Bell Media Let's Talk Day For Mental Health Consumers And I Have No One
I do not know what to write,I am sick and tired of arguing my point with the hospital. So according to the Psychiatrist I am delusional and hallucinate radio and TV. Like I said at the hospital obviously the medication does not work so suicide is looking like more and more of a option. Everyone in the world usually has someone to talk to and I am sick and tired of this stupid Planet and want a way out. Beer and pills at bed time so I never wake up is becoming more and more of an option. After all why not, it is like the poem I wrote "Lies Society Told Me",just as well joining Mum and Dad in the after life. The black mail around me is too thick, what is one to do, live in poverty and argue a point. To think if I commit suicide as a way out, half the world population would more than likely be glad and over joyed, they could finally lay claim to my engineering proto-types and stimulate the world economy without me. One of these days it will be good bye cruel world, then I will be the most yapped about dead man instead of the most yapped about person in poverty, it has been a lonely life and going to the grave alone is becoming more and more of a welcoming thought. So long for now........