Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XVlll Edition X

        Christmas Morning 2020, A Year End To Do More To Save The Planet

We All Got To Be Soldiers To Save The Planet

          Art I Did In Prison When Unjustly Accused Of A Crime

The All Knowing Eye Of The Canadian Justice System, It Works And It Does Not Work

Here are three year end points to guide one into the new year: 

• Do not write when one is feeling too angry,bang it out on an instrument or canvas creating abstract art
• When feeling the blues, write poetry or pros, create with an instrument or paint abstract art.
• When feeling mellow, take time to meditate by emptying one's mind of thought and slow down breathing, to try and listen to one's own heart beat.

Three points to do for saving planet Earth, others can come up with more as we go along

• Pharmacies can do more to recycle medical packaging waste etc, that they give to to their clients and return it to suppliers, instead of it going to dump sites.
• More heavier fines for littering, to pay for cleaning up after those that litter.
• More Government backing for eco-green business's,as in Better Business Bureau Awards  

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XVlll Edition lX

Still Fishing For Answers Of What Revolved Around Me, Like The Police Said In My Apartment When Someone Was Being Arrested, I Have Been Under Sabotage For 34 Years

Give me time in my writing efforts, I am over medicated.

When I was witness to this event, it happened before my second arrest. I was always under sabotage and never really aware of it. It is like I had to beg, borrow, steal to survive this sabotage, a lot of my things have gone missing over the years. How do I put it, I am a sinner with with a guilty conscience, what really did I steal, things fell my way that should not have. Now as a public figure in art and engineering and a political hot potatoe, it is like I am hated for what went on. Oxford University Press once sent me an email on what happens to whistle blowers, all I remember when I got the email was sometime after being with my ex, and before I became homeless. There was an Orthodox Jewish Gentleman that I got along with that managed a building I lived in, when I moved in I asked if he could do with a helping hand  by putting my tools to work for pay and I pay my full rent each month, working my book keeping with my welfare agent. Last I saw him he said to me he was going off to hide in the Israel dessert. A numbered company took over the complex and I got done in several ways and lost everything during these years, including my first arrest ever, being accused of harassing a woman. 

It is hard writing this, in a good time frame, I did my water research with being pre cancer in  that old apartment. I also came up with a way to burn fecal matter in that apartment and fed it to the Navy, it was just on tonight's news how I fed the Canadian military my petro -poop, how to burn the shit tank out to sea for fuel with some methol hydrate in an incinerator. The concept was leaked to business men and they made it possible for an environmentally more use of domestic waste, during covid-19.  When I was in hospital once, I emailed Nova Scotia's energy department about making ethanol out of sea weed, a certain type. When I was in another hospital after my arrest, I saw the New Brunswick's Premier on TV, they never thought of this,then saying my shares are being held for me, what Irvine Oil production took on my processing concept.

When I was working one time, I had the money to hook up my sthethoscope probe, to a  recording device, to listen to the heart beat of rotating machinery, when I recorded a city bus' slipping cluche and rattling rocker arm. I wanted to bang it into sound wave and a sound mixer board for analyss and identify rotating machinery problems, it was a continuation of my Father's work in rotating machinery trouble shooting. I also fed what I did to the Coast Guard through being at a class reunion, in another Province, way back.When I tried doing this proto-type in Montreal I was always sabotaged.

 

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XVlll Edition Vlll

 I Agreed Not To Write About My Treatment Plan At The Hospital, All I Am Saying Is, They Are Pissing Me Off With These Medication  Levels And Morning Medication Hangover

On the lighter side of things, I had a lengthy conversation on the phone discussing my life and somethings I wrote and are not published on the Internet so far. I have a lot of written things of the spiritual nature or dealing with the scriptures as a Christen, sharing them with someone that have similar interests felt rewarding. It is like feeling being appreciated for some work well done.  

