Doc GM Splash Fly

2011-10-29T12:41:00.028-04:00

Due to Canadian Government Corruption Around Me And My Company, I Renounce Any And All Alligence To Canada And Want To Become A Colony Of France With My Honest And Righteous Quebec Government

Due to all the Canadian Federal Government corruption around me and my company Doc GM Creations, like money laundering with my company invoices, I am fed up with them and want nothing to do with Canada. To think, Quebec and New Bruinswick can become a colony of France with our French content and then Prince Edward Island, Nova Scotia, and NewFoundland can become a colony of Great Britian, acknowledging the corruption of the Canadian Government and its association with demented cults that think they own me as a slave. France has very strick laws regarding what is a demented cult and what is a recognizable Church, I read about it in a Newspaper once. If we work together as colonies of Europe, we can all start using the Euro for financial transactions to finance our way to economic recovery together. As colonies of Europe, we could also be their for Native communities west of Quebec as we easterners from Quebec east acknowledge the present Canadian Federal Government as suppressors and bigots. The arctic region and Yukon can join with us too, as we work together with our resources and stimulate our economic recovery as a united force against suppression and corruption doing me in with a demented cult that has very close ties to the United States and its Klu Klux Klan type bigotry of suppression. Communities of the Jewish faith through out the rest of what was Canada, can surely accept being a colony of Israel that accepts our exodus from the Harpobama demented cult stupidity and move the Euro with me and my people that accept that my company and I have interlectual engineering type property and that a demented cult and its association with the present Canadian Federal Government will not be tolerated by Jewish religeous laws. Any people in the world can accept and work with interm Governments out side of the communist dictatorship of the present Canadian Government that has the word on the street to have me assinsinated as a way to own my inventions and me as their slave while illegally money laundering with my company invoices. Winter is coming and I have a winter solar window panel that can save us all a fortune in home heating oils that the Harpobama Klu Klux Klan type demented cult think they own by theift of my interlectual engineering property. Too bad American Texas oil money and their hugemugous demented cult compounds moved into Canada and tried to own me and my company while illegally money laundering with my company invoices. So many people have told me that they were blackmailed into using my company invoices or they would be put in prison by the Harpobama demented cult financed by Texas oil money that is now busted broke!!! I personally have secured Euros to work with from my bank which I will recieve in three banking working days, I have art for sale and all with engineering prototypes/inventions, and I will only accept Euros for financial transactions to move art or work with my engineering experise and raise Quebec taxes to pay for the side walk repairs which are muchly needed on my street and through out Montreal, along with paying for snow removal and salting/sanding of the city side walks as winter is coming upon us as colonies of the Euro and European interm Governments. Or any other Provincially funded departments of Quebec through legally claimed tax dollars through GST/QST accounting proceedures with company invoicing and purchase orders. Once I secure an income of $50,000 a year I have to get a GST/QST number for my company by accounting rules and regulations. I am totally fed up with the Harpobama demented cult financing computer hackers to do in my computer and my Quebec Internet provider, what it has cost my people with unemployment and fighting back against Harpobama demented cult computer hackers and spyware writers to do me in and people that believe in free enterprise and association with me. Now when it comes to free enterprise in a civilized world of tolerance with morals and ethics, one has to answer to proper accounting rules and legislations as laid out by regional governments, federal governments or interm governments in the case of peoples revolt against an extremist regime in power that is being over thrown. What is free speech? Really now it does not cost any thing to speak, but there are basic rules of tolerance of free speach with morals and ethics other wise one can be prosecueted in the courts for uttering slander, deflamitory remarks, racial discrimination etc etc etc. It is like the choosen words that were just on a commercial on CTV National News, "Lets build a smarter planet". Yea, I am no honky niger slave to a DEMENTED CULT THAT MONEY LAUNDERS with my company invoices. You can not steal my interlectual property while it is under development, nor threaten to blow up my street or assinate me to get what you want with stupidity. You are going to have to answer to the world courts as a dictatorship which is a terrorist demented cult regime. I am no Preist of a demented cult dictatorship regime, you are not dictating to me my livelyhood which I want no part of as your slave/Preist. I am an engineering technician/artist/writer that owns my company Doc GM Creations as sole owner/operator by Quebec courts. My company has been under so much industrial sabotage to drive me under, I still answer to a Quebec Financial Aid Officer to make my company pay taxes and maintain its registration and company number as first registred in Quebec courts. I am partly financed by a Quebec disability pension, which I am allowed to earn a living with, $20,000 per year inclusive of my cheque, then my disability pension is re-calculated accordingly for my income level or get off it completely with me making ample money with my company. Then accordingly, as I kept in touch with my Financial Aid Officer all the time and informed the person of certain prototype inventions of mine, I have been informed that the Quebec Government is legally handling certain affairs of my company while I get free of this demented cult around my life that I and the Government of Quebec did not know about and their extreme measures to do me in as a citizen of Quebec. To make another point that is of concern to me, no demented cult dictatorship regime can dictate to me what is and is not to be my sex life and who is and who is not allowed in my apartment, and who is and is not going to lay in my bed with me for a healthy sex life, get the fucken message!!!! This slander that I have HIV/Aids or any other sexually tramittable disease has got to stop, I am a HEMA Quebec blood donar for Quebec's blood bank and they would not accept my blood or phone me to make appointments to give blood if I had some form of sexually transmittable disease or spread germs and virus', get the fucken message once again!!!! As to the image in this posting, it is kind of like a real society that consists of real honest righteous people with morals and ethics. We are all inter-connexted somehow through the various levels of society and the responsible Insitutions there of/in. We all have to answer to some sort of recognized regulatory body, if Politicians screw up, they have to answer to judicial inquiries as set out by the Government at hand. If one screws up with book keeping and accounting procedures with money, they have to answer to a Government Auditor. If one screws up with regard to the criminal code, one has to answer to the Police and the criminal Courts, if an elected Government screws up, they usually have to answer to people in revolt and their interm Government of their choise, funny thing eehh!!! If one is deemed mentally unstable through uttering, writing, acting out delusional rhectoric, they have to answer to a Psychiatrist and his recommend medical treatment, and the Psychiatrist has to answer to the Provincially regulated College of Physicians....funny thing eeehhh!!! Then there is the case of this stupid spy TV that I was given, it is located in my living/bedroom of a 2 1/2 apartment, I knew nothing about the spy TV, did not agree to it, but I am stuck with it at the present time, no one has the right to spy on me through a TV set, what you see is what you get until this matter is sorted out, too bad eehhh!!!

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2011-10-10T00:20:00.006-04:00

Image Is 2nd Year Canadian Coast Guard College Room 1979/80 While I was Studying Water Processing For Steam Marine Engineering & Learning About Processing Water Principles

Here I am getting back to my posting,what I go through from industrial sabotage in unreal!!! I love emailing Montreal's Queen of Radio so much and feeding her information and all, along with my art conceptions but here I am going nuts keeping my computer automation running and I can not even get my email working right so that I can email her with info and art conceptions of mine. I sent and emailed off to the radio station DJ last night while listening to the blues show on my favorite radio station here in Montreal, and today Canada's Thanks Giving Monday I am going nuts trying to keep my computer automation running against hackers with my Microsoft provider and Internet provider. My poor computer which I dub "Old Betsie" some how after certain things in my past and my Mum called Betty,short for Elizabeth, I end up rubbing the ficticous temples of my computer screen and praying with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth as a burn't offering of ancient Moses keeping my computer running riding on empty from hackers doing me in. Any way will get to the posting I wanted to make as to water processing for the people by the people so that we can all breed, as to young males having an erection and females maintaining there womanly period which alot are losing for various reasons, one being water infected with toxins everywhere, even bottled watering Engineers are going nuts keeping up with toxins in there reverse osmosis processing plants and making the best of water like myself, and yes as to an older blog posting I want to feed Hillery Clinton all that I can through my blog because if only she became President of United States of America instead of idiot Obama, things would have been so much different with an ex Prez becoming perhaps the first "First Man of the White House", what a statement eeehhh. All I want in some small way in my heart is Hillery and Bill to make amends with each other and be there for the great Nation of the United States of America. Let me edit, I keep hitting the Caps Lock key by accident when I hit my "A" on my newly purchased and improve Microsoft key board!!!
So I got my editing done through saving my blog post and rewo0rking my stuff like we all do in engineering as we learn from what we accomplished and makje improvements on our product or process systems. Here in Montreal, my water main with my Honourable Mayor that has been through much with his "Little Baby Quebec Provincial Police Wolverine/RCMP Hound Dog" manipulating his turf as Mayor, but yea anti gangsterism and mob corruption, likeI told Hell Angels in a Bar once, "You want your kids to go to the pen like a lot of you have, let them work an honest life like me being Police informant and smoke your joint like me for muscle pain instead of the like of pharmacuetical Advil that does you in, you hussling tools with excessive over time and muscular pain, you need something to get up at 5:30 AM and start all over again for aNOTHER 12 HOUR DAY WORKING MUSCLES!!!" ( ANY WAY GOT TO EDIT AGAIN HIT T5HE WRONG KEY AGAIN AND LTHEN OF COURSE MEETING MY mUM LIKE A LOT OF hELL aNGELS HAD TO MEET mUMJ bOUCHARD AND COP DEALS....IN A WHILE....LOVE LOVE TO ALL SO THAt we can inter breed and create beauty)

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2011-08-07T16:51:00.008-04:00

Strange What All I Have Figured Out Recently With My People Against Those Promised To Be Me,These Demented Fuck Heads Are All Over The World And Are Gun/Explosive Running Saboteurs Along With Being Computer Hackers

Just like the chosen words I heard on the News,"These mindless saboteuring Thugs", all us decent folk 0f multi-faith and tolerance have to take them on with what is left of the World and civilization. As I had swastikas plastered all over my apartment, these mindless thugs went to a lot of trouble to make a template and spray paint a swastika on the outside walls of a synogogue in Toronto as broadcasted on the News. Even to the point of avoiding security cameras as they picked their spot on the synogogue's wall. Then to the point of the riot in London, England and doing the fire bombing. Rebel armies are on the rise to take down puppet regiems that have become dictatorships that work against the majority and only for a selected few, as in the News from the middle east to Africain horn region. Then there are reports of what is like Chinese rebels that have become computer hackers, hacking all over the place, and the Government of China is saying it is not their operation. From confeit products being produced, art theft, regional Police forces and Interpole can not keep up. To theft of interlectual property and then sabotage and blackmail to drive a business person like myself under, to the point of playing with insect larvi and planting it and then poisoning food in our fridges during illegal entrance. The whole World is up in arms over the current weather conditions and the extreme drout to flooding and forest fires taking down our timber land from Canada to the United States of American to the Russian Federation, we all have had to fight fires to save our wood lands. Demented cults are all over the place, it is like they have a suicide pact to take down the free World that we we knew and held dear to our hearts. As to the war in Afghanistan, who is doing all the weaponary sales, where are all the machine shops and armories, my people figured a thing or two out, roge Nations have no real way to maintain their finances but to make weapon sales to terrorist organizations and other puppet dictatorships that cater to the selected few instead of the majority through democratic elections.

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2011-06-30T10:42:00.013-04:00

Moving My Company And All My Worldly Possessings To Another Country, Safe Haven To Do Business, Foreign Embassy Will Do Anything For Me After First Contact, So Harper Blow Up My Street Now If You Can, I'm Fucken Out of Canada Very Fucken Soon To Pay Tax Dollars In Another Country With My Engineering & Artistic Intelligencia

stand by while this post is being put together,PS: PM Harper money sabotaging me again so I can not post in Facebook or Twitter, Embassy and Consuilette in Mtl I am trying to deal with to get out of Canada, are being threatened if they deal with me, they gave me round about way of working together. Just like any standard procedure in Canada, Foreign Embassy phones calls are recorded for training purposes or for protection against indusrial sabotage and spy agnecies etc. Just got off the phone to heavy power hitter for BIC France, why is it I can buy a cigerette lighter BIC, made in France here in Montreal, then I can buy a BIC lighter, Made in USA, as Eng.Tech. the lighter should read Made in USA for BIC France, think I'm fucken stupid, now I got more fucken money to ship me out of Canada to safe haven to run my company within the laws of the country and pay taxes and give blood for cancer research!!! French Business Associate just came to my door, varified with text message, fucken right, BIC, Made in USA is counterfeit bullshit, if legally contracted from BIC France, should read Made in USA for BIC France, but then again if USA has no oil, how can they produce petrolium by-product, plastic casing for fuel, plus fuel charge for BIC lighter. On the other side I can buy a cheapo lighter that does not work showing a half tank of gas. OH forgot, burner tip does not work no more, compared to a "Vrai BIC de France" and at half tank of fuel or what, fuel floats on water and can still burn a flame as half tank water fuel ratio that I almost took an eye out with by extended flame bullshit torch in front of store owner that solded me lighter for this sort of bullshit, even he said,
"Holy fucken shit,try this one it is a BIC", something like that. It was like, "Thank God I am wearing perscription glasses, the fucken bullshit smoked my glasses, it would have done in me eye". to that effect! Hey Harper get the fuck out of my face, said in elementry school you were a fucken idiot trying to cut me of in class, got a deal to register my company in another Country that has legistrated laws to stop dement cults in their political system, with Quebec ID, I can wing between two places as busniness man with common French language and Quebec Provincial Police back ground check for being K0sher Quebec Business man that knows how to rock and roll! QPP have own Interpol connextions too with France and "BIC" bullshit problem!

Here I am trying to take care of my Maw too, helping to get her the best of products to help her with her aging process, she is 81 now and totally fed up with the crap around me and a demented cult that was built, something because I would not join the Neo-Nazi mob as a kid, we the really honest righteous people are up too, the war cry that Native Canadian Indians, now we know only OH so well!!

2011-06-26T14:36:00.007-04:00

Old Memories,Grade Seven Halloween,Got Dressed up As Pirate, Bought Corncob Pipe,Then Packed It With Flour,Blew Imitation Smoke Singing Little Tune About My Poccohanais I was Defending In Class

Old High School memories play on my mind a lot recently,Mum always had a budget like any other parent so I could get dressed up for Halloween, for what ever reason I decided to dress up as a Pirate, while going door to door for my candy with the gang of neighbourhood kids, I would blow my pipe and send a little puff of flour into the air then sing the tune, "I's a bye a sailor bye and I got me a Poccohanais to defend",something like that. Then when in this stupid apartment I am living in, I went to the Native Reserve close to where I grew up and bought my monthly supply of low income cigarettes. (Attention,Health Canada Advises One Does Not Smoke!) While standing on a corner on the Native Reserve waiting for the bus to return to the city, a car pulled up and asked me for directions. I gave the directions and as the car was parting,the Lady said to me, "We will never forget you blowing flour from you pipe, Katie has got it somehow." Something like that, hard to exactly quote her. Some time along the way I tracked my Katie down through her people and she called me a couple of times and we chatted a bit,she was suppose to take me canoeing and try and figure out how to fit me on her motobike. In her lovely little Native accent,she said she was glad I did not forget about her. What ever, it was not long after that I caught the bigot Harper media clip where he was mouthing off something about my Katie's past, it was none of Harper's business, and my poor little Poccohanais was not allowed to call me back or something. Ironically, since Harper looked into Katie's personal history, she too has cropped up in the media. The Leader of the Liberal Party of Canada,prior the our last election,mentioned something about my Katie, more to her defense. Why can not Katie call me back, it is summer time again, canoeing is a summer time event and motobikes are on the road here in Montreal. It was some time ago that I put pencil and sketch pad together and drew the corncob pipe that I onced owned, I emailed a copy of the corncob pipe to another Native friend who I often send emails to, and she is not allowed to have something to do with me either. It is like I live in a communist state under Harper doing me in, as posted on the Internet I have a Harpobama credit card reciept as found among my own recipts when trying to do my company book keeping for Emploi Quebec. I seriously think it is of a real conflict of interest for an American President and a Prime Minister of Canada to share the same credit card with invested personal interests together, then both of them doing me in with political interferance. On top of that, they are suppose to have money tied up together in the numbered company that is my Landlord, this street is about $35 million in property value or something run by then. I am not a property spectulator or any thing, but I know something about buildings and all.

As it stands through certain battles and struggles around me, it is like I got two Poccohannais',one Mohawk Lady and one Iroquois Lady.

