Once A Schizo, Always A Schizo, Blame The Schizo
A much as I hate to admit it, the formation of one's character around schizophrenia, comes to a point of complexes. Once a schizo, always a schizo, blame the schizo, as was done to me at the last Tribunal hearing.
What does the Psychiatrist care about the truth? The schizo always gets the blame, and as the Psychiatrist wrote I blame others for my disappointments, what am I really disappointed about? Perhaps not getting married and having children yes, but no woman I met, and had a relationship with, was suitable for having children to my standards, primarily due to my own financial position I have endured in life, along with theirs. Being of low income most of my adult life, I was only able to meet low income uneducated women. The relationships never lasted, mainly due to the education differences.
I worked hard getting my education to make something of my life, if I got what I am due for an inheritance, which I still have not due to family complications, I possible would have met a woman of stature that was fit to breed with. The hopefulness is still in me, but life did not turn out that way for me so far. In my past relationships the schizo always got the blame for the problems, when I was not, seemingly I was not allowed to argue my point as a schizo, but hospitalized for one reason or another like always. Life has past me by quickly like most of us notice as we age, but I am still of sound mind contrary to what the Psychiatrist write about me in legal reports for the TAQ. My blog writings would testify to my readership that I am not delusional, but high functioning for a person with my condition, and able to write coherently about my life and status. I do the best I can to survive in poverty, even although I should not be in this financial state, but up a tax bracket, with said inheritance, and engineering expertise I could have invested further in.
As much as I have tried to apply myself as a taxpayer, and investing in furthering my education, I never could succeed financially post schizophrenia diagnosis. It was a hard road to recovery to lead a stable life with the diagnosis, with schooling in the engineering field from the start in my youth, I did post secondary schooling studies in engineering upon returning to Quebec, while working in the engineering field developing my skills. The stigma of psychiatry lingered in my pathway, even although I was in and out of work during a lot of recessions during my working years in the engineering field. Explaining Doctor appointments and time off work for injections, led to me being one having to explain my schizophrenia to employers, which led to my mind, and work being put into question. My years of going through the mill of practicing engineering developing the skills I have, from bouncing around a lot of jobs, led me to get a vast grip on various aspects of engineering, developing prototypes and leading to my water filtration paper, when I became pre-cancer in colonoscopy. Then later came up with the window filter concept, which I had installed in two windows in the last apartment I lived in. They consisted of white terry cloth and curtain sheer, which were installed primitively due to lack of proper financing. indeed they became dirty with air pollution as people in my neighborhood witnessed, but nothing became of the design unfortunately.
We all know how dirty window tracks become with dirt, the fly screen becomes just as dirty. I turned to washing a screen with a salt and water solution, washing the screen with a brass shoe brush. The fly screen acts as a course air filter the way air pollution adheards to it. Working with an window Engineer, the fly screen could be adapted into a finer air filter for the particles that are airborne in the modern environment of today. We all know how dirty a circulation fan impeller gets in our homes, with inside air pollutants. To control air flow through the filters, a circulation fan could be installed on the filters with louvres on the outside for hot and cold atmospheric conditions, all controlled with a programmable logic controller for air flow and thermostatic control of the dwelling, through incorporating an air conditioner into the design. The window air filtration unit could be powered, through my thermal solar panel which I modified in theory to generate electricity. Futuristic yes, but today is the future of tomorrow!