Here is a piece of art I did when I was in the homeless missions in Montreal, I still had a place at the time, to do art from a religious symbol book, Christen and other symbols on faiths book. People are drawn to faith and religion in time of need like in the corona virus pandemic, as to other maladies in the past. I went looking for salvation during this time period in the homeless missions, it got me through prison and the psychiatric penal hospital.

One can have alternative therapies in ones faith, many great written works on faith are out there, it is just how one deals with the subject of religion and science. Here is something I wrote around the same time of drawing the cross with angel wings.  

"Where does one find a collective conscience effort to survive what society has become as of the start September 2012 ?. (when this was written). Hearts are heavy with loss and somehow mourn for a practical application of religious to divine thought.From all science to no God, to all God and no science, to sit on ones own teat-ta- totter of practical dogma, in union with the tides of change, found in established bodies of thought." 

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol.Vlll Edition Vll

 Here Is Something I wrote In The Psychiatric Prison Hospital

Courts, Justice And Due Process For The Mental Health Consumer

Processing mental health consumers through the justice system and the Courts, is a laborious task for case workers and even more difficult through the eyes of the mental health consumers. With my personal point of view, as a consumer for 36 years now, I viewed the system as a mockery of socialism that leans toward communist power struggle between Judges, Lawyers and Psychiatrists. A money making racket for them that control the poor, un-defendable mental health consumers. The Psychiatrist or two always get what they want with hospital Lawyers in front of a Judge, over the mental health consumer with his or her defence Lawyer. The worst possible psycho-babble uttered in front of a Judge by a Psychiatrist, who is the resident expert on the mind for the Courts, will sway a Judge to give the Psychiatrist what he/she wants for the drug treatment plan geared towards the unfortunite defenseless mental health consumer. With no proper room for investigation by the Courts, the Judge, Lawyers and Psychiatrist become a communist bourgoise rule of law. 

The Mental Health Consumer In The Socialist Safety Net

Once the mental health consumer is through with the Psychiatrist dragging the unik individual into a Court room proceeding, if the individual had to go,not all do, they are left floating on a foundation in a sea of socialist Nurses, Social Workers, Occupational Therapist, Music Therapists, Pharmacists. To help them through the Psychiatrist's prescribed drug induced state. Hopefully to lead them into being tax payers and not part of the penal system, as a deranged mental health consumer heading towards a psychiatric prison/hospital. It is a long hard windy voyage with a heavy weight on ones head with the stygma of psychiatry. One has to face self acceptance and the stigma of psychiatry with being a mental health consumer. Which is ever present, facing self acceptance of the fact, side effects of medication, poverty in recovery in a socialist backed system with many cracks and faults in said system. No one wants to go through the mental health system, for the need is getting worse, for caring Nurses and Therapists is getting ever more demanding, so those mental health consumers already weakened by the ocean alive of failure as a mental health consumer can succeed.

This Part Written Dec 5th On The Subject Of Capitalism,The Upper and Lower Limits of Success

The Capitalist, CEO's to small self employed busines', they work in all tax brackets being Capitalist this 2020, it is not just large enterprise and the corner store or food mart, education is now the driving force behind people being self employed with a dream to succeed, now during COVID-19 it is more of a struggle, to build a pension plan, to sell your enterprise when you are getting old. A middle income class type Capitalist as skilled labour and trucks, filled with tools,essential service to maintain civilizations structures of engineers' plans, some are unionized, other non union  people  that struggle with low pay, even as Capitalist trying to fight for for equal pay for skill level and education, the woman in the capitalist market at higher tax brackets as CEO's is an example of this, and ethic minorities raising in the ranks with hard labour to be successful Politicians, to being Owners of their own enterprises. How one small company can grow and be on the stock market, it happens and bit coins have become monies on the Internet, Capitalists in the digital era. Capitalists find tax breaks,so not  inclined to reduce tax breaks, as a way to support the lower income/middle income and poverty strickened, during a crisis like Covid-19. All walks of life try to conform and help each other, an utopia in a police state to survive, protecting those the most weak and store fronts in a metropollus  from the crime of non conformity, Capitalist financing with the empty coffers of Government monies, to rule for all biding, to save the majority of conformers, during a pandemic such as COVID-19.

