Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition IV

What Became Of Things And It Is All Coming Out In The Wash On The News And Radio

How did I become a social experiment of suppression, who started all the blackmail around me and the threats,then I had to fire back somehow with nothing  but angry bursts on the Internet. I remember hearing on the news something I wrote about, with only having the radio and TV to figure out what was going on around me. I am trying to stay mellow with everything that went wrong in my life,it is true whistle blowers can get done in, as what happened to me after standing up for the Canadian Shipping Act, then later in life the Canadian National Building Code over gyp rock over plaster installations. 36 years later from my nervous break down over the shipping act, I am left reflecting a lot about my life and how the hospital denied I had media attention and thought my Government suppression was delusional,now we have the corona virus to deal with and it has been in the media that I am not to be suppressed any longer.
With being a mental health consumer, I always tried to work and the Montreal police say that I have been under sabotage for 34 years, I never knew this, I though it was since all that went on since I mouthed off about not putting gyp rock over plaster. With the medication levels in me it is hard to type and think.

Now it is on the radio that I have to face additional charges when I get out of hospital,and why was I suppressed, I know I am not wanted but some of my ideas to succeed are.Why was I threatened by Politicians? I just got more and more frustrated over it and made some wrong moves over it,psychiatry was not even there for me over all this.
I have looked over my blog and when I get out of hospital  I will a lot of editing to do on my blog for some thing to do,their are mistakes in spelling,grammar and what not,I get to it soon.
I have quite a bit of medication in me for discharge after my TAQ hearing next week. It is hard to do things and I really got to push myself to do something. It is really hard to get moving in the morning for the stiffness and fatigue from taking night time medication. Hopefully when I get established as an out patient the clozaril can be reduced so that I function better. My arrest would never have happened if the SIM team at the Allan Institute looked into what I claimed as media attention. How to reveal the politics around a mental health label and the stigma around it, like going through the courts on the mental health act and article 16 of said act. It is like a communist Bourgeois between Judges, Lawyers and Doctors deciding the fate of the mentally unstable, or in my case with a mental health record. I would like to see the whole of the mental health act due to myself having been rail roaded by it several times.
I feel it is too easy for the State taking over one's life in mental health, or letting people off to easy claiming not criminally responsible due to mental health. The stigma of mental health is always used against the consumers, where is a balance? Then of course the worsted of people are coming into the system as mental health consumers, given a break to make things right for themselves, thus the system gets to be exploited. The Mental health system needs money all over the place and government can not come up with enough for all the holes that need filled.

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition III

Not Knowing What To Write But Having To Write Something

I am still in hospital on a psychiatric ward trying to work with a a Psychiatrist,preparing each other for a a Tribunal hearing once again while I wait for my Lawyer to get back to me. With the inpatient medication levels in me it is harder to write. It will take a while to get a decent blog posting up for this reason, it is kind of a mental block to push ones self to get things done on my medication levels.

The medication levels are dumb and unnecessary, I am on three different medications and getting extra pyramidal side effects again. This medical stupidity has me on an injection plus epival and clozaril, two of the three playing with my blood white blood cell count or platelets. It is even hard to do my blog like I already wrote. My blood was alright for Hema Quebec when giving blood but psychiatry always finds a problem with me and now administrates medication that affects my blood. I have a lack of concentration and motivation on these drugs and I do not know what to make of it.Here I am back trying to write,muscles ache from stiffness and I feel restless. I still have media attention as far as I am concerned,some people do not like what I have written in my suppression and frustration over it. No body wants to walk my shoes with what has gone on, all this crap it is illegal to deal with me, I have a lot of frustration and am angry about a lot of things,such as political interference to do me in for years,then there is this stupid Merlin Priest pinned on me for some stupid reason. Then of all stupidity I got the hospital to get a hold of the in coming call to Rideau Hall that I made, the recording is not even what I said and apparently it does not even sound like my voice or being a computer generated segment, it is on the radio this Sunday morning they tampered with court evidence. The Nurse I dealt with this morning in the hospital said I have no insight into what I did to get arrested or my mental health issues.What, I had an emotional angry out burst on the phone to Rideau Hall, I lost control with what has been done to me. Then if you take this into account, if one is highly intelligent like psychiatric staff say about me, how can I have no insight?I was hospitalised about 13 times for other peoples problems,my ex for her mood swings with the spot on her liver while arguing my point about gyp rock over the old plaster with her and what her family did in renovations to a triplex,then about 3 times while trying to take care of my mum with her Alzheimer condition. The stigma of psychiatry sucks and I know it only too well. Twice now women have tried to put me in prison and I am really pissed off about it, apparently I have a lot of people tweeting about me, hearing it on the radio can be un-nerving so to speak. That is what caused my out burst to Rideau Hall, media attention and this Merlin Priest reference in the throne speech etc.
If I claim political interference to a Psychiatrist,they claim I am delusional, but I can quote a Canadian politician saying I was going to get my balls done in and if I repeat this I am mental ill to psychiatric staff, strong unjust words.I prefer to say I have mental health issues, it softens the blow around the stigma of psychiatry. It is hard for me to write with medication levels,the only time you see a Nurse is medication time like usual or getting vitals taken.
All this crap around me with rumours in the media, like the Montreal Police say, I have been under sabotage for 34 years,to take how I have been a mental health consumer for 36 years,now I am thinking whats gone on,I have only a hand full of people to talk to.
Listing to the radio and my Doctor is not commenting about me,I do not have syphilis, Hema Quebec would have rejected my blood and my GP would have told me on my blood tests with him, I have not touched a woman in 15 years this November, so how is the radio saying I have syphilis?