My Engineering Speaks With The Lips Through The Eye Of Logic
One Day I Am Going To Dance To My Own Tune Through Being Properly Financed
Just A Piece About Bananas That I Did Way Back, As I Can Go Bananas Alone
According To Several Media Outlets My Invention Is Powering A Space Probe And Deep In The Ocean Drilling
It has been in the media several times how my invention of the solar thermal panel, as modified for the space agencies, powers the probe going to the other side of the sun. Well I am not hallucinating the space probe going to the other side of the sun, several have been sent to our star according to the Internet. My Psychiatrist would say and has stated on Court documents that this is a delusion of mine, that my engineering hand has been part of it. He can not even accept my inventiveness in engineering as a person with schizophrenia, obviously he does not listen to the media much! According to tonight's media outlet, a NASA engineer is on their way to pay me my dues for my inventiveness I emailed the Canadian Space Agency way back. Why it took so long amounts to political interference by certain Politicians, with their determination stopping me from succeeding and paying taxes. I am tired about hearing of money held in trust for me, it has been in the media several times, which I am not hallucinating as a Psychiatrist would state and has stated on Court documents. The money held in trust for me goes back from when I machined an offshore oil drilling auger in a column in miniature, on a South Bend lathe in college, as an exercise given to me in Saturday machine shop. The college went to a lot of effort to not tell me what I was machining, but got me to solve an offshore drilling problem. It even made the media later in life, explaining the BC drilling problem that they gave me to solve in machine shop. The problem consisted of drilling through rock and then hitting sand, they could not move the sand with the auger in the drilling procedure as they so desired, to reach rock again which they then had to drill through. It was the design of the mouth of the column that made an effective tool to accomplish the drilling that had to be done in the BC operation for offshore oil. Since then when ever it drilled it made money for me, and such money was held in trust for me during my adult life of poverty. Well I get tired of hearing about this money that is held in trust for me! So between deep space and deep under the ocean my inventions are present, so where is the money Government of Canada? I could do with it at this point in my life, I am tired so surviving in poverty. Oh let me think, if I have the money, I might get a woman to breed with, which apparently is not desired by Governments for schizos are usually deemed unfit to breed by modern psychiatry!
If I do have said monies held in trust, I could have ended up making false statements on my federal old age pension for the government, regarding my income that is. Interest on money in the bank is considered income, which went without being declared, if I recall right. I just checked my pension application, there is a question about income but it did not apply to me. The Government can fool the people most of the time, but not at all times, so who is fooling who? The Government is just fooling themself and committing tax evasion, by keeping money from me, not me committing tax evasion, I claimed every cent I ever made! I need money like anyone else to survive this economy as of the end of 2024. Then when one takes the issue of not being allowed money that is rightfully mine, the head of Government Justin Trudeau, should be arrested for committing this tax fraud around me, and money I am due that rightfully has to be taxed! The Premier of Quebec should be totally pissed with this loss of revenue in collectable taxes! How many times did I file a false tax return, if I have money sitting there I am not allowed to have, why do you think I call this country communist or is it just a communist leader Justin in power? Maybe we should come up with a political cartoon of Justin with a hammer and sickle in each hand and crown him with communist stars!. Just a peasant worker I am in this country! How to lead a revolution for financial justice free from Justin! Next "ahh" he comes up with, we should put a tongue depressor in his mouth, for this country is getting more and more depressing with his ".....Merlin Priest for now" concept. Maybe we can get him to fully explain these words to the media, I would like to know, perhaps some of the country would like to hear an explanation for this too. What is it? Liberal magic to get re-elected or something stupid like that? Justin is now the country's turkey for roasting this Christmas with a low income budget of mine.
Ten Point Questionnaire For The Prime Minister About His Merlin Priest Concept
1) Does he wear a cone shaped hat with a crescent moon, and stars on it to identify him as a Merlin Priest?
2) Is this Merlin Priest of yours like a fairy Godmother in myth and legion or is he alive and well?
3) Does he live in a Canadian cave like an abandoned gold mine or something?
4) Does he do magic for the Canadian Government as a service to be mentioned by the likes of yourself?
5) Does he have a wife or is he a bachelor up for grasp by any woman?
6) Does your Merlin Priest that you mentioned in the media earn a living?
7) What is your Merlin Priest that you mentioned pay scale?
8) Does your Merlin Priest that you mentioned serve a purpose in Canadian society?
9) Is the Merlin Priest that you mentioned a figment of your imagination or is he real person?
10) Are you sure you are not delusional about a Merlin Priest in Canadian society?