Here Is something else I wrote in the Psychiatric prison Hospital.

The Mean State Of Being To The Unbeing

To choose to be or not to be, in various states of being to unbeing. If we are to be in a state being here in time, to being  out there in time. Where art thou now, in your mean state of being, as to a human being in ones state of mind. If par say one is inhuman, thus we can say he/she is in the state of unbeing. To control the unbeing, which is there and should not be there, through the paradox on being, to control the state of unbeing. For the benefit of the state of being, by way of the mean state of civilization and society, for the benefit of those in the state of being. This the state, decides the state of unbeing, to be here is being, or not to be a being, such a state of unbeing and not fit for civilization and society. Thus the state has  the right to question the mean of being to the state of unbeing, until he/she is brought back, to be a being and not a unbeing of no morals and ethics. We cage the unbeing in a prison cell process,is this not so, which is a fact done in the past, present and will be done in the future, is this not so. Be it so that "is" is being there, to be applied where one desires for rational reasoning on the discourse of the human being. Thus being, to being there, what is and what is not in the rhectoric of "is" he/she not human but inhuman and an unbeing.  

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol. XVlll Edition Vl

I will be working on a new posting, while editing and correcting other works all ready written, as new information got to me by those standing by me.  

November is near past and we are going into December, I am not to write about my hospital treatment plan by an agreement, some of my writings about mental health will be refined,even if my story hurts the Psychiatrist, some times you fumbull your ball and it costs you. Psychiatry is now required more and more, as part of the need for help,as people that are going through mental health or not during COVID- 19. With having automation of the computer in homes, people are better prepared for mental health during COVID-19, but it can turn deadly too, with lack of socializing as to during my years of mental health. I was alone too much, with now computer hardware as a way to reach out, such as to support groups for mental health as a consumer or not,to find alternative therapies to survive isolation during the pandemic. If one picks up on my blog and take interest, start reading from the beginning as I innocently started on the Internet during 2004, due to political interference I ended up going on a war path with becoming homeless and losing my apartment during sabotage of my water filtration research, when I first started it after being pre-cancer in colonscophy. Spending a year processing water to get impurities out, I was clean as can be for the Doctor and I felt great about my achievement, this November 2020 I recently had another colonscophy  and I am waiting for the results.

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol.XVlll Edition V

Finally Got Automated So That I Can Edited And Make  Changes To My Blog

After 36 years being in mental health, I let a lot out on the Internet for sixteen years,when it became known to me that I also became talk of several elections as a issue, I felt suppress with the media attention and became an angry man. Hence my blog will take on various view points on mental health, engineering ideas, art and various ideas of thought. I have since learned how the Internet can be a friend that turns bad. Like I wrote in twitter, I went on the web as a lamb and bombed out as a lion in steel boots. I had a really ruff time getting Psychiatrists to believe about my media attention,low and behold I do have it along with gossip from the street, as people got to know me in person and not just a mental health consumer on the Internet. Since I have been a political hot potatoe for some time now I  will continue writing  with commentary on the environmental issues, working my tools during the covid-19 virus, while building my pension plan. I have my window filters, water filters and fan filters that I engineered prior to my arrest and I am developing them further while tracking down some sort of window and  ventilation engineer to help me launch my proto-types. On the mental health side I agreed not to write about my treatment plan with the hospital. I have Lawyers for settling descripences  in what was done to me while standing up for the national building code. (against gyp-rock over old plaster in stead of properly repairing the wal) It is hard to do any thing on the medication levels inclusive of reading and writing with brain to hand and arm coordination,I have to get used to doing somethings again. I wake up with a morning hang over on my medication levels. I will leave my mental health issues at that,limiting what I write on mental health. Hence forth I will close this posting and work towards a new post with in a short period of time.