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2011-06-17T04:04:00.052-04:00

Like The Old Phrase, Caught Between A Rock And A Hard Place, I'll Add The Words,It Is Not All Black & White Either,There Are Shades Of Grey, Semi Tones & Half Tones, Just Got To Find A Justifiable Balance To Come Out Looking Good

My Psychiatrist is totally pissed off with what is transpiring around me, he is no fool and neither is the rest of the hospital staff I have worked with over the years, my media contacts are just as pissed off with what is going on to do me in with corruption and Government Officals taking legislation out of context to do me in. Apparently people that hate me for what ever reason, or summit to blackmail get promoted to more powerful positions to continually do me in. I am faced with constantly watching the News and trying ways to defend myself against all this Federal Government corruption and slander doing me in, along with trying to keep people out of my apartment that are making illegal entrance and sabotaging my stuff and stealing from me. They also put bed bugs and assorted insect in my personal belongings, it is hard to keep up. I kind of see it as jungle warfare trying to keep assorted bugs and insects out of my personal belongs and face as I try and sleep. Even just to secure my computer against hackers drives me nuts along with keeping assorted types of spyware out of my computer to keep it to some degree of operational capacity. I am not alone with this type of problem, just look at what Vancouver went through after the loss against Boston for the Stanley Cup, here we have a very respectible city in Britsih Columbia, Vancouver, proud of what they built for themselves, known to be very loyal to Her Majesty the Queen of Engalnd, and their city gets sabotaged in a riot by assholes that some have enough money to have Vancouver Canuck team jersies on, cell phones and all, and are very highly organized to start sabotaging at preselected points of meeting on Vancouver City streets. When Fire fighters were trying to control street fires, they got bombarded with air born projectiles, these people that orchastrated this are not the ones that built the fine City of Vancouver. Really now, there is even a media clip of this big goon the size of Police Offiers,who usually have a mininum height and weight class standard, fighting back against the Police, some Police Officers were even bitten by these goons as Police tried to control the situation as best as possible. Then for the ultimite proof of the pudding that it was well orchastrated sabotage, here you have a clothing store that supplies tuxedos for up and coming summer weddings for decent family orientated people in Vancouver, the tuxedo rental store gets totally clean out of stock, just as I am slowly being cleaned out of personal belongings with illegal entrance into my apartment. Going back in Montreal history, the great fire of Montreal pre-World War II, I once found the evidance that it was a well orchastrated fire, what I found was old Newspaper parts in an electrical socket that I was cleaning up and renewing the electrical receptical, my Boss was totally pissed with what I showed him, the date on the old Newspaper pieces stuffed in the elecrical socket were around the time of the great fire of Montreal where City records and all had been lost, ironic ii is my fellow Canadians and Worldly people. Then to make matters worse, even when I was spending time at the Montreal General Hospital in Psychiatry, I used to enjoy going to a section of the Hospital that had a small museum display on hospital history, including a laminated copy of the Hospital Charter and all, well the Hospital Charter on display got totally sabotaged along with a fair bit of the medical museum display in the Hospital. I used to go the Hospital Chapel to pray, did art in there and everything, one would not believe the sabotage the Hospital Chapel went through!!
Sabotage in different ways goes way back as I have put forth in this blog posting. Even when I was in the Canadian Coast Guard College, first we had a old World War II Naval base painted up for Coast Guard colours until a new college was built, it was a beautiful well designed building that Transport Canada built for us. In the new college design there was a glass hallway we had to walk through to go to the Galley to eat, idiots in the college used to put their boots to the gyprock base of the glass hallway. Then one day while walking to a meal through the glass hallway, this first year Cadet took a two step and put a hole in the gyprock base by kicking the wall, I called out, "You're busted,destruction of Government property". I reported him to the Disciplinary Officer, then the sabotager had more witnesses than me to say that he slipped and his marching boots and went into the wall. During a follow up discussion with the Discipline Officer, he said to me, they say he slipped, I responded with "Think I do not know a two step and a kick,I'm into sports and you know it, if he can not walk and chew gum at the same time, he should not be in uniform." If I recall correctly, the Disciplinary Officer told me enough, with a bit of a smirk under his big bushy mustache.What the poor Mayor of Montreal goes through trying to maintain the MUCTC bus system, a lot of Montrealers are fed up with the bus windows being scored up with a sharp sabotaging tool, a lot with gang type scribblings with perminate markers on our buses and bus stop shelters and metro system. What it costs the Mayor of Montreal is unreal. Of all the bullshit we have to deal with, if anyone comes into my apartment to help me out with a few things, the street is going to get blown up, to the present Federal Government saying what is inside my apartment is classified information and no one is allowed in here, what the fuck is so classified about my art,musical instruments, tools etc. Oh I forgot, this Harper sabotage of my life using and taking laws and legislation out of context to stop my old sweet hearts coming and telling me what they went through after we stood by each other trying to lead a decent productive life, but as to my media reports, my street is under Quebec Provincial Police protection and demented fuck head Harper is not going to stop me and old friends getting together at my place to figure things out to be productive tax payers!!! To really make matters worse, here Harper is even in denial of genetic tests to prove that all these people born through Godly pregnacy tests are not mine. I have never been out to British Columbia, never really met a woman from there that I recall, how could I have slept with so many women that I have never met? Further more, I have never masterbated into a test tube for a sperm bank, like a Doctor said on TV, he knows there is sperm for sale on the blackmarket, and I have had no such type of dealings with my sperm! Now I got to deal with a bill collector that admits he is a Conservative Party of Canada member and denies I am under industrial sabotage by PM Harper, why is it everyone says that I have Harper's credit card reciept that I found in my apartment when trying to do my company book keeping for self employment records that I was suppose to submit to Emploi Quebec, I took the credit card number to my own bank and posted it on the Internet through my blog and everyone is saying it's Harper's and obviously he accidently left it behind during illegal entrance into my apartment. Now shit is really hitting the fan, what Harper did made the morning French Canadian paper here in Montreal. Harper is a wanted man for moving my stolen Google money to all these demented fuck heads that are part of his demented cult or something. Through cell phone information that Police can get, inclusive of bill payments and banking records, this Vancouver riot was financed by PM Harper stealing my Google money and giving it to all his demented fuck heads, now he is a wanted man in British Columbia for accessory to the crime as financer, when I cut them off the Google money their enhenaced raging luntic ways with no money went ballistic, genetic tests with Police prove they are not my kids as told, that they are not Holy Children as told, but articifical insemination/Godly pregnacy test bullshit and are my replacement. Like fucken shit, and these poor souls are all over the place, including here in Montreal. Then like a building worker said to me on the street while yapping about my life and his, he said it is true, blackmarket sperm has been going on for years, no fucken shit, what is not blackmarket these days? Not me that is for sure, I always kept my nose clean and went to CSIS as to my deal in the Canadian Coast Guard College to feed information to RCMP because I knew how unmoralistic things had become with corruption and all from what I already had seen in life as a young adult. The one time someone went to blackmail me here in Montreal over germ warfare and crap, I went to RCMP about it. The idiot stole his Father's Canadian Government germ warfare research and took it to the mob because he thought he knew better than his Father. I saw him on the local Montreal News in the Court House being Charged with hit and run in the west island, I nailed him when I sicked the RCMP after him for trying to blackmail me over something stupid because I was living in an industrial complex, so fucken what, I could not have oxy-acetalien in a housing complex, which I wanted to get with my pay cheque to do art and shit with the rockette fuel type torch I had training to handle. Even my Father brought his attache case home from work and some of his research for the Canadian Military, one will question their Father what are you doing? Dad has got to give some type of explanation, for Christ sake I knew where my Father worked and some basics what he did for a living being there for the Canadian Military testing equipement to make sure it could handle battle field operation needs with engineering stress and strain and vibration and all. Even when Dad told me he did the math and all and tested Military helicopters, dropping them straight down to the ground from a 1000 feet up then pulling the brake for reverse prop to hoover above the ground and stop in place for soldiers to debark off the chopper, he was not giving me all the specifications of Military helicopters and what he was doing, he gave me a basic engineering concept of perfection to provide for the Troops to save their lives with having their rotating machinary operational for practical battle type situations. For Christ sake, here the Canadian Troops are saying it is true, Harper interfered with Military protocal and took upon himself to promote people that hated me, and like I heard earlier, those real Troopers that argued their point about Harper crap lost a stripe or two and got demoted, so fucken stupid, leave Candian Military protocal to themselves, they still have a review board among themselves when a screw up happens, one can end up in our Military prison like every other Country that has a Military and you fuck up somehow against main steam honest righteous protocal that made the foundation of the Military by its own Military history, the Military prison in Canada is dubbed our Stockaid or something like that and the Military Police handle alot of these type of investigations, and what Harper did, took control of the Military Police with his Nazi type intentions to do me in and have his own demented fuck head replace for me, is the stupid fucken thing going to escort my Mother around and kiss her on the cheek good bye like she kissed me on the cheek good bye sending me off to school with my lunch box when she handed it to me heading out of her kitchen to get the bus to school.Let me guess what Harper tried to do to my beloved CSIS that I worked so closely with, they are in a mess too, but what, now Harper is a wanted criminal in Quebec for illegal entrance into my apartment and British Columbia for aidding and abeting the Stanley Cup riot in Vancouver with stolen Google money, you fucken idiot Harper, it is a crime to partake in blackmail or submit to it, like it is on the radio, the revolution in Canada in on to take you down, you messed with too many people and their lives to control all and steal from me for Harpobama regime of corruption, like Harpobama you do not know code of silence in Uniform, Yes Sir Yes Sir, don't worry men I'll handle this fucken idiot and I'll save your sorry ass in the long run, just be there for me when I take this fucken joker down . Then you take Veitnam R&R concept for releif from the front, we don't give a fuck what you do on your R&R to forget, just remember to be in shape to go back to the front when your R& R is over, and some American soldiers fucked the wrong whore, she was a Veitcong. When the American soldier thought he was fucking a good piece of whore pussy, he hit a razor blade up the cunt the the Veitcong whore that split the crown of his hard dick in two and he ended up bleeding to death getting out of the wrong whore house. American Veitnam Vets banged all sorts of drugs to cope, then came home a hero to a loving family and forgot all about drug abuse they were part of to forget the front on R&R from jungle warfare that they knew nothing about and were under trained to go into. I met a Canadian Vet from Nam, that had to walk through napalm bombing raided fields.Should had seen the mess of his feet that he had to live with afterwards and no compensation. Then after we bombed the fuck out of Japan with an atomic bomb or two, they surrendered, but what, then Allied forces said what is this new great bomb of ours, lets do some more tests, see if our own soldiers can take such and explosion and then march into the bomb site out of the dugout/foxhole. They laid in beds dying of radiation exposure from training exercises and got no compensation and were basically told, fuck off, I do not know what caused your medical problem,it was not your service in Uniform. Now it is in the News, a highly trained Canadian Soldier that lost a leg in Afghanistan, he felt that he was still a fit Soldier to handle a desk job at a NORAD radar base, then he got told by the Harper Govenment ,fuck off your discharged from the Armed Forces,you are not fit to march to the front no more, Oh Harper, have I ever got battle stategies to make you go through the Canadian Military Stockaid for your fucken bullshit, at the end of WWII, Allied Soldiers were taking Nazi helmets off teenagers handling machine gun nests because they ran out of men taking on the whole world exterminating Jews, like you want to exterminate me for your demented mob cult.Then you got all these females that want to serve the Great United States of America in Uniform, and become highly trained as promised by recrutment pamplets,they end up getting raped in Uniform by their very own demented fuck heads they are in service with. Then having next to nothing and having no legal recourse for Military ritual of demented fuck heads in uniform, even females going out to the oil rich fields of the middle east as highly trained personal in oil field technology and want to be part of a rebuilding process, American women get raped around an abundance of men that are so fucken horny they can not even turn to beat the meat but rape. Then as asshole mobsters call us, stool peigeons, I was taking down the Neo-Nazi/KKK Fort Matthieu here in Montreal, a lot went on, I cranked all sorts of shit through my lungs and every phone call to order stupid fucken shit was recorded on my telephone by CSIS and fed to RCMP because of all the stupid criminals I lived with, I was the only one that had a real supercharged hot line, it was even more complicated when Bell Canada hooked up my phone line, they were totally pissed, what the fuck is this illegal communication wiring that I know nothing about, it led to all sorts of Police money figuring out what is fucken going on with what our Wee Iain and what he has unearthed now. Then one morning when I went up to the corner oriental depanneur for a beer for breakfast after reporting a stupid fucken van on the street corner that was not really road worthy but looked like a sitting bomb or something stupid, I walked into a Police Officer confessing to my beer supplier and saying,"Look what I got to fucken do for my job, I'm a Cop and I got to go home to my wife covered in tatooes". He was a big fucken gorilla that could pick me up and throw me to the Moon if he wanted to, we are there for each other now and for ever more, fuck you too Harper, many a good RCMP Officer has to do shit to take down assholes like you and many a RCMP Oficer went through fucken hell for what you built with a demented mob cult to take me down!!! Then at one point in my life feeding RCMP information through CSIS, there was a day the Canada Post Officer and Welfare Quebec figured it out, there was more fucken welfare cheques delivery to a rooming house of idiots than the Canada Post could account for through proper mailing addresses registered with buildings and the City of Montreal . The sorry ass Postman delivered all sorts of Welfare cheques to the street corner and it was more or less you are no longer using a false address to get your Government of Quebec Welfare cheque, its your last fucken cheque you demented assholes.

Then to make matters really bad, I had a good fucken buddy that watched my back and told asholes to lay off me but they would not, we wrote notes insteady of speaking to each other at times, he had been through Kingston hellhole for a coke dealer doing in his wife, when he could not pay her cocaine bill , it was like who the fuck got my wife addicted to cocaine and I am the number one Canadian motocross race Champion as it stands right now. What ever, I am not writing his storey, but as he was covering my ass he said to me, look Iain, here I am rust proving RCMP Police cars, but I know I had done some sort of conterfeit RCMP Police car in rust proofing jobs, I know the GRC markings off by heart, but then I got RCMP cars that the marking were not familiar to me and the contract by my garage I dealt with. He said to me, fuck my head Iain,what are we going to do about it, it is so fucken stupid.Funny how a source close to me commented, if people are so bent on being me, in theory, there could be people that are so bent on being Police Officers that did not not make the cut to graduate from Police school,and with money from the likes of a demented mob cult, they could pose as Police in Uniform. Ironically I ran into someone once sucking on the end of a crack pipe here in Montreal, that ended up showing me a New York Police ID card. I once had a drunken stoner here in Montreal say to me,"What are you CIA?" I reponded with, "Don't you have a fucken clue, there are no CIA in this Country!" When one takes the RCMP bust where they nailed idiots banging out conterfeit loonies and twonies on punch presses here in Montreal, it makes for my point what is not blackmarket and conterfeit.Then when you take, a Canadian UIC Officer once said to me, "No kinding, we know we got about 1 million conterfeit UIC numbers.", it came out in a discussion over getting a UIC cheque aftersome sort of immigrant thought he knew better that me and I was educated here and got fired from my job once again. ....Just getting up after a nappy poo, like Nurses used to say to me,"You are a wealth of information", no fucking kidding, and I am like an iceberge, I only show or write 10% of what I know and I got a lot of editing to do to this posting as I proof read the words I banged out in a flow of words.......the saga continues!

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2011-06-11T16:50:00.015-04:00

Still All This Stupidity Around My Life,Crazy,Even To The Point Where Harper Mentioned Something That He was Going To Take Over My Blog

Here I sit once again trying to put words together, I caught clips of the Conservative Party of Canada convention in Ottawa, well here I am making my next blog posting and Harper is not taking over my blog as quickly as he thought he would.What he has a party website, what does he need my blog for? Then what has been dubbed as my Hound Dog Hat, Harper wants it destroyed according to his own words at his Party convention. Really since when does another Canadian set out to do in another Canadian, and for what reason. What did I ever do,graduate from the coast Guard College, had a bit of a nervous break down in the offshore oil industry when I took a job on a supply boat where no Canadian Engineer was good enough, spent some time in psychiatry and went back to school here in Montreal studying Engineering Technology to build a second life for myself. Then when I got a computer from Dad for Christmas one year, I decided to write a blog about my storey. Carried on inventing things based on my engineering back ground, trying to be a cost effective tax payer and I have been under nothing but industrial sabotage for years by all these idiots that were promised to me way back and I never knew. So, I selected an image for this blog posting, symbolic of the forests of life, there is a light at the end of the tunnel when one stays true to themselves, have some sort of morals and ethics me I like to base it around Godly values. Nobody ownes me, I am nobody's Priest, I was never part of any demented cult, and never intend to be. Nobody ownes my inventions but me, nobody can be me as an Artist/Writer or Engineering Technician, people today are too easily brainwashed into believing the wrong things. I always fed information to Police as to a deal I made in the Canadian Coast Guard College on the best way to serve my Country as to the Oaths I took in my first year training. As it stands right now, the United States are in a complete mess because of environmental concerns, with the last report I heard, they can not even calculate their unemployment rate right now, due to all the destroyed property and people on the move from wild fires and flood zones. Here in Canada our unemployment rate is dropping due to growing industrial demand to supply the States with what they need to rebuild. Alberta oil industry is booming again due to the unrest in the middle east and lack of OPEC oil production for supply and demand.
Then,when these demented fuck heads,get their hands on money,invest heavily in to ligitimite corporations through stock market shares, as the largest investor they think they can do what they want to the corporation, in effect sabotaging a good thing. Like it was on the News sometime back, Alberta Government was going to do back ground checks on investors to prevent idiot investors taking control of companies as investors to call the shots and in effect sabotage a good thing. Strange as it is but it does happen I have uncovered the evidance.