The media is free to ask the Prime Minister these questions for me, since I have no budget or suitable clothes to attend a media scrum. Where do we weed out more information about Justin's Merlin Priest, what was Justin smoking as Prime Minister to believe in such a thing as a Merlin Priest? No pun intended about weeding out more information. His ex wife would be someone to interview, I sure she would have some scoopable information on the subject matter. It would be the Political Messenger's first interview. I wonder how much of the country is brain washed over Justin's Merlin Priest? No wonder he got elected Leader of the Liberal party, does his caucus back his Merlin Priest concept too? How much of the Liberal party is brain washed over a Merlin Priest, or was this a closet secret of Justin's, only to come out in a news conference. Then again he could have got caught up in actually believing in bed time stories he told his children. Where does this Merlin Priest concept stem from, the root of all evil. An evil sorcerer that corrupted the Liberal party, something like the wicked witch of the west story. I do not know any more, but by golly I intend to dig up this story by the roots, that are cracking up the walls of society as in the Liberal party leadership.
My Mundane Life In Poverty Gets To Be Too Boring
It is now Dec 13th, bored with not a whole lot to do, I have limited people who deal with me on a regular bases. No money to do anything to ad excitement to my life or replenish lost art supplies, that I had to throw out before becoming homeless. With just a radio and TV and my blog to write I admit I spend too much alone. Even if I do art, what am I suppose to do with it, it needs an audience which I do not have. My life as a Canadian amounts to broken dreams with no money to buy much needed clothes, never mine furniture to fix my place up for doing art. Things I need, like kitchen supplies to cook are out of the question in this economy, and it is hard enough maintaining a decent diet with the price of of food. What little I have I recycled, except for personal possessions that I was able to save from my old apartment. It has become a Canadian norm to go to food banks, which I do at times, but cooking all the time for one gets complicated with lack of proper finances, same cheap meal all the time with what I can cook for a meal, with no real amount of kitchen supplies to produce with. I do feel a sense of accomplishment with keeping up my blog for twenty years now, my scanner is broken and no way to replace it, it did not survive storage too good, so I have no way of posting art. Just another Canadian sad story of a poverty stricken person with seeing no way out.
An Except On Society Stemming From A Life Of Poverty
Society on the whole can be rich in character, and poor in status. Where does one break down society to define it as of the end to the year 2024? With about 237 countries in the world, that makes for the said amount of different societies, some rich, some poor and others that struggle between rich and poor like Canadian society, and other so called democracies with such elected officials. Then taking Canada as an example, we have 10 provinces and 2 territories that consist of their own unik status, that consist of varying degrees of types of society deemed by the traditions of the region. Each region has three acceptable acknowledged classes, that make up their own society, the upper, middle and lower class, then there is the growing number of homeless class which must not be forgotten about. The standard of each class that makes up the individual society varies with each region, what is rich and deemed upper class of one region may only be middle class in another part of Canadian society by financial status.
Then in Canadian society we have groups in each class, ethnic groups that has each of the now four classes of status as a Canadian society. Then in each class of being it is generally broken down into blue and white collar workers that make up what is suppose to be, but not always, a fair and just society. Then to add a collar we have those in society bent on criminal intent, which are found in each class of society. The majority of people in Canadian society try to be law abiding citizens, but quite often have to bend the laws of society to survive in the rat race that it has become. What is good for one is not necessarily good for another by societal standards, and the morals and ethics vary in society to such a degree that we have Courts to deal with the problems in society. When the Courts and justice fails in society, a revolutionary force comes into play to try and dictate justice for all. A new and justice society will evolve until it fails and a new revolution will come about by the masses in society, for what is best for itself, by far and large society tries to dictate through the electoral process through believing in a leader and political party. Electing the officials to make society a better place as they promise in campaigning, often fails and the officials are ousted from power in due course by the electoral process or a revolution for justice.