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition IV

What Became Of Things And It Is All Coming Out In The Wash On The News And Radio

How did I become a social experiment of suppression, who started all the blackmail around me and the threats,then I had to fire back somehow with nothing  but angry bursts on the Internet. I remember hearing on the news something I wrote about, with only having the radio and TV to figure out what was going on around me. I am trying to stay mellow with everything that went wrong in my life,it is true whistle blowers can get done in, as what happened to me after standing up for the Canadian Shipping Act, then later in life the Canadian National Building Code over gyp rock over plaster installations. 36 years later from my nervous break down over the shipping act, I am left reflecting a lot about my life and how the hospital denied I had media attention and thought my Government suppression was delusional,now we have the corona virus to deal with and it has been in the media that I am not to be suppressed any longer.
With being a mental health consumer, I always tried to work and the Montreal police say that I have been under sabotage for 34 years, I never knew this, I though it was since all that went on since I mouthed off about not putting gyp rock over plaster. With the medication levels in me it is hard to type and think.

Now it is on the radio that I have to face additional charges when I get out of hospital,and why was I suppressed, I know I am not wanted but some of my ideas to succeed are.Why was I threatened by Politicians? I just got more and more frustrated over it and made some wrong moves over it,psychiatry was not even there for me over all this.
I have looked over my blog and when I get out of hospital  I will a lot of editing to do on my blog for some thing to do,their are mistakes in spelling,grammar and what not,I get to it soon.
I have quite a bit of medication in me for discharge after my TAQ hearing next week. It is hard to do things and I really got to push myself to do something. It is really hard to get moving in the morning for the stiffness and fatigue from taking night time medication. Hopefully when I get established as an out patient the clozaril can be reduced so that I function better. My arrest would never have happened if the SIM team at the Allan Institute looked into what I claimed as media attention. How to reveal the politics around a mental health label and the stigma around it, like going through the courts on the mental health act and article 16 of said act. It is like a communist Bourgeois between Judges, Lawyers and Doctors deciding the fate of the mentally unstable, or in my case with a mental health record. I would like to see the whole of the mental health act due to myself having been rail roaded by it several times.
I feel it is too easy for the State taking over one's life in mental health, or letting people off to easy claiming not criminally responsible due to mental health. The stigma of mental health is always used against the consumers, where is a balance? Then of course the worsted of people are coming into the system as mental health consumers, given a break to make things right for themselves, thus the system gets to be exploited. The Mental health system needs money all over the place and government can not come up with enough for all the holes that need filled.

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition III

Not Knowing What To Write But Having To Write Something

I am still in hospital on a psychiatric ward trying to work with a a Psychiatrist,preparing each other for a a Tribunal hearing once again while I wait for my Lawyer to get back to me. With the inpatient medication levels in me it is harder to write. It will take a while to get a decent blog posting up for this reason, it is kind of a mental block to push ones self to get things done on my medication levels.