As it stands, idiot Harper will never take over my blog as thinks he can as mentioned during his corrupt party convention,one needs my permission to tranfer the rights to take over my blog anhd own it, Harper and his corruption may have taken over my docgmcreations hot mail address so that I can not use it, whipty fucken do, it is industrial saboatge by an insane man, I can still write for the love of it and what I do around my home is my business. People love me for who I am and that is what counts!!
Now all this bullshit that if anyone comes to me to buy art or something they will blow up the street, that is home grown terrorism.Now to set off a bomb or something by remote, one still needs a power source to set off the bomb at the bomb positioning. First there is a bomb in my TV, then my computer screen, but if one modifies circuitry, by math it will interfer with the electronics, so what do I say, I go unplugged drink some beer and play guitar, I have no problem with that. My people are coming to do things my way with them and their competant input you demented fuck heads like it or not, hope you get the message!!! In a while honest decent people.....So here I am again writing like usual,obviously I am not dead yet because I am writing. As it stands with the last street talk I heard, the Nazis and Cannibals are in each others face argueing it out. If the Nazis blow me and the street up, then little old me who was auctioned off as a piece of prime cannibal meat to be me, there would be nothing left of me to eat, then on the other side of the coin, what is going to blow me up? A remote controlled explosion, who wants to be assigned the job of getting blown up handling the remote control to blow up the street, apparent no Nazi does!! It all sounds rather crazy doesn't it, like the Police say there is no perfect crime. All those years going to work on the Montreal Metro system and seeing a good looking woman in the Metro car, and saying the nursery rhyme to my self, pussy cat pussy cat where have you been....so how do I pick up the pieces without a good piece of pussy beside me? It is like the old Maritime song, "A man without a woman is like a ship without a sail,I seriously need a good boobie rub on my back after all this crap around my life, never mind being woken up proper and right to a good blow job by a woman that really loves me and woke up before me, and thought she would stick handle me into action for the day by her womanly type NHL stick handling of my morning tent pole. Then on the flip side of the coin,what stupid fucken remote can send a signal through a brick wall,insulation,gyprock,all my shit in the apartment, it is more or less a Hollywood show doing that stuff. A car bomb is hooked up to the starter for an explosion on turning the ignition key, or then a bomb on a timer that is counting down, Ok we got suicide bombers today, who the hell wants to blow up a building to take me down with a belt of explosives wrapped around them, it is like let me take out the asshole that is telling me to do this, I am Cannibal meat any way!!! Then to make matters worse, the Nazis and Cannibals when they do me in, they inherite my Ladies that fell in love with me due to my plight of life, you really think they want you, what are going to do, rape them from here to ever more to get laid by my Ladies that always cry their eyes out for me!!!

2011-06-04T03:18:00.017-04:00

Getting Around To Making Another Post, Got Drunk For A Bit To Cope With My Place Being Trashed, Then Turned To My Theology Scriptures, Namely The Book Of Zechariah In The Old Testament,Played Guitar And Did Some Art Again

Here I have had alot to think about after my place got done in during illegal entrance, reading some of the Book of Zechariah helped me find some peace in my heart, what an ancient Prophet of the Old Testament saw in visions for what would become of thiefs and all and God's punishment for the unworthy. Funny how history sometimes repeats its self, even when it comes to God's punishment and his glory spot for the righteous. Ironic howAmerican Politicians set out to do me in with some of their rhectoric and now their Country is being torn apart and flooded out with no real economic growth. Here I sit and laugh, I have my Canadian Media support group in a sense, and like my Psychiatrist said to me, "They can not break you can they",I responded to him with saying, "Certainly not, my Grandfather was a member of the Royal Scots and survived WWI,I'll survive too". Mum has been good to me and bought me socks and underwear that were all stolen, and she still wants to get me some jeans to replace those that went missing. She also bought me another foam bedding piece so I no longer had to sleep on the hard floor. Like the old phrase, all things come out in the wash, now idiot people are washing there dirt laundry around me and truths come out. Funny how I wrote in my Angelfire website what would become of things as the Planet fought back against inhumanity raping,pillaging and blundering the Earth with abuse, like a little Prophet in my own way with some sort of hind sight insight with rational thinking about Global warming and all with over population. Somehow I relate closely to so many rock & roll songs, especial some Canadian Bands of the '70s, it helps me cope in my own way with all the stupidity that surrounds my life. I going to bow my head down for a nappy poo as I like to call it, and will write some more soon as I find the time during my cleansing process of my apartment and finishing off some art I started inspired by reading the Book of Zechariah. I could not sleep, so I got back to work and added my image for this posting. It is the start of the piece of art I commenced from inspiration from reading my new Bible on the Prophet Zechariah, I am still putting ideas together to finish off the outer edges of the paper. I am still able to post images from my scanner, at least that was not saboataged in my software, I got a few glinches in my system after illegal entrance sabotaged my computer some. A long time of go, when I met my Star of David Gal in a park in Montreal, after dictating a form of love note to her as she took it down in short hand, I gave her my Jews Harp which I used to carry in my pocket to remember me by, I do want to play it again. She never forgot about me apparently and is very much there for me with her growing family to help rescue me from Political Bigots, nothing like being deemed excumunicated by Jewish religious laws, I have dealt with more Jewish Professionals in my term in psychiatry finding myself in different ways from the problems I had to over come from my youth as a young adult that dealt with bullshit in the Canadian offshore oil industry. Like one Psychiatrist said to me once, do not worry about the diagnosis, in most cases it is just a term to put on the medical paper work and all to justify your treatment. As it stand right now I am really close to my present Psychiatrist as we found a mutual respect for each other and what he has to deal with for patients that were promised to be me, and it is like they have their head screwed on backwards to use the term lightly.
After I first read sections of the scriptures from the Book of Zechariah, I put pen to paper and wrote these poetic words before doing my sketch.

The Rising House Of Zechariah

Laying foundations from ancient Prophets

The Lord speaks in many ways

Angels come and go,then help us

To have Great Prophets born again

Wee men become mighty soldiers of the Lord

Born from the womb of a Lady of Yahweh

To carve out his being in the name of the Lord

Thus to raise Temples for planetary needs

Godly work horses of Prophets of old

Will guide his chariot of knowledge

To plouge the fields of righteous fruit

To sweeten the people's palet in the name of the Lord

So we heal together for planetary needs

Thus the rising house of Zechariah will not fall

And the sun will shine through his window as a Star of David

Note: the spelling of the name of the Jewish God could be wrong, I may have to get my spelling right for that, no disrepect intended. Think I got the spelling right now with my correction after thinking for a bit, then a quick Internet search and I got it right, then remembering it is not suppose to be spoken as to my Theology classes in University.

My posting seems to be constantly hacked!!!!Why does things always change on its own

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2011-05-15T22:49:00.010-04:00

Canada In Trouble With Flood Waters, Our Arctic Melting Ice is Decending On Our Farmlands And Flooding Us Out, We Are Canadian And Will Pull Through For the World in Crisiss

A very special gal when taking down KKK Fort Matthieu here in Montreal, Lttle Kimmie, she was smoking her crack pipe crying her eyes out while telling me how she offered herself to family mob incest rape to protect her little sister, just thinking of you Kimmie where ever you are, remember I told you all things will come back home, still fighting a war for you Kimmie with my Police Intervention. Remember Kimmie, I was sewing up the croach of your jeans so your pretty little panties would not show on the street, I swilled with you Kimmie , I will never forget!!!! All t5his shit around me with a demented cult, stealing my Google money and all to finance themselfs, screw you, I was given the word to shut you down and take off my Google ads, and I die, my blog must be shut down by terms of agreement of Blogger. People stole a lot from me through my life, got accussed of a lot by assholes, innocent victum of society at the cost of a demented cult around me to own me from my youth, now I am loosing parts of my great country by environmental disasters, it hurts, I only wish I had some of my stolen Google money to give to their needy causes. Fuck you demented cult around me, you will never again make Google money off me, get your stupid government welfare cheque instead or we will hunt you down if you rob from the innocent worldly working family to earn a living of the skin of our backs.I will write for the sheer love of writing and like it is on the radio, this demented cult around me is screwed, fucken right you destroyed a lot of lives you fucken idiots!!!

Well when my place was ransacked with illegal entrance, they sabotaged my computer again, I can not post pictures, they are in my computer but trying to post a picture on how the cracked open window without my window filter, well the condesation on my walls with dirt from the humidity at 50% and all with Montreal's heavy rains. Appairently even my home town of Chateuguay is heavily floaded out with spring floading along the river. I must breath fresh air, from somewhere, I have no house plants to make oxygen for me, my plants were killed like usaul with illegal entrance. You fucken Niger Bigot Obama, you once said you own all filters, go to Ireland, ever heard of an IRA drill, I already hear you are getting one, special gift my Irish roots stronger than yours!!!! Also heard you had fucken idiots try to clean up old ink, you can't, you destroyed the Lincon Bible, some old precious paper work must kept preserved is humidity glass show case like dead sea scolls, you country is being floaded out and you are searching out your Irish roots, fucken dumb. Oh yea Obama, I am not allowed my women as long as you and Harper are in power, one is Queen of my home town St Patricks Day Parade still, what it cost the both of us you and Harper messing up my life, why is it you can have wife and kid and I am not allowed one with fucken money you stupidest Nigger Bigot Obama, li8ke you said on the Daily Show interview, I can't get laid. Your fucken history!!!!

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2011-04-12T21:46:00.042-04:00

Canadian Political Leader's Debate On CBC For Election, My Comments

Funny thing, here I spent the evening watching the debate by our four Federal Political Leaders on CBC, in closing it was a real joke. Here I have a new toy that I came across on my own. Now in the closing moments of the debate and commentary on CTV, somewhere along the way, Harper said he was going to run and operate my new toy,difference between men and boys is the price of their toys, what the hell does Harper know about my new toy and how to run and operate it. Even said that he hates my "Hound Dog Hat", I have had a lot of Canadians that have said to me along the way, that they really like my "Hound Dog Hat". Really now, if Harper is going to sit around my apartment and play with my new toy all the time, how can he run the Government of Canada as Prime Minister? Then to fatten the pig, Harper said that he owns me, by United Nations, it is commonly agreed that it is illegal to own another human being, Harper does not own me!!!! If Harper owns me, is his demented cult going to own every other Canadian too? Then there was a woman that poised a question to the debating team, she was selected from the Canadian Media, as she said, she was argueing her point with a male one day, in a sense defending me, then she got raped by the male and ended up getting aids and herpies, what the hell is going on around me? To make matters worse, I dam well know that I had a look alike imposter, that went around blackmailing people, racking up bills and raping women. I know who murdered him, he went to jail for it.The guy thought it was me, Wee Iain he was murdering, and I got marked for dead on my taxes the same year which I had to straighten out with RCMP and everything. Then at an August summer party, I said my name to a woman introducing myself as any one would, and she said to me, "You are supposed to be dead", but I am not dead yet!!! Any way, I selected an old political cartoon that I did way back in Canadian politics, to send a message for this posting. Now all this about owning other fellow human beings, in the American slave trade, decent people gained ownership of slaves and then freed them of slavery, then again in this modern case, a corrupt bull shit slave master that says he owns me, and say I gain ownership of him , then he will face the highest Court in the land for promoting slavery and all in Canada. This is something that really bugs my ass right now, I have been living in my apartment since April 2007 when I moved in. Now I went nuts trying to get other people and their mail no longer coming to my apartment mail box, then when I went to get my election card from Election Canada from my mail box, one of these idiots is still registered to vote from my apartment. I phoned the Police to figure out what to do, I got to take this Election Canada card that got sent to my apartment for another person to my local Police department, and to vote in Quebec, you need photo ID and your Hydro Quebec bill, which only I have, Hydro Quebec is only in my name for tyhis apartment.After all, I had cell phone bills and everything coming to my apartment mail box after I moved in. Years back when I was talking to a UIC Officer filing for unemployment insurance, and bitching about what illegal immirgrants and bullshit that are better than me when I was trained in this Country, regarding the company that I got fired from. The UIC Officer said to me, no kidding, we got over 1 million false UIC numbers, counterfeit ones in effect. Then one place I worked in a building, this immirgrant couple were the Janitors, they said that their Mum was visiting from their homeland, but she was their all summer, when you go to a foriegn Country they ask you, how long are you staying in our Country for, and you tell the Custom Officer. Here in Canada you get people coming to visit and never leave when they are suppose to, because you can only stay for so long unless on business or something. Land Immirgrants are educated, want to be in Canada, have qualifications same as me, I worked with a electromechanics from other Countries and they werew just as good as me, in the same light we were able to work together and learned off each other as like any one else that is a responsible worker. Once again I am puzzled, my Mum never got her card from Election Canada, I now have to help an 81 year old woman through the complications to make sure she is registered to vote like she always did. Now if I am pointing out these certain irregularities right now, what about the people working the polling stations on election day. It is usually the unemployed, getting a job for the day. What if these Harper demented fuck heads work the polling stations and count the votes? We got to do back ground checks on the people working the pollings stations and make sure that honest decent people are counting the votes, other wise one could rig the vote when counting. I have run into certain problems working with people while working the polls on election day. Some of the people can not even count the votes. All parties are suppose to get decent people to work the polls by putting in there names to Election Canada. Two people work a polling station and are usually from different political parties working together. I even made some mistakes working the polls, but the person beside you is suppose to catch the mistake. There is a Chief Returning Officer I think it is called, and a Deputy Returning Officer, there are other positions too, from Supervisors and all, one is trained by Election Canada during a training session. If some honest decent people arrange to take the day off work, to work the polls what odds, you still get paid, just to ensure a honest vote on election day.The unemployed are unemployed for a reason, and can not always handle a polling station effectively. Same thing, last election I think, I was told to bring my polling box home, I was shocked, I could have in effect tampered with it, you get trained to do things right or wrong in some cases. Here is another point, there was one Jewish holiday that Harper sent out a greeting card, some Jewish Folk were pissed that I talked to, like they said "how the hell did Harper get my mailing address", I am not even a Harper supporter.What ever happens, every riding can call for a recount if they feel that, hey our community know we voted for so and so, why wasn't he/she elected. Same light, the people working the polls are suppose to be from the community, so you can recognize the voters to ensure that they are who they say they are, and you sign an oath and all that you are a Canadian citizen. Then ones working the polling station, phones in the count from the polling station, one dishonest person can phone in anything!!! Polling boxes are suppose to be kept for so long just incase there is something that creeps up with corruption and no one knew. Now I swear to God, people are hacking my blog again, it is my blog and people were promised to be me, I control my blog and I am having trouble doing it.

This mornings word in Quebec, fuck the election we separate, to has gone too corrupt, besides we Quebecois are fed up with sending wanted crimminals that come here from western Canada back, that come here to hide out and suck off our Welfare system , our prisons are filled with you, we Quebecois are not the ones filling Quebec prisons and Psychiatric Insitutions here!It is like the whole of Western Canada was built with demented fuckheads by Harper that were promised to be me, you can't be me you stupid fucken idiots, you do not have a Quebecois birth certificate!!! Then my list of women that want to do business with me, are fed up with themselves and their children having Harper's demented fuck head Cult members harrass them and try and rape them!!!Get the fucken message!!! Then if any of these women come to buy a piece of art off me or something, your demnted Cult Leader Harper is going to blow up my street, Quebec Provincial Police Bomb Squad is fed up, get the fucken message!!! It is like idiot fucken Harper's home grown terrorist organization to get what he wants!!!! We all saw you on TV last night, when one says drink your Holy water you all do, you go do it somewhere else,you are not welcome Quebec East, we real people take a sip of water, beer or what ever when we feel the need to, not on someone else's order you stupid fucken idiots!!! Then when ever you stupid fucken Harper Cult Members hack my Internet presence, you think Quebec Provincial Police are dumb because their Mother tonque is French, we fucken well know who you are!!!! The strongest Church in Quebec is the French Catholic Church, not Harper's dumb demented Cult, then the Jewish Folk have strong views too because our Christian values stem from their Holy Teaching, lot of Muslims here too that speak French due to old France colonization in the Middle East, there is a solid foundation right there, never mind the African Canuck community that speaks French because of their roots and France's early colonization of African and the Carribean before coming to Quebec. The Oriental community knows how to speak French in Quebec, how else do they do business here for generation after generation in our China Town that we love so dearly!!! Then the extra special Native Indian community of Quebec bloody well know how to speak French too because they were educated here!!! What World community is not in Quebec that does not speak French, some have been here for several generations and educated here, a lot of Quebecois are trilingual. Moi, je parle Francais la meme, et j' ecrite la meme, mal Francais, c'est Francais que mes Quebecois avec moi comprend!!!!!

