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Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Not Doing A Whole Lot These Days But Visiting My Mum And Listening To Radio And Watching The News On TV
Here It Goes Again starting to write another blog posting. There is not a whole lot happening in my life but working with my senoirv Mum. She admits she is starting to lose itv and I worry about her for she is my only family in Canada that has any thing to do with me, it is like it is in the general public the Harpobama Government has it that it is illegal to deal with me even although I am the m[ost talked about person in the media and public places that is in a poverty situation. I can not bel.ieve what has become of Mum and I, for we have both slimmed up from not eating right. I got to get to the grocery store for food for Mum and I and start cooking more for the both of us. Mum does not cook in the kitchen like she used to and now I got to take up the slack.
So I am back writing my blog on a public WIFI system and having a coffee. I go nuts trying to get my tablet to work right on public WIFI, but eventually all goes well and I am fully operational. Now that I do not have extra pyramidal side effects no more I am starting to do more for my Mum like picking up the groceries and cooking supper, as I did today. Mum has a bad time with arthritis these days and her back gets really sore by the end of the day and her memory is failing her as she turns 86 this August. She is a tough old gal and now she is the last of surviving sisters as my Aunt in New Zealand past away the other night. I keep in touch with over sea family more now because it is like it is just Mum and I. My brother that I know so little about is hard to get a hold of and does not call home that often, he never had very much to do with me. The only thing that I really know about him is that he gotv in trouble around alcohol several timesnd attends AA meetings while living with his common law wife and son. It is like I am the responsible one around Mum and thank God I am on disability pension to help take care of her. Even although I am not suppose to drink alcohol by the Tribunal which still follows me after harassment charges were laid on me I still have a quite beer infront of the TV set and I fully discuss my alcohol consumption with my Nurse. Even Mum will pour me a glass of wine at happy hour before supper.Shows how little the Tribunal knows other than being dogmatic over seers of my life once a year and I can not get free of their review board the way the Psychiatrist slanders me to the Tribunal hearing. I'll have to come back to the public WIFI tomorrow night to write some more, I must get back to check on my Mum.
Well here I am back again writing my blog, getting back to the Tribunal hearings,serve no purpose in my life but to inconvience me, apparently at a cost of $100,000 a hearing, I heard that somewhere, all theyy do is create jobs for a Psychiatrist,Psychogist and a Lawyer to listen to my Psychiatrist and the hospital Lawyer rail road mer my psychiatrict past and present situation. What I have to say with my Legal Aid Lawyer does not phase them in the least, If the Psychiatrists don't have me in the Provincial Court House slandering me it is at the Tribunal in a conferance room at the hospital. They can dictate hospitalizations or release from hospital.When they put me away for 8 months once all I did was sit on the edge of a bed and listen to the radio and email the radio station. When the radio station I listened to referred to me and I mentioned it to hospital staff I was deemed delusional. I think it was last night or the night before that I was referred to on Canadian CBC TV 24 hour news. The report was dealing with the subject of psychiatry where youth that dealt with psychiatry were 6 times more likely to be psychiatric out patients as adults. The person being interviewed said that Wee Iain was indeed being slandered at Tribunal hearings by Psychiatrists. The psychiatric team that I deal with can not even accept the fact that I got some media reconition for standing up for the National Building Code against gyprock over plaster installations or how I told people on the Internet how to process water through coloured glass and a filtering system with people like Scientist agreeing it is a labouriouscost effective way to clean up water,it has been in the media. I can not even apply some engineering principles and get proper acknowledgement for it being illegal to deal with me or something stupid as previously mentioned in this blog posting.Over all from a pyschiatric stand point in closing this post, I can say that the Court ordered injections do not work because I still hear the media referring to my lifeor I have a malpractice law suit because the media does actually make referance to my life. Of course the hospital will never admit the truth, that way they get to keep me in poverty as a psychiatric patient, heaven forbid I get to win a law suit against them for malpractice and have criminal charges laid against some Politicians for political interferance for making it illegal for the media to deal with me as a Mental Health Spokes Person.

Wednesday, June 03, 2015

My Nurse Does Her Third Home Visit With Me Today
So here I go again writing a blog posting again while sitting waiting for my Nurse to show up where I rent my room. She has made two other home visits, once before here and then once at my Mum's. Her primary reason to come today is to check my extra pyramidal side effects which I don't have after my injection last Thursday.e other bad side effect is having a hard time getting an erection with the medication in me. It was not all that long ago before the past recent hospitalizations that I had no  erectile dysfuntion, go figure. With what I wrote about it in Facebook I guess word spread about erectile dysfuntion and medication, for a man said he loved me for he has erectile dysfunction as well due to hisv medication.
I still have to prove to the hospital that I have media attention, they don't believe what I say and call me delusional with media association. There was a car commercial on the radio earlier today about exhaust free cars which I wrote about in previous blog postings, regarding putting a variable speed vacuum pump onv a car's exhaustcpipe and to pump the car exhaust into a cylinder. They said that they could not do it withoutvme because it is copyrighted through blogger.  I have written about some engineering on my blog and there is no reason why I should not earn a living through it and get off my government hand out for being disablied due to mental health.
