There it is on the radio, Putin would take me in and have me taken care of, too much blackmail to do me in, while here in the free democratic society. I could produce better, in a more of a protective environment, that would nurture harvested skills. Even appling for a job again, I was told they got a phone call not to hire me, just like it was about twenty years ago. Is this not a sign that democracy is failing? Stopping a person for what cause? When the individual being myself, justs wants to work towards financial independance from the state somewhat, instead of the state always dishing out to support me. What psychiatry costs, chemical castration with a Psychiatrist and the Courts, for no good reason, all causing me emotional pain, along with costing tax dollars. Inclusive of my Legal Aid Lawyer to fight back, because I have a psychiatric problem as deemed by the Courts. I am just a health card number in line with others, that no one cares about the truth of my life. The Psychiatrist say what they want for the Courts as the expert witness of my state of mind, and most people will not touch the likes of me with a 10 foot pole with this background. I have written on this blog for 18 years now, not much good has come out of it. At least it was a place to release mental health fustration, when Pstchiatrists and their Staff members were bent on doing me in, when I claimed to have some media attention around my art and engineering.
If I do not show up at the Pharmacy, to be the public pill popper as demanded by my Psychiatrist and the Courts, they will sent the Police after me, for an escort to a psychiatric ward for refusing to take the prescribed medication. I am not even suppose to bitch about chemical castration, with the cocktail of pill consumption. In psychiatry over the years, Psychiatrists have chemically castrated me several times, do they really know what they are doing? Why use chemical medication methods, at levels to such a degree that you castrate the male? I am not their little pill popping experiment, but that is how it turns out.
I am back filtering my city water for cooking and drinking fluids. Even although the Psychiatrist slandered the shit out of my water processing in the Courts. I once said to a Judge, the glass of water on your bench, you want to pass it through my filters that I developed. She took no interest, but listened to the Psychiatrist as the expert witness, to do me in with no appeal of her judgement. Let me guess, I was just another "schizo" passing through her Court room. How many others got the same judgement cast upon them, with the expert witness being the Psychiatrist, testifing to get what he/she wants as a chemical treatment plan, like I wrote, in my case leading to chemical castration. As to the present Psychiatrist, who said to me, "I do not care about your sperm", when I started complaining of sexual dysfunction, well what does she care about? So she knew what she was going to do to me, with the chemical castration as an end result of percribing psychiatric medication at her medication levels. This is no way to live, it is like a wasted life at the hands of psychiatry, someone want to give me a reason for what this is all for? An 811 Nurse informed me on what is in my psychiatric file, like he said to me, "this is impossible what psychiatry wrote on your medical file." They get off with doing and saying what they want, to the mental health patient that needs a Legal Aid Lawyer to fight back. Tax dollars being used to fight, the tax dollars doing me in, is the basic bottom line. Psychiatrist's always got their chemical treatment plan through the Courts applied to me, never was it ever mentioned that I should be doing some occupational therapy on the chemical treatment plan, I always came up with my own occupational therapy through working. What and this counts for nothing?
I have a dam good education in engineering and theology, when one goes to school at night, between books, tuition, meals and coffees, it was about $1000 a year in Quebec's CEGEP level. Over ten years I invest $10,000 in myself to build my life. Burseries account for twenty four credits at University level for about five yeatrs, my transcripts and tools etc, illegally went into a Bailiff's container with a Landlord. How to support Ontario's Teacher strike! They have to pay for an education to teach, and one does not load their sixteen tonnes and go deeper in in the hole being buried in debt for nothing. I had also invested in about $10,000 in tools for engineering, which were stolen at one point in my life.
Appairently, one can only sue the Government of Canada, for a maxium pay out of $350,000,000.00, well so be it. Let the Schizophrenia Society of Canada have the money to help persons with schizophrenia, to make some small change for the positive. The cost of using the word "schizo", by an elected official to the media, was a very expensive mistake, I am still pissed over this. What I became when my community took me in and nicked named me. It is like another A.K.A., on top of all the other names I have been called over a sixtious time span. Now reduced to Doc GM as a signiture name, not too sure what became of the Doctor Goober Modesty name, a lot of rumours float in the rains of gossip, as I am a rising star in art and engineering once again. It takes a community to save a life of the less fortunite, and there are multitudes of less fortunite, like there are multitudes of people with abundance, who have to help share the load of society, and not have a free ride through life at the expense of others.
My work and pleading to introduce my water processing into what can become a common practice for one's health. I am proving it once again working with a Pharmacist, 811 Nurse, a GP Doctor, and the unfortunite psychiatric past. Where one gets stereo-typed by the grey matter of the mind with schizophrenia, which is evident in brain analysis post mordom. Schizophrenia is through out all ethinic groups and delusion in some extreme religious practices can be determined. In the same light an apparition to a Theologian , is a hallucination to the Psychiatrist, found in schizophrenia cases, like in my own personal case. Working toward cleaner air through my window filters, I try to succeed against all odds, but Canada will not let me earn money due to sabotage endorsed by some as in my case histroy. Just because I carry the schizophrenia diagnosis, it does not mean that I am not an individual that is delusional about everything as Psychiatrists testified in Court proceedings. I have to try and convince psychiatry that my engineering is not delusional, it is still a malpractice law suit around this stupidity. I know what is in the media, through listening to the radio and watching quality TV, which I do not hallucinate as Psychiatrists claim.
The stupidity of my life, even although I have installed window filters in my apartment where I live, and have a circulating fan with a filter on it as well, I still can not earn a decent living due to political interferance. Why is it so hard to to launch a proto-type design in this Country, Justin took the tatoo not me, I know all about the delusion of "tatooed into the faith of time", all these tatooed jealous people with their now medical handicap. I have no tatoo and I am perfectly healthy for my age and mental health status, while rebuilding again with sabotage doing me in everywhere. I have friends and associates with tatoos for certain reasons, the whole affair and original reasons for taking a tatoo has been lost. Email me if you are in the Montreal area and want window and ventilation fan filters installed in your dwelling, for the benefit of your health. Working together with financing, this filtering concept can be done in most dwellings, while developing the concept with what is yet to be put together correctly, by a competant engineering team.
I fought so hard for proper engineering application by guide lines for dwellings,when standing up for the National Building Code and trying to apply it, to stop gyprock over old plaster instalations. Then I now have unearthed suspended ceilings put up under old plaster ceilings. One problem ,when the roof leaks under wear from normal to extreme environmental conditions, how does one get to repair the old plaster ceiling, if they can not get to it for the suspended ceiling.
Rememberance Day 2022