The medication levels are dumb and unnecessary, I am on three different medications and getting extra pyramidal side effects again. This medical stupidity has me on an injection plus epival and clozaril, two of the three playing with my blood white blood cell count or platelets. It is even hard to do my blog like I already wrote. My blood was alright for Hema Quebec when giving blood but psychiatry always finds a problem with me and now administrates medication that affects my blood. I have a lack of concentration and motivation on these drugs and I do not know what to make of it.Here I am back trying to write,muscles ache from stiffness and I feel restless. I still have media attention as far as I am concerned,some people do not like what I have written in my suppression and frustration over it. No body wants to walk my shoes with what has gone on, all this crap it is illegal to deal with me, I have a lot of frustration and am angry about a lot of things,such as political interference to do me in for years,then there is this stupid Merlin Priest pinned on me for some stupid reason. Then of all stupidity I got the hospital to get a hold of the in coming call to Rideau Hall that I made, the recording is not even what I said and apparently it does not even sound like my voice or being a computer generated segment, it is on the radio this Sunday morning they tampered with court evidence. The Nurse I dealt with this morning in the hospital said I have no insight into what I did to get arrested or my mental health issues.What, I had an emotional angry out burst on the phone to Rideau Hall, I lost control with what has been done to me. Then if you take this into account, if one is highly intelligent like psychiatric staff say about me, how can I have no insight?I was hospitalised about 13 times for other peoples problems,my ex for her mood swings with the spot on her liver while arguing my point about gyp rock over the old plaster with her and what her family did in renovations to a triplex,then about 3 times while trying to take care of my mum with her Alzheimer condition. The stigma of psychiatry sucks and I know it only too well. Twice now women have tried to put me in prison and I am really pissed off about it, apparently I have a lot of people tweeting about me, hearing it on the radio can be un-nerving so to speak. That is what caused my out burst to Rideau Hall, media attention and this Merlin Priest reference in the throne speech etc.
If I claim political interference to a Psychiatrist,they claim I am delusional, but I can quote a Canadian politician saying I was going to get my balls done in and if I repeat this I am mental ill to psychiatric staff, strong unjust words.I prefer to say I have mental health issues, it softens the blow around the stigma of psychiatry. It is hard for me to write with medication levels,the only time you see a Nurse is medication time like usual or getting vitals taken.
All this crap around me with rumours in the media, like the Montreal Police say, I have been under sabotage for 34 years,to take how I have been a mental health consumer for 36 years,now I am thinking whats gone on,I have only a hand full of people to talk to.
Listing to the radio and my Doctor is not commenting about me,I do not have syphilis, Hema Quebec would have rejected my blood and my GP would have told me on my blood tests with him, I have not touched a woman in 15 years this November, so how is the radio saying I have syphilis?

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition II

My Arrest and Court Proceedings In Municipal Court For What Was Deemed A Threat

On January 15th 2020, in the early evening, the Montreal Municipal Police came to my rooming/boarding house apartment and arrested me for uttering a threat over the phone directed to the Governor General. I packed a small canvas bag of toiletries, my Bible and a few small things and was escorted into a Police Cruiser where I was taken to a Police Station somewhere in the city. I had to remove certain clothing and take the shoe lases off my shoes. All without causing a fuss while co-operating fully. I arrived in the police station and processed and was able to call a
lawyer Trying to sleep on a hard wooden bench in a police jail cell is not so easy. Laying awake all night with no position comfortable and worrying about Court proceedings, I did not know what to make of it once again. If I remember right breakfast consisted of juice and a muffin, then off in the paddy wagon to a court house holding cell hand cuffed. Being a "W" for my name, I knew I had to wait all day to be in Court. Everyone in Montreal that has been through the Court knows lunch, I will leave the Menu for others to find out the hard way. When my Time in Court was near I was transferred from the main holding cell to the one out side the Court room where I waited patiently to appear in front of the Judge. Handcuffed all the way through with except for in a cell, my time came to see the Lawyer before Court and I was let out of the cell to speak to female Lawyer that was in Court from the law firm I deal with.. ?When I got to appear in Court in front of the Judge I was handcuffed and the Crown Prosecutor asked to have me held. Let Court records stimulate my memory. Any way I was to be held in prison until I was to appear in Court next with my Lawyer as she built a defence. So off to the holding cell to wait to get transport to a Montreal prison to be held until the following week for my next day in Court.  