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2011-04-10T08:21:00.020-04:00

By My 2010 Canadian Church Calendar, This Sunday Is 5th In Lent, International Day For The Elimination Of Racial Discrimnation

A lot has transpired around me and the building where I live, funny how I left my apartment this morning which is right beside the main entrance and the main fire alrm panel, an alarm was going off and I know how to read fire alarm panels. It was a common problem alarm going off on the fire drill part of the panel, so I called the fire department. They followed up on my report and they are fed up with this building. As it stand right now we have no fire alarm and according to the Fire Department, who ever calls the shots around this building is being arrested for breaking the fire code and illegally getting people to mess with fire alarm panels.Then on the morning News idiot PM Harper, who has money tied up in this building, is calling me the Devil Beast Rapist. What, I was a kid and read a book from the High School Libaray, it was a book on ghostly type short stories. There was one story about a Devil Beast Rapist that people claimed to exsist, there was a lot of Police investigation into it, and on one occassion in the Carribean, Police were called in and the Devil Beast Rapist got a Police bullet in him, he got away, but Police did get a blood sample from the dripping blood. I have no scars from bullet holes on my body, and this was going on long before me, the book was published and in a High Scool library, I read the story in grade seven. Humour.... eehhh

So I am just getting back to this posting, after a nap and something to eat, for this day being what it is in theology, I picked this piece of for the posting for a multitude of reasons. I was batized in St Andrews United Church of Canada, Mum and Dad had me attned Sunday School, Dad used to drive us kids to our Church for Sunday School, then drive home to get ready for Church Service himself with Mum, then drive back to the Church and get us kids and we would asend to the Chapal entering from the rear, the Minister would be greeting us that door, and when I used to enter the Chapal, I always looked and was amazed by the stained glass window of St Mickael slueing the dragon beast of society with his spear. We would have the Church Service and head home for our lunch together. Any as to my family roots from Scotland, I did this art of the crow, partly from the Scottish National Poet, Robbie Burn's, and Burn's crow. Funny thing about crows, they can be trained, were the meat eaters of the dead in Nature, may it be an unclaimed soldier on the battle field, to dead animal carcases. The Christian Farmer even had scarecrows to scare off the bird from eating its cornfields. I even adopted a baby crow that was thrown from the nest by its Mohter, it was born with no feathers on it, I care for it, and got feathers on it but my pet crow was murdered and people paid money to have my baby crow murdered as I found out. Even to the phrase, "as the crow flies". Now traditional Galiec from Scotland, has very close assimilations to that of Canadian Native Indian art in style, I do want to get into making stained glass windows as an Artist/Engineering Technician, somewhat of an Iconist I guess. This art I did back in the year 2000, is a style of art that reflects on the concept of stain glass style, animals are inportant to many suppressed indiginous cultures in their art, even to Christian art as I learned in my Theology in Art class at Concordia University.

Now as to the Christian Armies of WWII, winning the war against the Nazis,and freeing the enslaved Jewish Folk in concentration camps, old wars never seem to end, at the cut up of Germany after the War, Researchers were cut up and went to different Countries and to Germany's land mass being cut in half into East and West Germany. This dement Cult that was built around my life, I guess because I would not join the Neo-Nazi Mob as asked to as a teenager, as I said at the time, I Grandfather and Father fought against the Nazis, I not fucken joining them, aqnd I always seemed to be taking the down with various Police Forces as a Police Informant as to Oath in the Canadian Coast Guard College before graduation, how many years later am I still trying to be free of them and their demented Cult to enslave me to make me one of them, I will not submit to them by any means, and dig deeper and deeper into my Christian/Pagan roots to be free of them. Paganizm type concepts were introduced in Christian ideologies as a means of converting the Pagans of Europe into Christianity as it spread over the Globe. I even developed my own crow call for my beloved crows, they know me, they will caw back to me, and we ramble on for a bit cawing together. I have done it all over the place. My crows need the cleanest of water as well, birds drink when they are thristy, as in a garden bird bath as we dub them. They will bath themselves, cool off in summer heat, and in the process they will consume water to drink. As I have discovered, when things go wrong environmental around birds, they will start losing their feathers too soon. Years ago in my youth, I used to pick up huge bird feathers, even made a writing quill out of one. There is even a Native Indian name, Blackfeather for a family name, the black feather is a crow feather. Bird feathers were sacred to the Native Indian of North America, the Indian Chief had his Head Dress as it was named made of feathers. Different Native Indian Tribes wore there feathers in different ways, another way to identify Tribal origin.Bird feathers are very much part of the design of the Native Indian dream catcher that they hang over their bed, , more or less so their spirit of the night would give them their prolific dreams as to Angels coming to Jewish Prophets and Joseph to protect Jesus Christ as a baby. I have my own Native Indian dream catcher at my bed to catch my dreams so to speak, sometimes I feel like I have prolific dreams, what else do you call them when a person in your dream tells you do do something. What are the words of the moderite rock song, "spirit of the night,all night".The warmest Candian winter jacket is made or was made of down, goose feathers, my Mother even brought a down filled quilt to Canada from Sctoland when she came to this Country as an immigrant.

so I stand by while this post is being put together

2011-03-26T21:59:00.017-04:00

Earth Hour 2011, Shut Down Just About Everything, Did This Piece Of Art In Oil Pastel By Light Of My Biofuel Wee Oil Lamp, It Was Just Over An Hour Work In Art, Yet To Be Completed

I finally got to get back at doing some art during Earth Hour this evening, when I scanned the piece of art I am working on, it was cut off a bit, the actual size of the oil pastel paper is 31 x 42 cm, my largest dimension on my scan is for a legal size piece of paper of 8 1/2" x 14". I have been so busy applying my engineering skills in my little shop that I made in some of my kitchen space. Between working on biofuel, I built three wee oil lamps of different sizes over a period of time to have test burns of my biofuel calculations. The biofuel burns clean with no oder and could be used in a desiel engine for fuel with the correct fuel injector with the atomizer tip for the viscocity of the fuel to get the correct spray pattern. Then I also worked with my tools building my reverse osmosis processing system for my drinking water from the City water main. As to the City of Montreal web site, it is recommended that one filters their water from the City water main. I first started doing this when I went pre-cancer some time back, then I got back into it more seriously and further developing my process to get the cleanest water possible. I have made distilled water in my process, and that type of water is essential for sterilizing lab equipment, when one goes through the process of cleaning your processing equipment. For those that do not know, distilled water is pure H2O, with no mineral deposits in the water such as mineral water or spring water. I was shocked last time I went to some distilled water in the pharmacy, it was in a clear plastic bottle and did not even taste like distilled water. You can do a basic taste test on distilled water, but it is not health to drink because it lacks the much needed mineral deposits that is found in drinking water. Even to take for example, most City water supplies are treated with floride to help protect ones teeth as to various dental recommendations. In building we all know how a dripping tap over a sink can cause rust deposits on the porsline bathroom sink, or in a shower head it nozzle tips will turn rusty brown. This rust in the water comes from a corrosin reaction from water and steel pipe work. There are many types of different pipe work that are used for water piping, from cast iron pipes for city city water mains for example, to black pipe, galvinized pipe, and plain steel pipe to stainless steel pipe work for medical or food processing equipment and of course standard copper pipe with brass fittings. Modern engineering even came up with plastic piping such as PVC piping for drain pipes, plastic water pipes will errode with water flow, take for example how flowing water cut into rock creating the Grand Canyon in the United States of America. There is a thing with pipe work, how in effect they are all dissimilar metal, the piping that I just mentioned, dissimilar pipe work will cause galvanic action, another name for corrosin. I am even socked as a Engineering Techncian, how these un-educated handymen that run buildings mismatch pipe work when replacing corroded pipe in buildings. One must stick to all the same type of piping, may it be black or galvinized piping. The various type of piping have different costs from a supplier, I forget the price variation, but going for the cheaper pipe nipple or elbow in bullshit work. You must stick to the building plumbing system and use the same pipe work in replacement parts. Another main factor that I onced discussed in a Bar over a beer with a Master Plumber, is ground faults. The ground wire of a building electrical system is hooked up to the City water main, electricity will flow to water first before you will get electricued, but these ground faults in building from bullshit handymen playing with building electrics will cause small leaks of electricity to to the water pipe work and create a process called electrolysiss, the end end result is excessive galvanic action/corrosion of a building's pipe work and of course the City's water main. The City's water main pipe work is faced with two types of corrosion factors. Interior corrosion with the flow of water through the pipe, and then of course the exterior corrosion that is excelled through the acid rain factor that even errodes our precious carved stone brick work found on older building from the Vicorian construction period. Really now, when I had the discussion over a beer with the Master Plumber, he was fed up with argueing his point about bullshit electrics screwing up his expected life span of his pipe work in buildings. I was just as fed up as he was at that time argueing the very same point, he had more budget than me and bought me a couple of beers, and like I said to him, I will carry on argueing the very same point we are discussing, because going cheap to make a quick fix is usaully the exteme wrong thing to do. It costs money to repair engineering correctly to get the calculated life expectance of of the piece of engineering. Now when it comes to modern medical research and blood work, it is now reconized that excessive iron in blood tests can cause cancerous conditions in the human, or farm animals for that matter. Even when one gives blood to the Blood Bank as I do, the Nurse will test your blood iron level before it is varified if you can donate your blood and howe irt is used in the blood bank system as over seen by Hema Quebec in my Province. Excessise building rust in drinking water pipes, just think about what it leads to, we all know that rust building up in our kettle for making our hot beverage, and we constantly go at it to keep our kettle clean of rust or if you never clean it out, you end up buying a new one from the heating element burning out from excessive water sludge build up on it. In engineering, there is such a thing a calculated error, and compounded error, I always fought against compounded engineering error because any one that can buy a tool, thing they can use it without going to school to learn engineering basics. There is even economics of engineering, calculating cost over runs, when one puts in a price quote for an engineering repair job, it is a very specialized field, some people are very good at it, like a Contractor I once worked for, two men ran the Company, the Main Man with the tools that over saw workers and then his Priceless Partner, the Main Man that could qoute the cost of a job so good, they both had a successful busness. In engineering saftey for machanical failure, one calculates 1.5 % safty factor, same thing, whatever you thing it will cost to do a engineering repair job, you multiply it by 1.5% for unforeseen complications.

2011-03-19T18:09:00.020-04:00

If Only Hillary Clinton Had Become President Of The United States Of America, Things Would Have Become So Much Different I emailed Hillary Clinton once, and said to her, "What am I suppose to pray for, people on both sides of the border want me done in? Your ex husband Bill once said as I heard, that he tried to get people to lay off me, but he could not control them all" Hillary this is a posting to you in effect, what I know and stupidity, I have family in the good old USA that came from Scotland post WWII. Anyway Hillary, between cleaning water by reverese and internal building wiring problems , engineering is all so complicated. If I have internal wiring problems popping 117 volts last night, and then 118 volts this morning as to nature of AC electricity, I will constantly rise in internal building electricity that will smoke my electrical applicances or tools for my water purification system in my home. Then Hillary I have old tools that I need to use that are rated for 115 volts max...humour eeehhh, your ulitmate Canuck. These internal building wiring problems smoke building tranformers and the Hydro Quebec Transformers on the street. If I have these internal wiring problems in Montreal, New York has these problems too, which with the nature of elecricity, New York is smoking my Premiers high tension electrical system feeding New York hydro power grid...love love ...Hillary.... in a while, will keep you posted. Hillary, we all need clean drinking water! With what happened in Japan and all the messed up cars, we are under a world wide water advisory due to the minute particals of petro in the water system due to evapouration of petro and water in the south pacific. It enters the atmosphere and comes in the snow and rains to enter the various cities aqua duct systems. Under powerful microscope you should see the crap that is in the Montreal water from the city water main, City of Montreal website recommends one filters the water, it is even more important now. Then when one takes the American Nuclear Reactors and all, you need clean cooling water so that cooling system tubes do not get laced with water impurites and coat the cooling tubes causing less efficent heat exchange and over heating. Under powerful microscope you should see all that is in the water coming down and infecting aqua ducts from rain and snow as result of all the mess up cars in Japan, the petro entered the water system in the atmosphere. I make the cleanest water in my home with engineering process, just like when I was out to sea in the Canadian Coast Guard making drinking water from sea water.....Hillary, when Japan went down, I filled my bath tub with cold water, draw from that tank of water to process and clean up through water filtration process, so what I am faced with spoong bath at sink to stay clean, at least I am not going with poison water between Japan and Lybria bombings and fires with smoke infecting atmosphere to rain in our City's aqua duct systems. Even from years ago, Montreal City's web site said to filter all water from the City's water main, never mind what Detroit rock city pumps into Great Lake water table and poisons us Canadians. Same as New York City dumb site close to Chateauguay River water table at Canada/USA border, Canadian border towns are fed up fighting your dumb dump site in Court for infecting water table on Canadian side of border. Just keep selling guns to all your demented assholes and let them put bullets in heads of your fellow Americans like you Americans always do, less Americans will result in less toxic waste feeding Great Lake Water Table to poison Canadians.

Even Hillary, when snow flakes are created in our atmosphere out of moisture, what is held in suspension in the atmospheric water droplets in minmute molecular particals, become part of out snow flakes that fall in our aquaduct systems for our Northern hemisphere Cities, and Southern where applicable. Now I filled a buck of relatively clean snow, kept adding snow as it melted for snow has more volume than water. With the snow fully melted in a reverse osmosis system, one would not believe what was found in the bottom of my bucket/settling tank. I am going through the process of filtering this snow melt, taking out what is still held in suspension in the water. In theory I can make distilled water out of it to use to clean up my lab equipment, I know what distilled water tastes like, then the PH of the water or is it soft or hard water, there is so much to it. One can not drink distilled water, but I do have a process to add vital minerals to distilled water to make a healthy type of bottled spring water.Hillary, as I recently emailed the Mayor of Montreal through the Ville de Montreal web site, like I explained to him how I am at the cleanest water main suction from part of the St.Lawerence/Great Lake water system, and with the World wide water advisory, I am taking a fair bit of black shit out of the water, lack of money for proper lab analysis, but as to what I wrote the Mayor, as I suggested to him, should consider drawing water from the east end of our City's aqua duct system, put it through a filtration process, then pump and pipe it back into the West end of the aqua duct system for cleaner water from acid rain and contaminated snow melt entering the aqua duct. Agitated aeriated water is the best to consume and it would help all Montrealers with cleaner water. I am sure the States have similar aqua duct systems to feed water to urbain areas and the same type of investment should be secured for your own drinking water supply. Hillary, with what I have done with cleaning up my City water supply with reverse osmosis in my home, my different types of blood counts are up with the Quebec blood bank, they are really impressed, you can do it too for your people, they depend on my blood donations for their research in healing people as to Canadian cancer research and white blood cell count etc......Hillary as part of my reverse osmosis process,I use a dark blue bottle, Sky Vodka out of the States, Vodka is made from potatoes and Sky has one nice potatoe taste in the Vodka, it is like stained glass windows in a Church to purify the air during the right soltrais and religious gatherings. Can not wait to buy my "Texas Mickey" of Sky Vodka just to get the bottle for my reverse osmosis process, then again eventually I can buy 5 imp.gal. bottles empty with budget of the stained glass I want. It will not take me long Hillary to buy a bottle of Canadian Club, as we call it, Beaver tail flapping size, for my brown bottle for my reverse osmosis process in my home to purify City drinking water during the World Wide Water Advisory.

Hillary, a thing I did in Canadian Coast Guard College for cleaner water on the base, I inherited a fish tank from a Graduate Officer, so I cleaned it all up, bought the charcoal and filter material, filled fish tank with water and aeriated the water with fish tank water pump, charcoal filter and all took bacteria out of water from base water supply. Then jealous idiots laced my water tank with javel to poison me, so I had to shut it down, now do the same basic same thing in bath tub water settling tank.

Hillary like I caught American woman in News, no way am I doucing in toxic water as to my Tweetes,need Wee Iain, you still douce Hillary? Sorry for getting personal but fact of life, we got to save World together, need you something special to save American lives with my water research as to being Canadian Eng. Tech.

Image from Internet Bing of Hillary Clinton pics

2011-03-13T21:10:00.019-04:00

Japan In Crisis After Offshore Earthquake On Major Fault Line And Their Nuclear Technology In Pearl

Here I work away as an Engineering Technician consulting in my own way to help to save Japan and their people in their time of need as an associate member of Engineers Without Borders. They need every bit of person power they can get and the whole World seems to be responding as our economies are all hooked up together. The map of Japan image for this posting is from my Atlas General Holt, Jean Lavallee, Professeur de geographie, CEGEP de Maisonneuve, Montreal, Holt Rineart et Winston Ltee, Monreal,1970.

Stand by while this post is being put together......With all the cars that were damaged in Japan that carried petro and all, leaks of course were made into the ocean, evapouration by heat in the moisture that rises with the sunlight. Now we are face with fuel oils and hydrocarbons in all over water system through rise and fall of temperature!!! We are all going to die from it unless people let me work with my tools and not be a slave to be robbed by the Harper/Obama demented cult that set out to do me in from how many years ago, jealousy and corruption to do me and Dad in from working together with my inventions based on his Canadian Military research over years of education and courses he took for Canadian Nacal operations. I used to make really good water out at sea in the Canadian Coast Guard as part of my job when I was a Junior Engineer, or Senoir Watch Keeper maintaining my boiler water as not destroy the boiler tubes with dirty make up water...;.in a while....or poison myself with piss pour drinking and cooking water know on a ship as potable water, while consume. Even when I came back from the coast I went back to marine school to get my petrochemical tanker endorsement to deal with hydrocarbons in the acid rain because I was always purfifing my water somehow over the years to protect my own sorry ass from idiots alway doing me in and sbotaging my life which I went to school to earn a living and make somwething of my life, I even need my wash water to make clean water!!!!

