complete the task in the dream, I am always fumbling with failure if that speaks for my life, as I still try to succeed financially with writing about engineering concepts or ideas at different times on my blog. Day dreams are to build upon, where as I am left haunted by my night time dreams of failure. Where does the reader stand with their dreams as I have related the experience around my own?
I Have Been Reviewing Some Of My Writings From When Hospitalized Unnecessarily Just Over A Year Ago, I Am Sharing Them Now
When One Wants To Dance The Last Dance
When the club house is full of ladies,
Does one dance with each and every one?
Or just sit back eyeing them without batting an eye,
God knows I have eyed many a lady,
But hardly touched any of them,
Even although some of them really touched my heart.
Knowing they could cause a gold rush in my veins,
Somehow in my private moments I have to pick one,
Hoping she will be the right one for me,
God knows I need one just like all of them need the likes of me!!!
Riding The Gauntlet To Paradise
On my high horse of intellect
I pursue my creative endeavors
Like riding a gauntlet to paradise
Escaping the the route such as the valley of death
Pursuing mountainous high ground
Longing to find a rose of a gal
To plant my seed in her fertile garden
Like a donkey on a certain leach
Being toted along by a Godly hand
To find a fair maiden so just and fine!
What Do I Make Of My Place In Time
Here I sit once again scribing my thoughts
Passing of the time as the dawn of a new day
Is beginning to rise in the horizon
My feeling somehow flushing out through my hand
Anointing the paper with the curse of my lead
Being what it is making note of this place in time
I find myself searching for words to describe
How I feel in this place in time
Not lost but gaining insight to emotions
Once bottled up deep within me
So I make my own very special point
As I am confined by the needs of the state
Is this all just one big mistake?
The Love To Feel A Woman's Passion
Being that man for what I am,
I never really felt a woman's passion,
But the desire is still within me!
Why am I alone at the age I am?
Barren of children and yearn to be loved,
Like many another in loneliness!
Never really have felt a woman's passion,
As I age the more the desire is there;
If only not to be alone with desires!
God only knows in his name;
There is suppose to be a woman,
For every fair and just man!
The love to feel a woman's passion,
Grows old in me like the feelings in my bones;
Why must I be so alone at this time?
The United Territorial States Of Canada Are Piss Poor Broke And Need Fuel Injectors To Stimulate Their Economy, Don't You Think Trump, I Have A Socialist Pension Plan For You
According to song, New Orleans is sinking, the news states California is burning to the ground, the north east of the Territorial States of Canada are snowed in, hate to rub salt into the wounded Presidency. Then again it needs toWednes after t be done to heal your mental health condition. With a socialist pension plan like my Canadian one, you could retire young before you get grey hairs in office like the rest of the Presidents. You could not kick box yourself out of an all wet paper money bag without Canada lacing up your kick boots with Native Canadian caribou skin laces. They sell cheap at shoe string prices, thanks to their automated production process their Chiefs have implemented, and then they bear the weather a lot better. Like you once said, you trained too many Neo-Nazi's in your miltary, then with trained militants in the service as well, it is a search and rescue mission to make America free and "Great Again". We do not want ex-military person going joyriding in a vehicle and taking out innocent American lives producing copycat crimes. In our Canadian Military, we try and weed out such scoundrels with a Joint Chief of Staff committee of a sort.We still believe in our Canadian Standard Association dearly, to think if I have electrical problems with products made in the somewhat good old USA, you got to have the same issues, it is North American human nature as culturally divided joint economic base. Then your are smoking Canadian transformers with us pumping proper hydro in to the States, in a sense this is taxable for you having to foot the repair job bill. Like any enterprise, you break it you pay for it. So enough of the Trump gaff of Canada becoming a State, or taking over Greenland, the three of us are closely bonded together, but we can not make the other, a part of a wanna be dominant Nation like Trump's dreaming.
Wednesday After The Monday Injection I Got My Tardisk Dyskinesia For A Bit, It is now Saturday Before Lunch And Contractions Have Diminished This Morning
It has been a ruff go of it with the tardisk dyskinesia again for a bit, ever since I got my injection, I got to get used to doing things again after having been laid up. It is not like one springs into action, it is a phase one goes through coming out from the side effects of the medication, in this case perhaps when it started peaking in my body. The contractions are getting less and less, but still come and go. I having really bad bouts of the TD this afternoon, I am left not knowing what to do, I can not keep suffering like this. Sunday, and the contractions have stopped and I have been comfortable all day.
Does Trump Start A Trade And Tariff War With His Trading Partners?
On the eve of a new Presidency I am making a point to write my views. Why start a trade war over and above everything that is needed to make "America Great Again". Education of the production worker to bring robotics and automation into factories is the key to American success, to bring American manufacturers to the table and getting them to invest in education to help get robotics and automation more into the factory based production. Make skilled labour in demand for automation, to bring down production costs through innovation ideas of the worker in the engineering class room, and as he/she learns the skills to and, for implementing these ideas in factory based operations. Of course this practice of factory based automation in an operation through education needs financing. A small education and automation tariff could be acceptable to the round table of negotiations between countries, to bring down economic costs in the long run. To give the worker a pay raise for courses passed in the automation field of study, as an incentive to make his/hers wallet and factory of employment more productive in an operational base. I invested about $1000 a years for 10 years studying engineering in school at night in or out of work. With Americans finding it hard to put food on the table, where is the worker in the factory going to come up with this money? Where else but from Trump Uncle Sam's coffers, getting the factory worker to invest in themselves through automation educational grants from Government money, acquired through a small tariff for said purpose will "Make America Great Again", not taxing the shit out of everyone with high end tariffs!
Stick A Canadian Flag On Everything Manufactured In Canada
Give Canadians a option of buying Canadian with a Canadian flag on labeling, like labeling Canadian authors in a my old high school library. We are proud of our maple leaf flag so let us show it on manufactured products in Canada that make Canadian store shelves. It may cost a little more buying Canadian but at least one knows where their money is going, right back into the our own economy and Canadian jobs. Does protectionism work? May be but at what cost and who foots the bill, it is like the old phrase, don't tinkle with something that is not broken. If Canada and the USA are to continue their workable relationship, the single mindedness of a dogmatic preacher of new found American politics such as Trump's, could be a domes day machine for the people of both countries. We mutually have to preserve our independently operating economies that are joined at the hip, we have to make economic moves that do not throw the hip out of whack that it needs surgery to fix, as a result of a down turn towards economic disaster. Either way the people of each independent country are going to foot the bill, at least we can prepare for the worst by investing in our down home Canadian flag for the out come of the Trump agenda, start knowingly buying Canadian products with a flag on the products, before we all go broke with Trump tariff rhetoric undermining a old solid trade relationship.
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