The quiet revolution of the people, evolves with the grumblings of the people that make up the society of a country. When Government is not there for the masses but a select few or class of people, does society fail or does it evolve with hard lessons learned about itself. Hopefully new leaders will come about to save society from itself and the failings of the Government that is the ruling body of its society on the whole, at a particular time and place, and level of government just or unjust. An unjust government will line the pockets of the people as a way of quelling the grumblings found in society, money is not everything, but government will use it as a purchase lever to control the people for its whim, to stay in power at all costs. This is when society fails in a country and revolutionary forces come into play. You can not buy power you so desire, even although one tries, power of the people in society will dictate to the elected Government by rights, but it rarely happens that way. An elected Government will dictate to the people they like it or not, until the next election comes around, or society revolts against an unjust Government in a revolution by force or in the electoral process, whichever comes first by protest of the people that want change for their society. Government is supposed to be there for the people in society, and when it fails in this capacity heads roll off the deep end to sink in its own demise, by the evaluation of the society that consists of the people that put the Government in power in the first place.
In conclusion, society is there to serve itself for the benefit of society, not a self serving Government that unmines the will of the people. Justice is only as good as it is accepted as justice, the people determine in society what is just and revolt of unjust Governments can come in many forms. The picket line and striking workers is a common way in a democracy that Canadian society accepts, but Government will still dictate to the workers through the Courts to get what it wants, with a total disregard for the society it is supposed to serve. The Government wants a balanced budget, so do the people in society, to balance their income to cost of living and the economy they are faced with in society, the homeless want more that tent cities with eviction notices, if society has to blame someone they have to blame self serving Governments that have forgotten their mandate to serve the people with justice and equality for all, no matter what race, creed, or handicap found in society.
The Governing Bodies Between Church And State
Where does the Church sit between statehood governing bodies and being a preacher of Biblical texts, without getting politically minded. The Church has its own politics within its governing bodies, what is right for one religious organization may not be kosher for another following the same Biblical texts, or texts of what is deemed demented cults in society. To lead the people in faith, one would think it is open to interpretation, the standard of the various denominations of faith is to give money to maintain the place of prayer gathering, and pay the preacher for his work, and service toward their religious community for his or hers efforts. Thus guiding the flock in the congregation in prayer, and lessons written for the particular service. Most recognized religions follow a format of being non political, they do not tell the free thinkers in faith how to vote, but a Politician can be found in Church practicing the religion while practicing politics, which can sway a congregation on how they vote as free thinkers.
The Statesman on the other hand follows two rules of thought if attending services in a religious organization, that of his faith which by rights guides the individual with a conscience of morals and ethics, for he/she has to answer to their God not just the electoral body that voted them into the political position of power. The person serving the state has to follow the governing rules of the party, and structure of Government he/she is part of, while maintaining their morals and ethics instilled in them from the various aspects of life they have been part of such as his/her religious community. Likewise the Church has to follow the rules of their own governing body, where as demented cults in society follow their leader no matter what the morals and ethics they preach. The media follows both with an eye of scrutiny, demented cults in society come to light when the media gets wind of such a bashful way of practicing religion, and leading their people down the narrow path of what can be deemed brainwashing for selfish gain of the cult's leader. More of this has to come to light in the media, for a fair and justice society that the Church and Statesmen are part of. If of the interest of a cult leader, they would more than likely tell the followers how to vote, if it fed his/her coffers well. Now we have religion for selfish gain, and TV religion has failed its followers with breach of ethical morals for their own position of power. So can not a demented cult in society with breach of societies standard for morals and ethics in free thinking, and followers of one free thinker leader of religion, not governed by a regulatory body or the courts of the Statesmen, offend traditional beliefs of a fair and just society. Likewise the Statesmen then of course can fail the Church with lack of ethical moral conduct, as deemed by its teachings and lessons of Biblical texts. In both cases the society of freethinkers are held in disbelief at the embarrassment of a scandal when it comes about in Church or State, that are very much part of today's society. The media digging up stories between Church and State or demented cults, does this not keep society in check through awareness of the scandal, so the media becomes governing bodies in influencing decision makers for the courts in a fair and just society between Church and State.