What goes around comes around, too much American money and blackmail floated around me to destroy my life ever since I was born because who my Father was, as to PM Steven Harper and his family, he played both sides of the war around me not to have my life and dreams destroyed, like I said to him in elementry school when I am destroyed by idiots, why are all these people doing me in? Why don't you go their all the way to destroy me and find out who is backing all this destruction of my life? Now he is Prime Minister of the country that I love so much, So who is fooling who about my life story, I know who to trust so that I can work and earn a living to carry on my Father's research for our Canadian Military, our fellow Canadian citizens, and our fellow popullus of the World and time & spacethat does not want to destroy me and my life. Our Canadian citizen Julie Payette needs clean water from Earth when she is up in the space station maintaining research facilities to observe from a birds eye view what is happening to our planet during these time of crisis with Gobal warming and the severe earthquakes....in a bit I am still trying to get petro and gems and virses out of my own drinking and cooking water that are still in Montreal suck system from the great lake water table to make distilled water again to clean my water research tools, one needs distilled water to properly cleanse Lab equipment. Here I am on my way to making distilled water again, I have a power lens and know how to use it to see the dirt in the water and I know what clean water should look like....in a while, back again...when I was asked to join the Neo-Nazi mob as a kid to someone that praised Hitler, I said, no fucken way, my Grandfather and Father fought the Nazis, you think I am going to join you, you want to take over you got to join Canadian political parties. Like PM Harper aint't the ultimite Nazi praying his balls off to survive this war on me and my16th Chapel of Vatican city..... Who the fuck gave the order to blow local city atmosphere into my apartment again by over powering my apartment ventilation system I created to survive this war, I fucken well know my building blows shit in my apartment through my bathroom vent. There are two types of roof top fan systems by or mororized system or a bit by the wind. One to blow oxyen into a boiler room for combustion and then there is one to cause a up draft from bathroom vents for circulation of air. Dead air can become toxic poison.....especially if one supercharges it with poison gas!!!!, To take you down with cancer and have a stupid lAmerican life insurance policy on you to make money. In Canada only I can take a life insurance p[olicy out on myself, no one else can, only in the USA can one take life insurance out on someone and murder them to make money, or try to take them down with cancer while investing in cancer medication. My Lawyer and I both know my building mangement is controled by Harper and Obama, their mangement always wants in my apartment, and what I go through for a new bathroom vent fan that is out of balance and makes too much noise. Like it is only pulling a plug in the bathroom vent fan an a couple of screws I could do my self, the Niger Nazis and Honkies that work for building mangement, only want to see my water purification system to take it over for Harpobame financial intrests, they will not even give me the fan to install myself. Little old me, I am like a French Resistance researcher working with next to nothing in France WWII, fighting to provide for my freedom fighters against Nazi politicians . There is no such thing as a a slave researcher as people have called me, in reality you become a slave to your own research to provide for your people. Then I had the Montreal Fire Deptment at my place last night, like I told them I am fed up with my battery from my smoke detector in my apartment being tampered with, like they said, this is the ultimate insurance con job, and they will never forget how I protected them when I led them into toxic gases from an industrial explosion and fire with only my dust mask compared to Scott Air Packs.

Vibration and Earthquakes, I was at my favorite Montreal War Memorial, with my stethoscope probe and listened to the ground in the cement type flooring around the War Memorial, I could here the vibration of the passing trucks and cars from the main street I was watching as I probed the Earth for vibration, and yes there were cracks at the War Memorial cement and stone work. Even to the point of my small fish tank compressor that I have running to purifiy water, it will go out of wack and vibrate too much in effect beating its self to death. Just a simple step on the floor around a vibration node in the building would quite down the vibration in my compressor, it is called a vibration damper. My Father worked on vibration dampers on rotating machinary on our Naval ships so that the vibration would not got into the ocean and and be picked up by enemy ships with sinsitive vibration recording equipment to detect our Naval Destroyers at sea. Every ship has its own vibration signature that can be monitored , same as every building with rotating machinary or vechical running down roadways. Even a deisel engine has a critical speed that you do not run it at for vibration nodes, because it will blow its self to pieces in your face!

2011-03-10T00:49:00.003-05:00

Something About Today Being International Kidney Day, We The Rightious Honest People Of Virtue Pray That Those In Need Of A Kidney Will Get One As Soon As Possible

stand by until I draw a kidney or something for this post.....I started another posting on Japan in criss as I am consulting in my own way to help them out as an associate member of Engineers Without Borders, will get back to this post when I have the time.

2011-03-08T22:37:00.002-05:00

Unfinished Piece of Art For International Women's Day, May We All Pray Together To Protect Women And Their Needs World Wide

2011-02-21T13:32:00.014-05:00

As I Have Discovered, Another Building With Bullshit Wiring That Causes Home Appliances To Smoke And Need Repaired. My Tools Are Working Again 12 Hours A Day, Will Get Back To This Post With Further Update.

People that can not read and do electrical calculations with math, while being coloured blind should not play with wiring in buildings, they make a mess of things causing ground faults and baby syne waves which tend to amplify voltage in electrical outlets due to nature of AC electricity. How can a coloured blind person tell the difference between red, black, white and blue, the standard colour coding of building wiring. Everything today is rated for 120 volts max, the voltage going into it should be 110 volts if possible, or 115 volts max leaving a 5 volt safty factor. 110 volts and 110 volts in wiring make 220 volts for a stove or dryer, not 240 volts going into a stove or dryer from 120 volts and 120 volts. I have old electrical tools that I maintained that are rated for 115 volts max, that would be 110 volts with 5 volt safty factor for internal building wiring problems. Will post more later with image. Well here it is Feb 25th 2011 and I am just getting back to my blog posting. I have been working so hard protecting my Mother's household electrical equipment from electrical probelms she was faced with and never knew it. To start, a stove is made for a 220 volt input, wired with a blue, red, black, and white wire with a standard bare ground wire through a CSA standard four prong plug. The stove electrical outlet wiring has to match the wiring of the stove plug or you will run into problems with your stove, smoking elements etc. In effect you need someone that is licienced to handle electricity to plug in your stove right, having the wiring of your stove plug match that of the stove wall plug, electricity is a science that is over seen by electrical engineers. Most people that practice some sort of household cleaniness, pull out their stove once a year to clean behind it, when one does this you should pop the back off your stove and clean the contacts and wiring that get covered in dust as well. The dust in the back of your stove contacts and wiring will in effect cause a short circuit through the dust conducting electricity to the wrong place. Same thing with a household refridgerator, when you pull it out from the wall to clean behind it, you have to pop the back off it and clean the wiring and contacts around your fridge compressor. Cleaning the fridge compressor and heat exhanger is also important so that it cools right, with having a dirty fridge compressor and evapouation coil, the refridgeration system will not work to full efficency. For this type of home appliance maintance and/or electrical outlet voltages in the Montreal area I can be reached through my email or by calling 514 366 0239. Another common problem around the home is when a portable radio phone battery does not charge right and the phone goes dead when you are using it. Batteries have a memory for charging, and have not changed much in years, with bullshit wiring in ones home the recharable battery in portable phones will not charge right to full capacity as designed to do, hence one can go nuts trying to talk on the phone with the phone going dead because the rechargable battery will not hold a charge correctly. Then on the other side of the coin, I have an electrically powered tool that is rated for 115 volts max, it is an old tool that I always maintained and watched where I plugged it in as not to smoke it at 120 volts power supply, what I have to buy a new tool because of bullshit building wiring? I do not think so, I can rig up an extension cord with a variable resistor and all in a control box to control power supply to my tool!!! Then what really pissed me off with internal wiring in buildings is where I found that people wired an electrical outlet backwards. In what was proper standard wiring is where the black wire being hot , it is wired to the big slot to take the amperage on start up through the big shoe of your electrical plug. Internal wiring and circuit boards of household equipment are done in a way to have the amprage and voltage flow correctly into its self through a black wire as well. Stupid backwards instructions on getting people that do not know electricity and play with it, are leading to people wire things backwards and adding to help equipment malfunction. Electricity like I wrote is a science and it should only be handled by Liciened Electrical Contractors with libility insurance, Electronic Techncians and so forth. I worked on the job as an Engineering Techncian with Licienced Electricians, maintained electromechanical equipment, and studied the science of of electricity as cross training in machanical engineering, so I know how to do the job and I am able to get my apprentise maintaince electricity licience back with Mum's help, she offered to foot the fees at Quebec's trade liciencing office known as the Regie de Batiment. With being down and out with no money I was unable to have my licience up to date with the ensueing fees.

More will be added to this post later....

2011-02-09T17:15:00.008-05:00

Canadian Mental Health Day Today, For Awareness And Fund Raising For Mental Health Organizations, As Wise Birds Of Mental Health Speak Out On Our Issues

Today is the day for mental health consumers and their chance to over come the stigma of mental health by public awareness and very special Canadians speaking out how mental health has afflicted their lives. We our our 6 gold medalist from summer and winter olympics touching all our hearts as she comes forth with Bell Canada promotion to raise money for mental health organizations across Canada. Margrette Trudeau, a past Prime Minister's wife has been in the media today speaking out on her bipolar disorder and of course I am making my blog posting for the occassion. I had so few people around me to help me deal with my schizophrenic issues, what really helped the most was reaching out to the world through my blog. It was and still is a way to show my art and tell my story what has transpired in my past, what is going on in my present life, and my dreams for the future. I two have cried a lot like our olympic champion speaks of and often sleep too much in my depression of isolation. My blog forfills me a great deal but it does not replace the human contact and touch. Being able to interact with my favorite radio station through email helps me roll with the punches as I get to feel part of the morning show trio with my comments on the show, along with Montreal's Queen of radio and interacting through corresponding with her show in the mid morning.

It has been a long hard road for me coming to terms with my visual apparitions/hallucination that I witnessed at different times in my life and still do. I am prone to seeing ghostly type imagines or having religious apparitions as I prefer to deem them. Yes when I was younger I had no medium to relate my experiences, but when I learned how to draw what I see and write about it, I found it a great help. I put my Mum and Dad, when he was alive through a great deal over the years learning how to cope with the wonderful images I can see that others do not, and what to do with it. Yes I had complications with taking medication over the years for the stituation, the long term use of antipsychotic medication led to extra paramidal side effects which made it more hazardous to go up a ladder as a tradesperson working for a boss. When I was up about a fifteen foot ladder plastering a ceiling and the EPSE struck, I figured it was time to pursue my desk job more as an artist and Internet writer to earn a living. I had made a couple of art sales and still dream of making more and doing more art as I establish my art career more and more with the mewdia attention I has achieved thanks to some very special people I have contacted in the Montreal media to promote my plight.

The extra paramidal side effects that I go through are involuntary muscle contractions from my stomach to my mouth, they are harmless when sitting over a computer key board or doing a piece of art, but when I get an attack up a ladder it really sucks and I try not to under take this task too much. Caffine in excessive amounts can induce the EPSE so I have to watch my caffine intake as well. Stress levels when they get excessive can also induce the EPSE on me so I try and not get too stressed out over things these days. I fought really hard at everything I touch upon myself and I am pround of my education level. I took medication and worked for while going to school at night for ten years to become a competant Engineering Technician after having graduated from the Canadian Coast Guard College in Marine Engineering and getting diagnosed with schizophrenia when working on the ships in engineering.

I have done some studies at Concordia University here in Montreal while diagnosed with schizophrenia, took creative writing courses and took a look at theology and religious studies to help me understand more of my schizophrenia through getting a more comprehensive understanding of my religious paritions/hallucinations that I witness. Even in my creative writing with my poetry and all, I have learned and come to a better understanding of some of the things I have written through studying some theology. It helps a bit with being an artist, as in being an iconist with my art or even given me a better understanding of some of things I have drawn through knowing something more indepth about various religious histories. My studies in these subject matters can also be a stimulus for my own writings and art ideas. When I come up with the money I still what to carry on going to school studying these subjects to keep my mind alert and experience my own personal growth with my religious values and artistic ways.

What ever one has for an mental health infliction, like our olympic champion Ms Huges who fought depression, to Margrette Trudeau as a successful public figure with bipolar disorder, to the likes of myself with schizophrenic issues, the three of us have accomplished things disbite our inflictions in mental health, and any body else in Canada or the World for that matter can do the same with sheer determination and a lot of hard work in schooling or physical training as an athlete, or being a successful public figure for different causes that one takes upon themselves. We all can be olympic type champions in mental heath if one puts their best foot forward as the three of us have done.

2011-01-26T22:45:00.016-05:00

National Pink Day In Canada For Women's Cancers Today, So I Am Leaving My Comment
Every female death from cancer is one too many, so many beautifully minded women have gone down in Canada over the years, as in my own family over seas and in the States from various forms of cancer. As stats come forth today, more and more beautiful minded women have to combat various forms of female cancers at younger and younger ages. A lot of this has to do with envornmental concerns. For example, with British research the female urban dweller is more likely to have abnormal breast irregularities under examination compared to country women that work the farm. City toxics from car exhaust are taking down our women's boobies, never mind what I can write about ovarian cancer with women caught up in gyprock over plaster. I had a Nurse that was fully professional in doing her job when I was standing up for the Canadian National Building Code against gyprock over plaster installations, she did her job backing Psychiatrists that I was delusional but always bought a piece of of art off me for her personal collection of what I had to offer in the visual arts. Then one day while I was in her office while making an exchange for art and currency, she confessed to me that she was now being treated for ovarian cancer, then passionitly probed my mind, "How can I tell if I live in gyprock over plaster?" So I explained to her how by simply hanging the framed art of me in her home, she could tell by the depth of white dust she drilled out in a hole in the wall to put in a gyprock lug. Original old plaster is about 3/8 of a inch thick where as gyprock over plaster would have an additional 1/2 inch of white dust drilling to do. She hung up her art, got treated for ovarian cancer , and I think she moved because years later she was atill practicing Nursing and buying art off me her her own privite Doctor Goober art collection.

So many women hold down the office for their male counter parts in the office like really Troopers. One problem though, women worked the photocopier a lot which old designs gave off ozone gaz while in operation. Computer printers can give off ozone gas which is deadly to humans with all sorts of reprocussions. My computer printer for example has no ozone gas emmissions while in operation as to it specifications in its operation manual. Before buying a new computer printer, all women should ask and read the specifications of the printer to ensure it has no ozone gas emmissions, as to purchasing new photocopiers for the office where they so often operate the equipment. A gas sniffer with a sample gas sniffing cell in it can smell any gas we humans can not, test old photocopiers for ozone gas emissions is so simple with this technology.

Another great fault for exposing yourself to toxic gases with a lot of house wifes can be guilty of, my ex did it and it even pissed me off so royally. That is to mix cleaning fluids to try can come up with a stronger cleaner on your own. We are not lab technicians in chmestry, do not do it, chemical react and fumes are given off. If you read labeling it often says do not mix with other cleaing products and they say this for a reason. I got used to holding my breath to do a lot of things to have a steadier hand to do something, same thing, if you can smell the likes of bleech what working with it, hold from breath and do not inhale the fumes, breath clean air from else where in the room. Same thing when using the likes of the product Raid to control insects, it is poison, hold your breath and do not inhale the fumes.Today for example I was out with my Mum and I begged some money off her to get my hair cut by a stylist for it was getting to long. When she was finished and I was getting the coating of holding spray in my hair, like I said to her, make sure you hold your breath when you are doing this as I am. The Spray can has minute particals that you will breath in. I use hair spray as a cheap fixative on certain types of art work and I hold my breath not to inhale any while operating the spray can. The least amount of foreign products that we inhale the better off we are . Kind of like pearl diving in the South Pacific before scuba gear, one had to hold their breath to dive deep to get those precious pearls to get rich, as in holding your breath around bad car exhaust when walking city streets as not to inhale it as much as possible. Same thing when fueling up your car at the gas pump, if you smell the gas do not breath it until you get around cleaner air and exhale and make sure the air tastes better to take a breath of air again. Like the old saying, nothing like a breath of fresh air! One time while taking some female Police Officers down into a basement of a building for certain reasons, where I knew it smelled like sewer gas, I told them to hold their breath until we get to the end of the hallway where the air is fresher, they totally loved med me something special! We all get into pushing a paint brush around our home, even latex paint s are getting strong and stronger aromas to to making more durable paints, invest in a vapour mask for $80 or so, there is no vapour mask for everything, but it will save you. Today one can buy a dust/vapour mask, when a dust/vapour mask is clogged, you will start to get dizzy and will have to change the filter cartridges. Cleaning a household vacuum, hold your breath for the dust particals, they fly everywhere and you inhale some. When you ladies pour your baking flour into the tupperware container, hold your breath, flour particales fly everywhere and you will inhale some. I just got a tip from Marcia on CTV National late night News, when you ladies are powdering up your face with that brush in the bathroom, it is rue, the particales fly everywhere, hold your breath!!!

stand by while this post is being put together

2011-01-25T14:06:00.010-05:00

Now It Is Like I Got Certain Powerful Mama Women Carrying Their Wee Iain Baby On Their Back So That I Can Succeed At Something
So here I am working away in my little hell hole of an apartment, brain storming with certain women so that I can finally turn over a bill or two with my God given intellegencia that I worked at developing and honeing the skills there in. For a long period of time now I have been inspired by Montreal's "Queen of Radio", and through emails to her radio show, I have imformed her of my great ideas that came to me while listening to her singing type commentary. I get the plugs from like she is determined to keep me inspired and growing like a whimpering pup as I struggle to find my way in earning a more competant tax bracket for myself. Then there are my art aspirations that I communicate with a friend and associate out of New York USA, to try and turn over a bill or two for both of us with our mutual interest in the visual arts. Then most recently I have been sending emails to a female engineer regarding innovative ideas of mine in engineering as a Engineering Technician. I think I even threw her a good engineering curve ball with a theological twist to my concept, with herself being a heavy hitter in engineering, I think we are warming up to take on the World Series of engineering together and constantly hit engineering home runs together to clean up in engineering foundations and principles. Here is a list of some of my engineering inventions that I dream of one day getting to market:

a side car like on a motorbike on an multi-speed bicycle for deliveries or for babies, safer than the traditional trailer, I made one in my youth on my own bicycle but it was torched by some idiot with gasoline and a match
Carrying on my Father's research with health and monitoring techniques of rotating machinary by recording bearing sound with my stethoscope probe and putting it in soundwave on the computer to predetermine bearing failure with bearing sound wave signature, the same technique can be used to monitor a human heart by Nurses so than the Doctor can review situation when he has time during Canadian Doctor shortage
My solar thermal window for creating heat in northern hemispheres during the cold winter, a lot of my work developing this prototype was sabotaged while standing up for the Canadian National Building Code against gyprock over plaster installations
My portable hot water sink with tank circulating water through filters for washing paint brushes so that the paint is collected to be recyclesd properly, hence the paint does not break down to nano particals in our water system in Mother Nature
My teary cloth window filter for summer open screen application to keep car exhaust out of one's home or apartment, it helps keep the window sill cleaner and cuts down on dust in dwelling for health reasons for those that need it the most
On the musical side I have certain songs that I wrote in lyrics and composed the music that could be taken over by more competant Musicians than myself to play on World stages.
Chap book of art and poetry I have done over the years to be sold whole sale and retail or through the Internet
Then of course putting my tools back to work maintain dwelling to quality standards in plastering and painting while doings murals or painting the likes of roses etc in the kitchen type thing
Part time baby sitter for a woman's pet parrot
Consultant on a incinorator system for women's used tampex for a steam generating plant to produce electricity for Hydro Quebec, thus the used tampex is disposed of as medical waste, blood is high calorific fuel
I have my biofuel formula for a clean efficent combustion process for deisel engines
Continue doing paintings on canvas and montages for the visual arts, painting will be sold in expositions and the montages for Internet and TV advertising and hopefully get into animated videos
Contiued developing customized weaponary for the Canadian Armed Forces

It is my prisoner's day doing a hard labour of love to produce and pay taxes, then of course I have backing from other media women who I am yet to get in touch with or get back in touch with once again to work together on several other projects that we are mutually interested in.

