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Friday, February 28, 2014

Here I Sit After A Toot Around Town, Now I Find Myself Sitting In Public Blogging After My Tribunal To Freedom With a New Lawyer

Yesterday was my big day at my Tribunal hearing where I won freedom from the hospital but still under court ordered injections until that is resolved with my new Lawyer and she is young and competent. Then I signed an agreement on a room with a lock on the door with shared bathroom and kitchen today, now I sitting with coffee with the painting above me, well its name tag is making me think naturally spelled out in reality.I'm in the Java U  on street level at Montreal's Guy Metro station

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Wednesday, February 05, 2014

Grant You I've Been On A Few Rants Figuring Out The Stupid Puzzle Of My Life While Blog Writing
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A lot has happened to me while in the out side world, illegal entrance into my apartment,political interferance by certain officials in Government, not being properly represented at the Tribunal hearings by my old Lawyer, which all fustrated me in my isolated life style and I ended up with a few rants on my blog in fustration. Not that I wanted my blog to take that sort of direction but my life became a puzzling affair with what people where saying in the media about my life. I am still caught with having extra pyramidal side effects with this Psychiatrist I have to deal with at present. He seems to want to put forth a treatment plan to the Tribunal that I would have to follow which induces extra pyramidal side effects that makes it harder to do things or try and earn further income on my disability pension as I am allowed to do by their regulations on their income and being issued a cheque for a base income to build upon. I did make a few art sales in 2013 so my company will be claiming a slightly higher income compared to 2011 and 2012, which is a form of good news for me financially on my company books, Doc GM Creations made some money again.

I am getting caught up on my taxes recently, it was hard to get them done when I had bed bugs in my paper work, I did not want to send any bugs to the taxation office through the mail.Then there is the issue of my belongings going into a baliff's container from my last apartment I had by myself. My present Psychiatristv could not even get the facts straight around my last apartment and my police reports on what went on, steeling of my possessions and having me replace stuff I ended up falling behind in my rent a small bit, I could not keep up with a balanced budget replacing stuff while under sabotage and political interferance.

I built my life as an Engineering Technician even although I had mental health issues with having to rebuild from a nervous break down in my yuoth. Even my new Lawyer admits it is very hard to break free from psychiatry, why is this? I worked dam hard at rebuilding my life after losing everything and ending up in psychiatry. Then I built my Internet presence and a half decent hand at doing art I admit it has been a very long hard road but I am the better person for it and well educated over the years with some street smarts in my hip pocket to survive the unfor seen at times.

With talking to my Lawyer today, I found out the the Psychiatrist has got me on a two year court order to take medication as he prescribes it. Right now he has got me on epival and an intermuscular inject for an antipsychotic. Just prescrbing drugs that tax payers have to pay for. When the Psychiatrist first prescribed me the mood stablizer epival, it was not suppose to be used with antipsychotics. Then later doing a Google search the research was inconclusive regarding combining epival and antipsychotics. Now I have to take iron supplements along with a folic acid supplement, while my urine smells like chicken soup, just like when I was coming off the tegretol for urine retention. Now I thinking I'm pissing out my iron and folic acid which is giving the chicken soup smell to my urine. I can make no head way with the Psychiatrist and I still have the extra pyramidal side effects induced by epival in conjunction with the antipyschotic injection. The injection costs tax payers $500 every three weeks as the prescription stands right now, and one never gets to talk to the Pyschiatrist and when one does he is too thick headed to compermise or see some sort of rehabilitation light medication free. The research data on epival and antipsychotics seems to be still on going and I feel like I'm being used as a "lab rat" against my free will.
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Monday, January 20, 2014




Goodies I had Mum Buy For Me To Bring Up My B12,Iron And Folic Acid,Why Didn't The Psychiatrist Check With A Dietitian Before Prescribing Supplements

I have to go back a bit in my time in hospital to explain how the Psychiatrist first started me on folic acid and iron supplements. It all revolves around being put on the drug tegretol after I had bursts of anger at a person who became my room mate on the ward. This particular individual got on a lot of peoples nerves on the ward and no one wanted him as a room mate so they stuck him with me. He was looking for a friend in hospital and could be extremely irritating in his approach to doing this, so when he would not leave me alone in my corner I wouls get angry at him and tell him where to go, so the Psychiatrist then put me on tegretol to try and mellow out my anger instead of getting me a more palletable room mate to contend withlong term care patient.

After being on tegretol for a bit it resulted in me having urine retention and not consuming any thing for a weekend until they finally drained the urine from me and stopped the tegretol. After experiencing the urine retention I had a hard time getting food in me and was finicky what I wanted to eat, was prone to light food like buying a decent salade from the hospital Bistro or food from the staff cafeteria. Recently on the Internet I discovered that I was drinking too much coffee which inhibits iron retention. Then with talking with a Nurse in the hospital smoke hut I learned that iron in the body reacts with folic acid and they work together in our system. After doing searches on the the Internet over food groups as my own Dietitian instead of talking to one I am trying to go back to some foods that I always consumed that is not in my hospital diet. I got my Mum to bring me in some sardines and cream cheese which I always ate unknowinly maintaining good B12 iron and folic acid and iron through these foods that I took as my own evening snack. Mum is also going to bring me in some olives for my evening snack that I am putting together for myself instead of eating the hospital supplied cereal and milk. Between the hospital diet that I am sick and tired of for long term care patient being held against my will, the result of the loss of appetite after the urine retentiond I was put on the supplements instead of talking to a Dietitian to get food back in me and to stop drinking so much coffee as a bad habit I picked up in hospital for a cheap non sugar drink. So now I only have my coffee at breakfast and one large coffee at 10 AM while out having my bad habit of a cigarette. After lunch I buy a green tea which is suppose to be good for reducing glucois in the blood along with drinking the more expensive lemonade compared to a coke out of the veding machine which has caffine in it too. The lemonade has less carbohydrates and sugars than coke as well, I checked the labeling. Lemon is suppose to be good for folates as well and I was raised drinking lemonade with my Mum. With a voice in the wind in the hospital corridor I even stopped the brown sugar in my green tea and I am getting a pallet for the unsweetened tart tea.

So I am yet to hear about my iron and folic acid as a result of blood testing, I heard already that my B12 was alright and I just started working on maintaining a better hospital diet. I just started on the sardines and cream cheese for evening snack, the one thing I did notice since I am taking my own snacks is that I go nuts waiting for my morning erecting to go away before I go for the community breakfast in pyjamas. The Psychiatrist has got me on epival instead of tegretol which is a load of crap, I am not being held against my will to make friends on a psychiatric ward and deal with their problems. I have no problem interacting with other staff members in the smoke hut because there is a mutual respect between us that I do not get else where like on the psychiatric ward. So I keep plugging away and try and maintain a healthier diet between what I eat on the hospital ward, buying food in the staff cafeteria and my evening snack that I put together myself while being held against my will.