Thus concluding that between Church and State with governing bodies, society has a place through the media to bring attention to the people that bring the failures of religious thought about, and its attributes, for having State sponsored legislation geared towards not stepping on the toes of the Church, with religious thought of freethinkers, likewise the Church or demented cults not playing footsie for selfish gain and having power over society, with the State instilling and maintaining morals and ethics of the Courts to save society from its self with a trilateral regulatory body. As we evolve between followers of faith, and statehood, with the media playing its role for what is just and fair in our modern uncivilized world. Of far fetched dogma, or down to earth free thinkers, found between Church and States armed with militaries, and police to control civilization, thus to protect the influential in society from undue discourse gained from poor morals and ethics for selfish gain.
Where Does Psychiatry Stand With My Complex Delusions Of What
So I challenged psychiatry today to produce in writing my complex delusions, which I say I do not have, but psychiatry is willing to railroad me in the Courts over. I should never have been arrested in the first place, to lead me into an abundance of Court proceedings that are wasted tax dollars around me, along with precious Court time and effort to prosecute an innocent man. The Psychiatrist stated in Court proceeding that I have complex delusions, so I told him today to put them in writing and give the testimonial to me, so I can figure out where I stand in the psychiatric community. One of us has to back down, after 40 years of psychiatry I think I know my place in society, and how my mind works with the complexities of being human. Then again the nature of psychiatry prevails, with its own complex issues of what one Psychiatrist's observations of a patient are, written in a medical file, and to be perceived as gospel by the next attending Psychiatrist, even although the patient built their career into something of a taxpayer. The media can pick up on when the medical community makes a God awful mistake, to enlighten others in society on the failings of human nature, no matter where one is in society. Heaven forbid the Psychiatrist from making a mistake in the complexities of the mind, for that would undermine psychiatry itself. If one Psychiatrist makes a mistake, the law of probability would dictate that another Psychiatry could make a mistake, opening the Courts to start questioning the expert witness of the human mind. So with my particular case, I get prosecuted for being an innocent person trying to cope with issues of my schizophrenia, which by and large do not handicap me, my handicap is being dragged through the Courts for being innocent in the first place. Preconceived notions in psychiatry over there practice, dictate the future of the patient's life, the patient likes it or not. So I am waiting for the written documentation what my complex delusions are, will I ever get it? Probably not, for then the Psychiatrist will have his foot in his mouth sucking on his big toe crying foul like a baby when published on my blog.
The Trappings Of Poverty Makes One A Prisoner In Society With The Politics Of The Day
What can one do with no money to invest in themselves? One feels trapped as a political prisoner in society due to the politics of the day. To be free of the chains of suppression that are induced by poverty, one would be able to grow in another direction, rather than be stunted in growth from lack of purchase power for basic needs to survive. What can one do with no money to further education and make contacts through educational programs, it is in the media what some parents fork out to ensure an education for their child, so they can make something of the life that they so desire for themselves. If one is an undesirable by the politics of the day, from having a different viewpoint from that of a governing body, they get imprisoned or shunned by others that are not so like minded, the imprisonment by isolation with the onslaught of poverty being induced, creates rebel thoughts against the ruling body with its view point for the status quo.
I worked at getting my education and tried to apply it to earn a living, to rise out of the ranks of poverty slowly but surely through the ladder of success, what constitutes success for one may not constitute success for the other. I succeeded more that others with schizophrenia, but not much of a financial success in society, does financial success dictate happiness, somewhat but not always. I am a happier person now with no money, compared to my youth with money in the shipping industry, having money with no friends does not make for a happy camper. Loneliness with money brought about the isolation of thought that drove me over the deep end to get diagnosed with schizophrenia, then as a person with schizophrenia I got educated some more, and I ended up going no where to obtain financial gain from my education level, but I do not go over the deep end in thought through my rational thinking coming from my education, so I am the happier person for it. So I am a happy prisoner in society stuck within the compounds of poverty with the politics of the day that does not do much for people in my position.
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