2011-01-09T20:16:00.022-05:00

My Life Has Become More and More Of A Spider Web In The Woods Trying To Catch Some Company In My Life

Here I am finally getting a new blog posting up in the New Year, first of 2011, how time flies. I got drunk by myself New Years like it has been the last couple of years, then I fight depression how I blew the monthly budget, and it is like what budget there is no budget to work with. I remember in my youth working on the ships when I used to go back to the bank when I was down to a $100 in my pocket, those were the days my friend, I thought they would never end! Any way I pull through in my solitude with my radio and TV and Internet, sometimes I sleep too much from depression, partly due to not eating right. Mum knows what I can eat and so do I. I have not been working out with my weights, due to lack of money to eat right. Bit of a starving Artist that wants to produce but has no reason to. Like I mentioned before in my blog, I have no more place for art and I have no place to try and sell it. Art fell into my lap on disbility pension and I do not know a whole lot about succeeding as an Artist. With the world recession and all, I realize that people have no money for art, even my inventions that are on the drafting board I have no money to produce a prototype. I was always a good Engineering Technician and miss working and the company that comes with it. My Psychiatrist said to me, "There is nothing wrong with you, get a job". Well my crazy life, I have lost certain practical skills in my profession, I know it myself when I work with my tools for something around my apartment. Then when I get nervous about certain things I seem to get the extra paramidal side effects, damage from taking anti psychotic medication all these years. After the years I spent on the Internet writing my blog and promoting my art, I have one Internet friend out of New York USA, she is something special. A long time ago she wanted me to be part of an art show in Spain that she was part of promoting, but I did not have the money to ship my art and the fees and all. Recently I hooked up with her again in Facebook and we keep in touch, I sent her a copy of my montage I did on CD by mail, and now we have a computer compatibility problem for her to get the sound track I did on my guitar. Even to do more montages on my computer I need to get my computer fixed. It seems that when I had the illegal entrances into my apartment, my computer got sabotaged some and I lost certain software. Sure I have the re-boot discs but I need some help with this and have no one. I took my hard drive to a computer shop that I used to deal with, and it was recomended that I get a new hard drive, yea with what money? I mean here, even my stupid fucken Psychiatrist would not even sign for the medical transport money to go to music therapy or the hospital art group. $30 is $30 when you have pratically nothing to work with. With my present Psychiatrist I do not even have a Nurse to relate certain issues to, nor a Social Worker because I told her where to go due to what she did to my Father with my adopted sister. In effect it was a conflict of interest for the Social Worker I was assigned, to work with me, after siding with an adopted child to do in my parents in the Courts. I had really good parents, OK, Dad passed away and it is only me and Mum, my brother and his wife with child, that do not seem to have the time for me. Rumours float about me, even my brother mentioned one of them Christmas Eve when we got to together with Mum, it made me nervous and I got my extra paramidal side effects. Yea I hurt what my life has become, alone too much and hoping to rescued from my insanity by a decent woman, it is like I repeat over and over again in my head, "My stupid fucken life!". Even when I reached out to an attractive woman in the media to help me over come slander when I stood up for the national building code against gyprock over plaster instalations, she ended up getting me arrested due to blackmail, and like she said on TV, she is not stupid she went to the police. I am tired of being the lonely drunk at times, I have cried into my can of beer enough over my years on disability pension. I have missed out on so much of life and I do have fantasies about being with a woman again and building a future for myself. At 50, I have only had one wine and cheese with a Lady that I set up, I want more of them. Even when I got my disability cheque with my ex, I cashed my cheque and went to the floral shop and bought flowers for her, I really miss doing that, it was like I was skipping and jumping home to give her the flowers. How should I close this posting, I thought about it, the lonely guy's syndrome at Valentines Day, for it is coming up next, a case of beer and pizza alone by candle light dreaming of making my life right with a true Lady Love again!!!

(Oh yes, I can find myself playing guitar to a News Anchor woman on TV as if we were together and I am playing for her, lonely TV syndrome.....){I will always remember my pin up girl or two from my youth, I was too young to think of her/them as married woman, but I fantasized about her/them any way, I never really bought Playboy or Penthouse or got into porn, I always had a good imagination to put myself to sleep,you sweet Ladies that I dreamt or dream about, you are/were all something special, all I ever wanted was a normal healthy sex life in a relationship and spent most of my life alone, then where CSI NY goes with what happens to women, I have to change the station back to the News}

Little added note: Even when I got arrested for harrassment, I kind of got grilled by a female prison Psychiatrist over my masterbation habits, well what, women do not buy vibrators/dildos for nothing, monkeys in a cage will masterbate and a dog in heat will try and hump your leg!!! People do it, I admit it!

I have my reasons for opening up about human sexuality, all these child molesters and male rapists, I know what I could do with them with a hang mans noose, if one can not keep their hands to themselves and fantasies and learn a healthy fantasy, how are you ever going to take proper care of a woman when you hook up with one? Here the other night on CSI New York I think it was, a man was putting lip stick on a dead woman and kissing her, I could not handle it and changed the station, sex is all over the Internet and TV and needs cleaned up some, even these gang rapes out in BC Canada, it is sickening what has become of human sexuality!

Little Extra Note: I know people are in Court around me and my story, it is in the Montreal media, more people are full of crap around than I care to believe, like my Laywer said to me, people want me dead and will do anything to ruin my life, I know real women want something to do with me and bullshit and blackmail gets in the way, this is also in the local media, so go back to your demented hell hole if you try and stop me and the people that what to succeed with me and my story!!!!! As an Engineering Techincian I had Bosses that told me they were fed up with the blackmail around me....leave it to the imagination!!!!! An extra special woman in Montreal media always said she would make things up to me when the crap around my life is done in, to those words more or less!!!! From my youth I gave young ladies love notes to be there for me as I went into uniform and took on the mob for police, standing up for the national building code against gyprock over plaster, I've disconnexted a protential bomb from a Montreal gas main, shut down bull shit factories, the list goes on and on, I want to come home to the certain ladies that fought and always stood by their love notes from me, as to my youth and as an adult!!!!! I recall in my University class, a semi discussion about Godly pregnancy tests, like the Prof said there is no such thing, no fucking kidding, and to put it bluntly who is the Father of your Godly pregnacy test if you are with child, God by genetics? This Godly pregnacy test is even talked about on the radio, like they say it is a load of crap!!!!

If only I could do a deal with the estate of my childhood pin up girl from Hollywood for cancer in women, yea I had her poster in my room as a teen ager, I even had my precious moment with her before she died of cancer for old time memories, for me to open up as an 50 year old lonely male, I could really talk or write for cancer in women!!!

2010-12-24T23:49:00.007-05:00

To All The Lonely & Isolated

People

At Christmas Like

Me, All The Best And May We

Find The Spirit Of

Christmas Together From A Far!

All the best From

Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty

2010-12-17T22:58:00.014-05:00

My Train Bridge In The Horizon That Leads To No Where Has Got To Come To An End

I have gone through a fair bit recently and have had a chance to reflect. Since I have joined Facebook and Twitter much has come to hand. I prefer Twitter to Facebook, in Twitter I get to comment about the News and issues that come to pass on the radio. Out of this I have ended up condemming the present Government of Canada with their hate rhectoric towards me. Let me make it perfectly clear on my blog, I am prone to having visual religious apparitions or seeing a ghost and not having auditory hallucinations. Schizophrenia with visual hallucinations as Psychiatrists say, is the rarest form of schizophrenia, the most common being having auditory hallucinations. After making this statement I feel fully empowered in saying that certain Politicians and Psychiatrists that state that I hallucinate my TV and radio are full of crap and should be prosecuted to the full extent of the law for lying to the media as in Politicians and my Psychiatrist should be submitted to a review by the College of Physicians and a malpractice law suit be awarded to me. Why is it that I can comment about news stories correctly in Twitter, but if I comment about what a Politician says about me, I am hallucinating my TV set when the Politician speaks? As it stands right now the present Government of Canada is intent on giving me a lobotomy as stated by the Environment Minister during a News broadcast. The Prime Minister of Canada once stated that he wished that a hockey puck did do in my balls. I was at a University hockey game and the puck flipped off the ice hitting the bench between my legs. The Conservative Politician Stockwell Day once stated on a News clip that if I masterbate I will get my balls done in. Through certain communication with a radio personality,(you can make my skin crawl fighting for me and my story Ms H) she states that if she communicates with me she will be arrested due to Government of Canada restraints. This is in effect industrial sabotage of my company where I can not sell art or meet people to make protential sales. Other media personalities have made reference to me or my Internet work over time and stood by me against my plight with the Conservative Government of Canada. Seeminly they are in the same boat, they can not contact me for they are being threatened by said Government. Apparently this is why the sweet heart that got me arrested had to do it, it way a way of getting me to back of the TV Station when she was putting in plugs for me as she still does.Something like that. As she stated her self on the News, if she contacts me she is risking everything, just like the radio personality. This has been going on for five years now and all concerned have been through the ringer for it, especially me. With my limited income my aging Mother has to pass me food, feed me her self at her place and always foot the bill for a meal when we go out shopping together and Mum wants a break from cooking. I am also in dept over this affair with the Conservative Government doing me in and surpressing me and my talent so I can not make financial gain out of it. Like radio personalities say, I am well written on my blog and media interviews with me are of interest to them, but they are not allowed to contact me for this due to the Harper dictatorship in the present Government of Canada that is out to do me in. I remember way back when, as I stood up for the Canadian National Building Code as an Engineering Technician against gyprock over old plaster installations the radio station that I listen to wanted to interview me but where not allowed to as they stated. Now enough is enough, the Harper Conservatives are doing themselves in trying to do me in and like a welfare agent said, what it has cost the Quebec Government alone with this Federal Government insistance on suppressing me from earning a decent living and getting the proper media attention that I am due as an Internet artist writer. As in Twitter, I have called upon the media to get a media scrum interview to defend myself against the Harper's Government need to give me a lobotomy as the Environment Minister stated on the CTV National News during the announcement of the marine conservation park in Lacaster Sound in Canada's North. I am fed up, my Mother is fed up, my welfare agent is fed up and so should all Canadians be with the Harper Government that surpresses me for unknown reasons other than Nazi type bigotry against me a person with schizophrenia.

Never mind what I could write what I caught in the media with what American Politicians have said about me.

(I got a list of female media personalities that fought for me and my story, I love you all dearly)

(Oh, I have been reminded to thank all the male media personalities that have put in plugs for me and my plight, one day I will buy the keg of beer to treat you all)

{grains of sands will fall in the hour glass of time as vengence comes out in the Courts of God for those that messed with my life, little humour about stupidityand me}

2010-12-07T16:43:00.005-05:00

Been Through A Bit Of A Healing Process With The Way I Take My Pills

The crazy life of having to take psychiatric medication is unreal. When the Doctor started me on the Court ordered injections, I started to lose my morning erection, then after being discharged from the hospital I started to have further erectile disfunction along with a loss of an orgasm. I was really pissed off, partly thinking it had to do with my age due to turning fifty this year but then I found out it had to do with the medication its self from a researcher. Fortunitly I was put on the pills again due to the Extra Paramidal Side Effects, which I have had none of on the pills. Shortly after being on the pills again I started getting my full morning erection back, and from jerking myself back to sleep this morning to a fantasy woman, I discovered that I am getting my orgasm back, and thank God and the powers of the planet for that. The first eight years of my psychiatric treatment I was on various forms of intermusclur injections that took away my orgasm. I ended up living with it, and even used to masterbate for research to over come this situation. I was taking a pill at night for this research and filling out paper work if it improved my orgasm or not. By the end of it the research did not help any but after a while I was put on cheep pills that I could afford while working. I could not afford to pay the price of the injection with the low wage I was earning. I took the cheaper pills for years until I got the Extra Paramidal Side Effects from them, which I was hospitalized for. Ended up in more research taking another pill in a comparison study to the injectable form of the same medication. The Doctor insisted at the time that I took the injectable form which I finally submitted to. Then I had sexual disfunction all over again on the injections. I ended up getting drunk over it then leaving nasty comments into the Doctor's research voice mail. I was immediately taken off the injections and put back on the pills. The antipsychotic injections never did agree with me due it the inherent sexual disfunction or lack of orgasm/erectile disfunction to taking away my spermand not being able to come leading to fustration. As of this morning jerking myself back to sleep again, I consider myself a fully operational male that just needs a woman, hopefully one that will help me get out of poverty. So now everyone knows that medication can cause erectile disfunction in males leading them to consume the likes of viagra to perform with their wives. So do consult your Doctor about erectile disfunction and the medication you take and one might save on the viagra bill and satisfy their wives better sexually.

2010-11-24T15:40:00.009-05:00

Just Bridge Spanning My Thoughts With Not Having A Whole Lot To Write About

So here I sit plugging away around my apartment not doing a whole lot. It is hard to do things with my limited income on my disability pension. I do find ways to occupy myself with the goods and chatle that I have. I have not being doing a whole lot of art, it has kind of stock piled around my around my apartment and I have not been able to sell any of it. I do play my guitar, but then again it seems like I do not practice enough with the time that I have on my hands. I have started to eat better, but even that can get difficult during the last legs of the month on my limited income. The price of food has become outragous, about everything one picks up it costs big time. Last time I went shopping to stock up on food, it cost me $68, and now the food is getting low again with no money left until I get my pension cheque the last day of the month. I do still attend the art group at the hospital and the music therapy sessions, it is about the only things that gets me out of my apartment besides going to see my Mother to help her out. I do not know what it would be like without my radio and TV. As a bit of a news buff, I bounce around the all news stations a fair bit. I even quit enjoy listening to the news with my radio music playing in the background. It is absolutely crazy all that is in the news theses days, what now we have aggression by North Korea against the Southern half. Then we have all these corruption allegations in Canadian politics with government renovation cantracts, along with the pass of the envolope allegations in Quebec politics. At least the police are being kept busy investigating it all, like the haven't got better things to do. One thing that I find about Canadian news is that they always try to fit in a happy storey or or do a segment on someone that trys to do something positive for society on the whole. I still spend too much time by myself, but when one has no money to get out and around to do things or go to school, it is hard to meet people. I am trying to make a little extra money by selling Christmas cards around the hospital, but trying to compete with China is hard to do even for a small business person like myself. Even although I am not in school studying theology or religious studies, I do maintain my little prayer sessions on a regular routine. It is funny how the Lord speaks in mysterious ways, I am just gracious for small mercies. Such as having a semi decent apartment that is personalized with my art collection.

One good thing about being subsidized by the Provincial Government of Quebec, I got my dental work done at the hospital. My dental records at the hospital go way back when I had no insurance. This time around I had $1700 worth of work done. Can the dentist bill ever be cranked fast. It is like I had so little work done. A couple of extractions for teeth that could not be saved along with two fillings. I will also be getting a new partial plate in the new year. Due to medication I had to take as a baby, my teeth never grew in right in the first place. The student Dentist was such a sweet heart, and really something special while treating me. My over all dental bill for being 50 years old is not all that bad, but my teeth are not the best. Then it is time for me to give blood again to Hema-Quebec, our local blood bank. Like I wrote before it is possible to give blood while taking medication. I just get a print out from the pharmacy on what my present medications are and give it to the Nurse when I am registering to give blood. It will be my 5th time giving blood, and to think all those years I could have given blood and I thought that I could not because I took medication most of my adult life for my schizophrenic issues. The one thing that is really good about me giving blood is that it can be given to any (+) person for I am the "O" blood type. Thus it is really important to me to give blood as a life saver for a multitude of people in our hospital system. Ironically, the number of people that actually give blood that can is so little as to the population averages.