Then there is all this radio talk surrounding my brother and how they call him a stupid idiot. I hardly know my brother but people say things to me about him at different places I go, something about him with demented cults that think I am a Merlin Preist in poverty. It is all so stupid, like I wrote in Facebook these demented cults around my name has to stop like a Police Officer said to me. I still have to prove this to the hospital as well. I put my cell phone number on my blog once and still certain people that want to get a hold of me can't appairently. Seemingly my phone has been highjacked to surpress me. Even when it was on the news that scientists were being surpressed with sharing their research it was mentioned how the government surpress' them like they do me Wee Iain, and they actually said Wee Iain on the news.I will write some more after the visit with the Nurse from the hospital.
Well my Nurse I dub Joc has come and gone, we had a good session together but I am still trying to convince her that my media attention is reality instead of silly media association, my voice got in a fustrated tone during the end of the session together. I tried to explain to her how it was in the media around my exhaust free cars, which I own theengineering concept to through writing about it in blogger. I also showed her how I am on the Internet and how there is a law suit against the invega sustenna drug manufacture and a law firm to contact. Joc was pleased that I do not have the extra pyramidal side effects as servere as after the last injection.I explained to Joc how it was on the radio that the manufacturer of the drug invega sustenna changed production facilities for the drug to get cleaner water as the medication I take is a water based drug.
Even when I escorted Joc to the bus so she could get back to the hospital after our session, the kids in the community play ground were screaming about me as reasurance to me and confirmation to Joc about my status in my community. Even after Joc was long gone and I was having a cigarette on the street, two women on the other side were talking about me and my Nurse, like my room mate said the hospital can not admit the truth other wise I would have one hell of a law suit for them calling me delusional and treatingv me as such when I was not delusional about my status in my community as an Internet Artist Writer.I did show Joc what is left of my art collection from all the art that when away with the Baliff'scontainer, she admitted she heard I was a good artist from the art class teacher from the English Montreal School Board that works with the hospital. Well my room mate is cming to my room for a shot of beer and I am honest with Joc what beer I consume in the evening instead of drinking fruit juices to go dietbetic or over weight as to a news broadcast on CTV news, so my room mate is here for our night cap together so I will sign off.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Here I Sit At A Rented Computer After My Court Ordered Injection And It Is Like I'm Starting Over With A Psychiatrist And A New Nurse
Marched up Montreal's Mount Royal today to the psychiatric day hospital for my court ordered injection and it was like starting over in psychiatry while saying hello to a lot of staff members that know me well. The memories that came back saying hello to Nurses and a Social Worker that I once had and while having a more of a loveable relationship with the Psychiatrist and my new Nurse. The Psychiatrist Nurse and I sat and talked together with the Nurse and I doing most of the talking while the Psychiatrist was like the silent observer with him making the closing statements when our time slot was up. I then went for a cigarette while the Nurse made a phone call to get the proper medication levels in the preset syringes from the pharmacy which I could not get myself for today's appointment. After my cigarette I went up to the waiting room for the Nurse to call me in for my injection. Once in her office we chatted some more about my medical history and present situation. my new Nurse who I will dub Joc is about ages with me and she remembers me from 30 years ago. Joc is a liaison Nurse that is going to do home visits with me where I rent a room along with at my Mum's to help me with my Mother son relationship. At one point way back when I was doing art and selling it, Joc ordered a print from me which she never got, now that she is over seeing my case with the Psychiatrist I will make sure she gets her print. Will write more later I got to get to my Mum's.
So here I am back on the Internet with my own tablet in a Tim Horton's, like usual when I am put away in psychiatry nobody handles my affairs and I lost the Internet connection at my Mum's due to a unpaid bill etc.There are perpetual errors around my life in psychiatry as an inpatient outpatient. I could re-write the priciples of psychiatryas a 30 year vet of the psychiatric system. Any way regarding the erectile dysfunction I wrote about, it is not as bad as I thought, now I am concerned with a sperm defience I did not calculate for, too many varing factures, I got to get back processing water or something while on psychiatric drugs. is getting on in the evening and I got to get back to check on my senoir Mum she has forgotten how to do some things right...... my relationship with Mum, I had to take over cooking supper for her, put the A535 rub on her back, teach her how to use the polident all over again to take proper care of her dentures,along with other bathroom skills with taking off her make up, I really need a girlfriend or two to help me with this. I do get moral support from my community when Mum argues with me in public places. It took me for ever to get signed in to the Internet at Tim Horton's while having a coffee and the buddy next to me helped me out so I could sort through this mess as I get used to my repaired tablet. I will try writing more tomorrow night, so long for now Wee Iain or Doctor Goober.
Back in my rented room and cleaning the place up for my psychiatric Nurse visit so she can see how I live with my poverty situation. She is bring a student Nurse with her on the home visit this 4th of May 2015. I could not sleep the night of the 3rd leading into the 4th of May so I thought I would get a few words in on my blog.
I stay with my Mum a lotfor company and watching the news on TV, Mum turns 86 this year and doing not bad for her age, aches and pains getb to her but she is a tough old bird I must say. Have not got a whole lot to write but will make a posting on how the home visit goes with my Nurse I dub Joc, so till later.......