{Things are changing in my controlled environment,I am constantly being sabotaged in here just like the outside world, but I am working closely with staff to solve the problem.}
When I appeared in Court again, the Crown Prosecutor had a prison Psychiatrists report that stated that I should be evaluated to see if I was fit to stand trial, out of this I was to be held in Montreal's psychiatric prison for one month evaluation to determine for the Courts if I was fit to stand trial and cop a plea.. So off I went in time to a psychiatric prison for a full psychiatric evaluation by a professional team and a psychiatric prison Psychiatrist who is an authoritarian on such matters.. To save all the glory details I past the time in the Psychiatric prison doing my art, playing the chess games, with other patients and Therapists, going swimming in the pool, weight lifting, reading books and of course eating well. After my month in the psychiatric prison passing the time constructively, it was time to go to Court again transported by Montreal urban Police van with others that had to appear in Court the same day.. When my time came to appear in Court in front of the Judge again, it went swift and fast, the Prison Psychiatrist's report was given and it was determined I was fit to stand trial and was to re-appear a week later to determine my fate. It was back to the Psychiatric Prison for a week as my Lawyer booked a Court date with the Crown and the Judge. So it was back to the psychiatric prison for a week until my sentencing hearing. after coping a plea. The week past soon enough and I was back in Court again where my Lawyer more or less cut a deal with the Crown Prosecutor and I got off the hook a bit through article 16 of the mental health act. It was determined and recommended that I go to a public psychiatric hospital as a stepping stone to being released by the Tribunal Administratiff of Quebec.

Doc GM's Political Messenger Vol XVIII Edition I

It Has Been A While Since I Got A Blog Posting Up And Now I Have The Time And Equipment To Write

It has been sixteen years now that I have kept a blog, along with being thirty six years as a mental health consumer. To think I am turning sixty this year! It makes for quite a bit of a mile stone and now I am gaining speed as many a senior puts it. The reason that I have the time and equipment to write my blog again is that the Governor General of Canada namely Julie Payette, got me arrested for uttering a devilish emotional angry out burst on the phone to Rideau Hall. It was all over the stupidity of the Governor General referring to an email I sent her, while she was working at the Canadian Space Agency and using it during the Throne speech after the last Cabinet shuffle by the Prime Minister of Canada. When I was corresponding with the Canadian Space Agency, first by phone,then to their general email box addressed, Attention: Julie Payette. It was the only name I had at the Canadian Space Agency when she made the media up in the space station. According to our space agency she had quite the fan following as the first Canadian woman in space. Several engineering ideas I sent her made the media like how I emailed her on an engineering concept to create simulated gravity in space, launch rockets from a hot air balloon platform tethered to earth to crank it back down to earth. There was also a system of how to round off decimal points more precisely, along with how to create heat and electricity in space. I even hooked up my accuser with an engineer that I developed my winter solar thermal panel with.Emails can be traced by police and it amounts to industrial sabotage of my company Creation Doc GM in Quebec for the language police of the provincial government. I have spoken to the engineer I developed my winter solar panel with, and mentioned how it could be used to create heat and electricity as a green house over an existing green house in the northern hemisphere or looking into a protective green house that generates electricity for cooling in southern hemispheres. Reference to my emails or one of my emails had no place in the throne speech after the Liberal Cabinet Shuffle,then reference to a Merlin Priest by the Governor General, what is this demented utterance doing coming out of the Governor General. Well in lock up going through court, which I will write all about later, I found out that this Merlin Priest is from a demented cult that is playing Dungeons and Dragons with real life people and I am somehow caught up in it,without out knowing,they pin me as their Merlin Priest as a real life person and the blackmail around it all is unreal and every body around me is totally sick of it. Several of my friends caught the 2019 -2020 Christmas seasonal greetings from the delusional Governor General on how she said that she was going to hold the torch to heat the reamer for my brother to ream my ass,hardly a Canadian Christmas seasonal message,any way it was to that effect. Like my buddy said to me, while I am being held for what I uttered on the phone, you can threaten someone on TV but not on the phone like I did. I uttered something to the effect of "I could ream your......for what you did to me!". Yea I lost everything and became homeless after contacting the Canadian Space Agency with my engineering ideas to the electrical engineer Julie Payette. So she got me arrested and it is all back firing on her in five languages so to speak, which puts a close to this blog posting. My next blog posting will be about the arrest and the court system and doing the time which I am still in effect doing now. Till next time writing fans, Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty

Added Note Feb 24th 2020: Rideau Hall lied to the Police as to what I said to who ever answered the phone and I said my nasty message to. A Psychiatrist read to me what I was supposed to have said on the phone, who lied to the Police and to medical files to do me in.......till later AKA Wee Iain Slim Shady