Well I have written a fair bit when I did not really know what I was going to write about, I feel I have made a decent posting so I will sign off for now.

2010-11-14T23:33:00.016-05:00

(windows are the greatest source of heat loss in your home during the winter)

I Have Solar Winter Heater Window Proto-type Invention, But Have been Unable to Get The Concept To Market, Here Is Why

Going back ten years now, I developed a proto-type invention in my ex girlfriends apartment windows to save on electric base board heating costs. What I had to deal with at the time was a hot wired apartment of hers due to gyprock over plaster instalations that were done in the apartment above her in the triplex building. I had to get the hot wiring disconnected so that the base board thermostats would work properly on a 115 volts max in put. Due to the hot wiring of the apartment the heaters would constantly stay on or like in one room not work at all. Thermostats need to have the correct voltage input for what they are rated for, other wise they will not work properly. I am a engineering technician and I am fully qualified to speak of this situation. Any way with the special plastic supplied by an engineer I used to work with, and the nature of the instalation design, UV rays would be stopped like a break and heat up the plastic panel. An air humidifier and air filtration pump was placed in the middle of the apartment to draw the collected heat from the sun rays off the plastic panels and pump the heat around the apartment through air circulation. Jack Layton of the NDP of Canada is advertising this fall how Prime Minister Harper should take the home heating oil tax off the cost of heating homes. If Harper was to do this and home owners were able to invest in my invention, more home heating costs during the winter could be achieved. In a way my prototype is not wanted becuase oil producers of home heating oil would lose money, but then again plastic is oil based so the plastic and oil industry on the whole would not have losses but increased sales. The engineer that produced the plastic for my design is only more than willing to move palets of the plastic for the home or apartment savings on winter heating costs, at first he said to me, in theory the idea will work so prove it to me, and I said to him, supply me with sample plastic and I will prove it to you, so he did. The stigma of psychiatry also got in the way of me launching the invention or concept, because I was always hospitalized and strapped to a bed for arguing my point against gyprock over old plaster instalations. Old plaster can be repaired when it cracks or decomposes, thus maintaining the integraty of the old wall and the original wiring as usaully modified by master electricians over the years. If you are intrested in further information on the solar winter heater design for windows, email me and start to make the investment for savings in heating your home this winter.

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Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty

2010-11-11T11:28:00.010-05:00

Canadian Remembrance Day 2010

During the 11th month, on the 11th day of the 11th hour, Canadians take a moment to reflect and remember the sacrafice our war heros made over the years since WWI. It is a very special time for us Canadians, as we take our moment of silence in prayer so generations present and to come, do not forget the great wars and how Canadians served with dedication and loyality for the cause. Right up to the present conflict in Afghanistan, Canadians serve with honour to bring peace to future generations as they are called to duty to serve in war torn lands. One special thing Canadians have done is built "Honour House" in British Columbia, which is now a refuge for injured soldiers coming home from the Afghanistan conflict. The house was opened in time for Remembrance Day 2010 and houses 10 suites. There are plans to build the same type of complex in each Province in Canada. Lest we forget.

2010-11-07T20:27:00.012-05:00

I Have Gained Weight With Working Out Since Off The Court Ordered Injections

Since I have been off the Court ordered injections and do not have extra paramidal side effects, I have been leading a more functional life. Between eating a more stable diet and forfilling my day more productively, which part have been pumping my weights again, I gained back the weight I had lost. The Court ordered injections were really hard on me, I was not eating right for one. It was hard to do anything with the extra paramidal side effects hampering my life they way they were. It was like I was strickened to my bed to make the EPSE go away, and I continually lost weight. Since I have been back on the pills, I have had no EPSE and leading a complete and wholesome day. Part of my daily routine is to watch the News on TV, and quite often I will sit in a hard desk chair infront of the TV set and pump my weights, working out the upper body. I will also go out side infront of the building where I life and do a few twists of the skipping rope to get the heart pumping and lungs working harder to try and compensate for my cigarette smoking. An added advantage of working out my arms and upper body, I find that I can play bar chords on my guitar better. The added strenght to my hands and fingers from using the squeeges, seem to give me the added strenght to apply the strings of the guitar on to the frets when doing bar chords. Over my life span I always worked out doing calisthenics based on my Canadian Coast Guard College physical training experience, working the weights has been very much apart of it. With feeling better physically and mentally with working out, I have been attending the music and art group at the hospital to help forfill my day during the week. It is also comman for me to walk the mountain up to the hospital programs to give my legs the work out, along with going to see the Doctor every two weeks.

With being on the pills I have also been eating a whole lot better, once again thanks to not having the EPSE. I enjoy cooking in the kitchen, and it does help getting the sweets from Mum's baking expertise. It will be coming up a month that I have been on the pills again and I have gained about 15 lbs. I have another 10 lbs to gain to get up to my Coast Guard College graduation weight of 145lbs, I never could get up to that weight when I lost some of it working and being in psychiatry, but I intend to. I got to start doing my sit ups again too, I usaully hook my toes under the over hang of the kitchen cabnets at the kitchen sink. It has been a while and my belly shows the worse for it, but it does not take me long to whip it into shape doing my sit ups. I also pull off some push ups while on the kitchen floor as well, doing different styles of push ups to exercise the various muscles of the upper body, thus maintaining my physic and shape. I find that with doing the physical work outs, it also helps to maintain the natural grace of movement, which is an added bonus while playing guitar or other instruments that I play. When I work out I can really eat up the food and I am lucky that I am a competant cook in the kitchen and know how to get the best value for my money to feed myself. Working out is for everyone no matter what the age to maintain your body shape. Mum at 81 still goes to the Church's work out class to do her exercises along with doing a healthy amount of walking. I do a fair bit of walking myself and often take an evening stroll with Mum when we get out after supper before I head home after visiting her for supper and helping her out around her apartment with a few things. So maintain a good diet and do some physical work out in the run of each week and lead a healthy prosperous life like my Mum is pulling off with her old age of 81.

Little Big Note: Anti-semitism is in the News, I still got to live with a swastika carved into the paint on my apartment door, and my building manager does nothing about it!!! Hitler did try and do in people with schizophrenia along with the Jewish folk! It is like I am a marked man by Neo-Nazis, to get done in or something. One day I will make my Exodus from poverty and move to a better neighborhood!

2010-10-31T23:06:00.008-04:00

Happy Halloween 2010

It was a rather simple Halloween for me with having no children, it was just Mum and I. I got up after sleeping in for a bit and had my cup of tea or two with a bagel then headed for my shit, shower and shave. As I was getting ready to head over to Mum's I did not think much of it being Halloween, it never even fazed me. After Mum got back from church she gave me a call that she was finally home and I headed over and got my welcoming bowl of hot soup. Afterwards Mum and I headed out to do her heavy shopping list with her little cart. We took the bus down the street to Super C grocery store and we went in to semi fill the shopping cart. It was the 11 lb bag of baking flour she wanted but the store was sold out. Mum enjoys shopping at Super C so we puttered around the store getting what Mum wanted. We then walked back to Mum's apartment with me trailing her shopping cart behind me. I must say even in Mum's old age, Mum is quite the thrifty shopper, always comparing size and weight to price for the true sale over all. When Mum and I arrived at her place we unpacked the cart and Mum made coffee to warm the bones for it was a day in Montreal where it was trying to snow. After coffee Mum and I sat down so I could give her practice at her cribbage game. Mum plays cribbage at the church every Tuesday and likes to have her practice with me for she sometimes misses out on points when counting her hand. After a game and a half of cribbage Mum's new recipe of chicken rice casorole was popped in the oven to warm up for supper. I suggested it be a TV diner with the News at 1800 hrs and Mum was OK for that with her knowing that I am a News buff. After the fine scoff of food for the main course, I made the tea in one of Mum's favorite tea pots, and served up what was left of Mum's apple pie. By the time the tea was finished the hour News broadcast was over and it was the dishes to tackle together. After the dishes I handled some of Mum's problems with Mum's jewlery, she wanted clasps changed about for the jewlery that she wears most often. As I was doing the little task for Mum she packed me my take home bag of left overs from supper. By just after eight o'clock I was heading home with my Halloween left overs from Mum's kitchen. When I got home I called Mum like usaul to let her know I was in the door and home safely. After putting my Halloween supper left overs in the fridge I got on the computer and cleaned up my email account for a fair bit of time, I still had a lot of junk in it from when I was hospitalized last January. As I checked the clock it was soon time to buy my evening beer as a night cap while getting the late night news on TV. When coming home I thought I would write about my Halloween this year, quiet with me and my Mum then my computer and I. The mask I am wearing in this posting is a Shaman mask I made for an art exhibit at the Museum of Fine Arts here in Montreal when working under their guidance to produce art. The mask is made from plastacine being put on a hemp worked frame, the roots of the hemp plant are used to fill the face covering, while a crow's feather dangles from one side , with the holding handle being tied with soaked dryed hemp cut into tieing strips. A bit of bead work is added to the mask and it is a preserved hornet's nest in the forhead of the mask. Green hemp seeds make for the teeth in the mouth of the mask. At the museum art show in the community hall, I named the mask "Shaman mask a la Canadienne" Here it is just after midnight as I wind down typing up my blog posting for Halloween 2010 and I hope all went well for you as to my simple Halloween with my beloved Mum, God knows what I would without her, I would really have no one, that is hauntingly enough for me.

2010-10-24T22:27:00.019-04:00

Mental Health Day March Celebrated Here In Montreal Today

Part of the theme around the march is to combat the stigma of mental health issues, even Mental Health Workers have a way of holding the stigma against you and making you feel like you are a piece of dirt, through my experience. For example, not returning your phone calls as my Social Workers have done, Psychiatrists threating you at will during disagrements, strapping you to beds during hospitalizations, Psychiatrists writing and doing what they want with Lawyers and Judges doing in the patient in Court room with total disregard for patient needs etc, I could go on and on!!! Even a media personality used the stigma of pyschiatry against me with getting me arrested for harrassment charges when I tried approaching her for referring to my material and working mind in the arts!! Now I am considered a threat to society by the Courts which is a total load of crap! I would like to meet a career woman from Toronto and get the hell out of Montreal and Quebec because of the Court crap around me. I have other people besides the media personality that tried to put me in prison in Montreal, I need a new start in a new metropolitian cityand having a relationship with a career woman is like my only ticket out of poverty, yea be the house husband. It is just a silly dream to have a family and be happy with a woman, with the stigma of psychiatry out there the chances of it happening are next to nothing. I have a Tribunal hearing coming up in December because of the arrest and I will be treated like a delusional piece of dirt just like before. Due to the stigma of psychiatry my Lawyer does not even call me back, I got to phone and phone until I get a hold of her. If I was some sort of corporate client, the Lawyer would return my phone call when I leave a message. Psychiatrists will out right lie about medication and sex disfunction when one complains about it, as it suits their whim, I have so many examples of Professional stigma against patients it makes the whole system out to be a complete joke. When one goes to complain about injustices in the psychiatric department at the hospital, the Head Psychiatrist will not even call you back!!! The image in this posting is symbolic of two Psychiatrists and the Tribunal Lawyer doing me, bottom center, at Tribunal hearings!

2010-10-17T09:18:00.010-04:00

As The Sun Rose Over Montreal This Morning, I Took Pictures At

St Joseph's Oratory, To Honour The Canonization Of Brother Andre's Stainthood

Statue of Brother Andre On Oratory Grounds

The Small Chapel Which Was The Start Of The Famous Healings By Brother Andre

The Larger St Joseph's Oratory In The Over Cast Morning Sky

Note the face I captured in the clouds on the right side of the image

St Joseph's Oratory is a very special place to me even although I am baptized Protestant, for I always believed in the Devine Intervention of faith healing that came about through Brother Andre's work. Twenty three years ago this fall, I had my own miracle healing while praying to Brother Andre at the Oratory. During the night I had got my cornea scratched, possibly from welding dust from the day before at work. I headed off to the hospital emergency by taxi to get the standard exam and patch over the eye. When I was taken by the Doctor the cornea was indeed scratched ointment and a patch was applied and I was discharged from the hospital emergence. By this time it was sun up and I headed to St Joseph's Oratory to pray for healing. Partly to prove something Devine to the Medical Doctors because Psychiatrists could never accept my religious apparitions as to how I got diagnosed with schizophrenia in the first place. When I arrived at the Oratory I took to taking an isolated spot in the main Chapel and prayed to Brother Andre for his healing help for my eye, and removed the bandage on the eye then risened the ointment out with holy water and the eye did not hurt any more. So I then went back to the hospital emergence room to get the hospital to varify what had transpired at the Oratory. They were pissed I took off the bandage that covered my eye but a Doctor did re-examine my eye. He was a bit dumb founded for there was no more scratch on the cornea. He also checked my vision and all I could see was a pink haze infront of the eye chart as I read off the letters with good vision. The Doctor said it was strange that I saw the pink but dismissed it. The Man of mordern medicine could not accept my Oratory experience as I explained it to him and told me that the other Doctor that saw me first must have made a mistake on the diagnosis of my eye, and it could not have had a scratched cornea in the first place, but I knew it was scratched because it was not the first time my cornea has gotten scratched. I was discharged from the hospital with a clean bill of health after my second visit to the emergency after the Oratory. Do not try this, I could only do it due to my schizophrenic Shaman ways, it was to prove a point to the medicale staff because of the way they treated me like a dumb schizo all the time and would not accept my religious apparitions. It is a true story and medical records can be checked from 1987.

Here is a little thing done in my Music Group some time back:

Continual Call To God

As I find myself, as the song, a "Soldier of Christ",

I find a inner peace & contentment,

Forfillment & growth in a very rich Godly manner,

As I pursue theology and the arts,

A love of life again!

stand by while this post is being put together with information on Brother Andre and some history of the Oratory, it will take me a bit to complie my research

2010-10-15T23:14:00.008-04:00

Out Of The Darkness Of Psychiatry There Is Light, I Finally Got Another Session With My Psychiatrist And The Session Went OK

As it turned out on Thursday past I had an appointment with my Psychiatrist, as things came to pass, I got off the injections and received a perscription for pills so I would not have the extra paramidal side effects or sexual disfunction due to medication. He was not a bad type of sort with me and is human after all. We talked and sorted things out, covering various aspects of my life. I admitted to him that I do not have enough to do with my time and he recommended that I get some volunteer work. I explained to him how the extra paramidal side effects hampered me and we discussed the injection, how accoeding to my Lawyer it was up to him to do something about the Court Ordered injections for she could do nothing about it. So I have my pills for a month and an appointment every two weeks to see how it goes for now, I explained to him that I have my blog and sometimes I do get media attention around what I write, depending who reads my blog. He seemed to accept this for I told him I worked at my Internet presences.As it stands right now, I fight off depression from having so much time on my hands, I always used to work while taking medication for my schizophrenia. Ever since I got bad bouts of extra parmidal side effects five years back, I have not held down a full time job. When I was up a fifteen foot ladder or so, and I got the EPSE while up the ladder, I more or less gave up working as a tradesperson. It has been a hard road having tried to work while taking medication, I went through quite a few recessions, when I did get a job and the psychiatric situation came out due to side effects of the medication, everything went wrong, I was no longer to be believed when arguing my point with concepts of engineering, the stigma of psychiatry got in the way!I did have a couple of good employers over the years, but in a way I was not ready during my rehabilitation years, it took quite a few years to accept my situation with schizophrenia.

I was at the music group which is held at the hospital this past week, it was a pretty good music session like usual.We even got some homework to write a couple verses of a song about joy, I started it and it felt good to be creative again, but I spend too much time alone with my creative process this last while. It has been hard trying to succeed as an artist/writer and I do get discouraged. It would be good if I could sell a piece of art every now and again but I do not know the people like others do to circulate my creative works. So as I plug away I hope more of a light comes into my life to liven it up somewhat and hopefully one day I can improve my income bracket from where I stand right now.

