Last Day Of June, The Eve Before Canada Day
Here I sit at my computing devise and trying to find the words for this posting, it has been 40 years since my graduation from the Canadian Coast Guard College and I believe it was 2013 I did this piece of art, while in the homeless missions of Montreal and studying art from a Museum Of Fine Arts Of Montreal publication, it is now July 2021.
I have had some really eccentric women that got me in shit with the Courts and I am still paying for it, while getting screwed over when I hand out my business card, where on background checks, I am unfit to work. I never worked under the table as a mental health consumer, claiming all income that I ever made through book keeping with my Welfare Auditor that comes around every now and again , or working on a company's pay role. I am still alone with it all, with having a desire to meet up with a good woman one day, that is when I get out of the stupid mess I am in with psychiatry, where I am not portrayed right in the courts by the Psychiatrist, just standard psychiatric babble to a Judge or board of Judges at tax payer's expense.
I went through a bad case of pneumonia and was forced into stopping smoking cigarettes and pretty well succeeded during Lent in hospital and on the patch. I am off the patch now for nicotine. It is like I should get similar equipment to get off my puff of pot. I should not be doing it and need some sort of medical aid to get off it. I am worried about the situation I am in, my trembling in my hands from the medication and long term use of antipsychotics dictated by Doctors and the Courts while I tried to earn a living over the years. I could get parkinsons before I really like to have it, from enforced anti psychotics, at level that are more than I need.
The Psychiatrist could not even accept my engineering and referred to them what I thought was be miraculis inventions, I have covered engineering subjects in my blog, people have taken notice, like the CEO of Hydro Quebec, a TV station out of Boston mentioned the same Concept of mine for creating more green hydro production that I wrote about while in hospital in a psychiatric ward.
I wrote part of this posting on Canada Day, not much celebrating around me, just taking it easy in the Montreal heat and doing a lot of thinking of what went on around me. Here is my sample window filter below, nothing gets done around me right and my window filtering has to be done with engineers as a production and installation team with proper skilled labour.
I will leave this posting and chill, it is early Canada Day eve and left thinking what makes my Canada.