Image in this posting was inspired by Dexter Dalwood's 2005 painting Herman Melville

2010-09-29T06:58:00.031-04:00

My Window Of Psychiatry Has Dark Blury Leaves In It As My New Psychiatrist Is a Complete Asshole That Says I Hallucinate TV And That There Is Nothing Wrong With Me And I Should Get A Job While Threatening To Put Me Back In Hospital

When ever I sent the Media personality that got me arrested an email or art and music she put in plugs for me which everyone wants to say I hallucinated. On Court papers she said she just ignored my fan mail and I am being done in for it. So now I am contempt of Court because I never got my injection yesterday so the Doctor is going to send the Police after me to have me put away again.Of course everyone will back their beloved media personality and I will get done in as is what is happening now.I am used to be put away from standing up for the National Building Code against gyprock over plaster installations.I suppose I am hallucinating the three sister Chefs that are on Canada AM just now.I did ask the media personality to be my art manager to help me over come slander and find away out of poverty by Canadian standards. I left messages at the hospital and they have not called me back yet, guess they are too busy getting a Court Order to have me put away in a psychiatric ward! I once emailed a DJ on the radion station I listen to, and wrote, if I hallucibate the TV do I hallucinate you to, we are yet to talk about like she refered.......Great life trying to figure out if you hallucinate radio and TV when that is all you more or less have, it is rather discomforting. Ones mind plays tricks on them in the due process and one is left with a billion questions and nobody there to answer them.It is now Oct 2nd and I was at the emergency department at the hospital yesterday for severe extra paranormal side effects that I am suffering from from the Court ordered injections I recieve, right now I could be going through withdrawl from the injection according to the Doctor I saw in emergency, I have lost weight because the muscle contractions affect my stomach and mouth and I find it hard to eat, in actual fact it is hard to do anything. I have to lie down and close my eyes to make the contractions stop so I get nothing done. This whole affair is so stupid and should never have happen. All I wanted was to succeed at being an artist with some media attention around my work, I never sent any thing demeaning or perverted, my luck peole would impersonate me and sent crap to her under my name. Come to think of it, when my lawyer was flipping through the file I saw something I did not send, and the file was rather thick for what I actually did send. I did phone and left messages twice looking for answers when my Psychiatry said I was hallucinating the plugs for me for when I sent samples of my work, I was rather stressed out with what my Psychiatrist did to me accusing me of hallucinating everything. In my case the stigma of pyschiatry is two fold!! I have no place to turn but my blog and these circumstances have seemed to make the radio but my Psychiatrist will say that I am hallucinating that too. I was not even given a warning not to communicate with her before being arrested. All I want is for the muscle contractions to stop and work out to get my weight back.

2010-09-21T00:48:00.007-04:00

Fall Colours Are Starting On The Maple Trees As Canadians Work Their Way Through September And As I Handle The Extra Paramidal Side Effects
As it turns out the Court Ordered injections of anti psychoticmedication really hamper me with the EPSE and my new attending Psychiatrist is trying to rectify the problem with adjusting the dosage and the time span between injections. Right now I get the injection every three weeks and the Doctor reduced the dosage by one third, but I still have bad bouts of the EPSE for two weeks but seem to be OK during the third week where I can function without the EPSE. This is when I get things done around the apartment. It seems like when I have the EPSE if I lie down and close my eyes it stops the EPSE and I just lie in my bed listening to the radio. As fall is coming upon us this week and being the third week after my last injection I have picked up the guitar and have been practicing again. I have not really done any art but I am ancious to paint a canvas again but it is like my big statement, where do I put it or what do I do with it. I have missed painting on canvas the last while and I have several art designs on my mind to do. I got out last Friday with my camera and finished off my roll of black and white film while walking along the canal on the bike path with an old friend who always stood me and encouraged my artistic talent. The only real problem with me doing black and white photography is the cost of the development, around $30 Canadian to develope a roll of 24 images. This is a chunk of money out of my budget but thanks to my Mum giving me left overs from her kitchen along with visiting Mum for meals I do not bad. It will soon be DEcember before I know it and that would make a year since Dad pasted away from lung cancer at 85 years old. I started this post before the evening News with the image and the caption in bold lettering and thought that I would write in the morning, but I could not sleep so I got up and starting writing my post. Having missed the last two sessions of music therapy at the hospital due to the EPSE being so bad I am looking forward to this group session on this coming Wednesday. I am really fed up with the EPSE cramping my style and activities, I am due for another injection on the 27 of this month and want to go on the pills instead of the injections, that will be a hell raiser to work out with the hospital staff and the Courts, then before I know it, December will be on us and back to another Tribunal hearing for following up after getting arested for trying to charm a woman and getting nailed for harassment charges. I still spend most of my time by myself except when I get together with my Mother. I do not attend the art group at the hospital this semester, mainly due to trying to sort through the EPSE and being able to function without the involuntary muscle contrations that make the EPSE, it is hard enough trying to be a regular at the music group. Here it is coming up four o'clock in the morning so I am going to try and get some sleep.

2010-09-02T20:04:00.009-04:00

We Picked A Face From A Selection, And Played The Mood Of The Face, I Worked With Someone Putting It Together, A Blues Number Off The D Chord On The Guitar

I am going to draw a charcoal face of my own, symbolic of the one in group for use. The person I teamed up with, put some words together with me, I chose the blues to do and this is what we wrote: (I changed the name we used to my pen name Goober)

The life of Goober is in the blues

His expressions & emotions

Through a tear & his frowning blues

The life of Goober is in the blues

Through a tear & his fowning blues

He sits alone in misery

And stares at the shadow of his emotions

Confused and fustrated shedding tears

One at a time, slowly running down his face

Drawing out the next tear

The frown of emotional misery

Guides the tears down his face

As he really feels the blues

The life of Goober is in the blues

His expressions & emotions

Through a tear and frowning blues

The life of Goober is in the blues

His expressions & emotions

Through a tear of frowning blues

We each read a section while we played instruments, I was playing around a D cord on the neck picking strings or strumming cords. I still got to get around to draw the face. So I drew a face, the first art I have done since I got out of hospital after the Tribunal hearing, no way does the face look like me!

I have not had the Extra Paramidal Side Effects since Tuesday past, the thrird week in the injections, I go back on the seventh of September for my injection and EPSE. Here it is Sunday evening and I picked up a guitar lesson off the Internet playing a 4 note blues which I am working on with my guitar while I have no EPSE, it is also the first I really picked up my guitar in a long time due to the EPSE.

2010-08-31T14:51:00.019-04:00

Here I Am On The Last Day Of August, Still Going Through Bad Bouts Of Extra Paramidal Side Effects, And I Have Never Felt So Alone

putting words together.......I do not know what to make of my life, being alone with the EPSE, the Nurse at the hospital did call me this morning, I had to explain everything all over again and she is going to try and find a back up Doctor to deal with me. They will not take me off the Court Ordered injections and all I do is suffer at the hands of the Courts and Psychiatrists. I should never had contacted the media personality that got me arrested and I would not in this fix, all I wanted was some help exposing my art carreer. Like my Lawyer said when I got arrested, "She wants nothing to do with you", so I am left hanging high and dry being told I hallucinated all the plugs she made during the time period I set her art and explained some art ideas to her via email or Canada Post. A person from her program called me and told me to forget about her she is married and he was suppose to contact my Nurse then I got arrested the very same evening after leaving a phone message for her, I wanted to straighten out if I was hallucinating the TV or not. It is not that easy forgetting the whole thing! I feel so alone and broken hearted with the EPSE getting the better of me. I have lost too much weight with being in the situation I am in and constantly fight depression. The couple of people I do know are at work and Mum is out at her Church activity and I have no one to spend my disability pension pay day with. So I turned to my blog like I always did, I hold my head alot and cry in fustration over the ESPE as I am holed up in my apartment....taking a break from writing.....the image for this posting is just another piece of unsold art done for an expo/sale at the hospital. I remember when it was not long after a Concordia McGill University hockey game I went to, when the hockey puck bounced off the ice and hit the bench between my legs almost taking out my balls, then PM Harper when giving a hockey puck with the National Emblame on it to someone entering the Hockey hall of fame, and he said, "I wish that hockey puck did do in Doctor Goober Modesty's balls", well Prime Minister now I am done in and a total burden to the State, your wish was forfilled! Oh Harper, people acted out your wishes that my balls were done in, a Psychiatrist says I am delusional about political interferance, I think Montreal West Island would agree your comments were political interferance to do me in an destroy a small business man as in me. The credit card reciept, who ever owns it, left it in my apartment forfilling the Prime Minister's wishes during an illegal entrance into my apart, during the date of purchase I was behind locked doors at the Montreal Allan, nobody will do any thing about this issue, so too bad you forgot your credit card reciept at my desk in amoung my company reciepts, wanting to be me I guess, what? I bet none of my shit is at your desk illegally. I was taking medication at the time when the Prime Minister made his comment and still told I hallucinated my TV.....like fucken shit I hallucinated everything about me in the media, apparently the word of powerful people is I hallucinated this hockey puck situation too. Funny how my schizophrenia worked around visual religious type apparitions/hallucinations, and people expanded my hallucinations around radio and TV.....just dazied and confused about being done in around my schizophrenic issues. I really fell in love in a certain way to the woman that got me arrested when she was my natural hallucingenic putting in plugs for me, I do want to talk to you about it all, I did a lot of art around you!!!! Other media comments about me by personalities have been made, one day I will get to talk someone about what went on proir to my arrest. I was even forced to admit I hallucinate TV around the woman that got me arrested at the Tribunal to get out of hospital.....rumours still float about me around Montreal when I am out and about because of all this. Like my Parole Offier while going through the Courts said, I should never have been arrested. The Court Psychologist said that I have above average intelligence, so I am sitting on something! But I am damaged goods, I still reacted the wrong way when I got a phone call dealing with an up coming event because of the arrest.I close this post and am going to work on a post regarding what I did in music therapy working with somone on music,we wrote and played together proforming to other group members.

2010-08-27T23:17:00.010-04:00

I Have Had A Bad Bout Of Extra Paramidal Side Effects For Two Days Now

Here I am with no place to turn as I suffer bad bouts of EPSE. I am left alone with my involunteery muscle contracts, go figure my Doctor is on vacation when I need him. It is like a Psychiatrist said to me along time ago, it is par for the course. The cock tease into harassment charges really did me in with the Court ordered injections. My Lawyer can not even do anything about it....thinking. It is hard to do anything around the apartment with the EPSE strickening me the way they are, I can not even be there for my 81 year old Mother like I should be. It is even hard to cook a meal for my self. All anyone at the hospital can say is I hallucinated the whole thing on my TV set, which I can not accept.....thinking some more. I wish I had someone to turn to, it is like with the whole world population and I have no one, it makes my little hell hole a real hell. It is like why did I want to be an Artist and turn to a media personality to correspond with to help over come slander I went through standing up for the Canadian National Building Code, where ever I went to earn a bill I always got done in, it is like a Police Officer said to me, "There is no justice!". I even wrote to the media personality to ask if I was hallucinating her or not and she got me done in, now I do not know want to believe at times between my TV and radio, and I feel totally unwanted because of the lies society told me like the poem I wrote a long time ago. Why can I not just get some straight answers about things, instead I live in a life of too many questions with no answers......like does anyone really care about the truth, I guess not!!! Here it is day three with really bad EPSE, I do not know what to do, I am left alone with it all. I need someone to turn to, and I do not know where to go. I ended up calling my ex girl friend and she came in to see me, we got a cold coffee and then drive to the water front along the river to sit and talk. She knows how it can get me with the EPSE.She is going to come see me and possible take my tools to give to the tradesmen in her family. The EPSE stopped while I was at the river with her.I came home after to catch up on some cleaningthat had not been done with all the bad bouts of EPSE these passes few days, it is Sunday to day.

2010-08-21T15:45:00.012-04:00

Have Not Got A Whole Lot To Write About, Just Trying To Find Some Words

My life has been rather boring and I have not got a whole lot to write. I still attend the hospital music group and spend most of my time by my self. The extra paramidal side effects still hamper my life some what after I get my injection and they taper off before I get my next injection. Hema Quebec called me again to give blood and I booked an appointment with their mobile unit at a mall in my community. I just came back from the pharmacy getting a print out of the medication I take for the Nurse at Hema Quebec while going through the registration process. So I got something to do next week besides my music group and that will be the forth time that I give blood. I never gave blood when I was younger because I thought you could not when taking medication, the medication just has to be varified by Hema Quebec.My Mother is good at helping me out with things I need for day to day living, including helping me out with food. It kind of hurts how I was burfen to my folks ever since I got diagnosed with schizophrenia. They have always given with their help to assist me one way or another. I just find it lonely spending most of the time by myself, I wish I could expand my social status like having someone to do my music with. With regards to that other person's credit card recipe I found in my apartment through being left behind during an illegal entrace when I was in hospital, I gave a copy to my Social Worker for her to help me find a Lawyer so I can take the person to Court. I also got the paper work off my Social Worker to apply for subsidized housing with the Government, I still got to find a way to get rid of my tools since I don't think I will be going back to work with them, and they take up too much room in my apartment. I have no contacts to sell them, I guess eventually something will come up to get rid of them. I am constantly throughing stuff out trying to down size what I have in my apartment, a lot of stuff I do not need or use any more, I have a lot of old paper work I could get rid of too, but that will take time to sort through. I have a piece of art sketched on a canvas through inspiration from the media personality that got me arrested for harrassment. In a way I do not want to do the art with trowel work and in a way I still want to do it, it is just that I am still confused over the arrest because I felt I was led on a bit and did not hallucinate the radio and TV. I am left with no answers just confused and not knowing what to believe. I guess at times their are no answers and I am left hanging high and dry with not knowing what to believe. If the media personality had not lied about her wedding band in the very beginning during a broadcast, she said it meant nothing when she is married, I would never have contacted her and tried to charm her,hence never been arrested! I always seemed to get done in no matter what I took upon myself.I shed many a tear like a water fall over getting arrested for I always tried to stay on the right side of the law, it is still hard to handle at times.

2010-08-14T05:16:00.018-04:00

It Was My Birthday On Friday August 13th 2010, I Got The Camera Up The Butt In Colonoscopy And Spend Time With My Mother As I Turned The Big 50

The image is the birthday card my Mother gave, it is from Sentimental Studios, Toronto Canada, the words inside the card are really something special, Mum always touches my heart in special ways. For the start of my birthday, I was up early to make to the hospital for my 8:30 appointment at the hospital to get screaned again in colonoscopy, it was pretty well nothing to eat or drink for 24hours and drinking a solution to clean out my intestinal track and all before the exam. As it turned out I did not even have a pallup this time around, never mind worrying if my pallups were precancerous again. So as it turns out I am not due in colonoscopy again for two years. I was suppose to have an escort home after the exam but I have no one really to turn to. They have strick rules now for post exam now so the Doctor got a Social worker to get me a taxi voucher to get me home after I complained I could not afford the $25 taxi ride on my welfare budget, The hospital staff would not let me go home by the Montreal tranport system with my buspass by my self due to risk of possible fainting like others. After I got home I ate two grilled cheese sandwickes then headed over to see my Mother. We met at the mall where she bought some new jeans for me for my birthday. Funny how Mum went through her labour pains to bring me into this world, always had to pop a bill over the years for this and that to help me through my adult life of poverty, and now she is talking about taking out a prearranged funeral arrangement for me along with a proper will before she passes away in old age for she turns 81 this year. It is like I have to will my stuff to the city dump site, their is no off spring to will it to. I do not know what I will do when old age catches up on my Mum, she is the only person I have to really talk to, my brother is always so busy with his wife, child and work. I end up fantasing about a carreer woman falling in love with me for some stupid reason and having the oppitunity to be a artist house husband as her tax right off somehow. It is like all the good woman are happily married with man and family and I am always alone all the time except when I go to see my Mother or hospital program for something to do. I spent most of my adult life alone wishing to have a Lady at my side, then I ended up getting arrested for harrassment trying to charm an established carreer woman in the media and then have to go through Court Ordered injections all over again as I grow old alone. I miss trying to charm a Lady. This apartment was suppose to be a new start and beginning, now I am really lonely, fustrated and pissed off what life dished me out. I do not have any room to do any more art for I have no place to put it and can not sell any. Funny how much deep thinking one can do pre turning 50, and I still look young for my age with no hope of getting out of poverty. A Nurse at the hospital always said I was good looking but it got me no where with a real lady. It is in me to die of a heart attack after Mum passes away because I could not tolerate being totally alone with no one to phone every day or never hear my phone ring again, I am not going down with cancer that easily with having no precancer pallups this time around in colonoscopy. I got to think a bit in my lonely fustration, my parents were landed immigrants to this country and I have no else to turn to after Mum passes away, she keeps reminding me she is getting older and will not always be there for me. Ironically, Hema-Quebec called me, they need my blood again. There is a local blood drive here in the mall in my community, it is like take it all and let me die giving blood. Humans are social animals, and when a human has no other humans to socialize with, life loses it meaning!!!! I do not have the guts to take my own life, but just want to die a lot of the time with having no other human to really spend time with, loneliness and poverty is strange company, I even got in trouble while going to University trying to reach out and communicate with fellow students to over come being alone all the time, it why I feel unwanted most of the time. There is no money to go to school anymore, it did give me some meaning as a social being. In one way it is strange how I do not need the likes of viagra yet at my age and the Court Ordered injection medication has the tendancy to dampen sexual drive, I still get to jurk myself to sleep every now and again fantasing about banging bone with a real lady love. .....will write some more later.

2010-08-05T21:35:00.002-04:00

Just Getting The Extra Paramidal Effects Under Control With My New Psychiatrist

So Here I be Fighting off extra paramidal Effects off and was not doing too good around the apartment. Trying to figure out what to do with all my tools, getting resty piping cleaned up by the Landlored through getting the bathroom faucet changed/repaired. The Doctor reduced my medication and made the injection for a longer time period, so I am proned to do more around the apartment instead of laying down and closing my eyes to make the EPSE go away. My place needs totally cleaned still from being closed up for four months while I was in hospital and I got too much stuff for this size of apartment, I need a locker for my tools ans other containers that I do not need in my apartment right now, and I did build up paper work with art and school at the University.I did not even get to do my taxes with being in hospital. Here I am trying to pick up the pieces of my life again after the state and Psychiatrists took control at the Tribunal back in January. I am starting to play guitar again at home in the evening and here I am writing my blog about it now. I have repaired some clay pieces of art the broke, they where unfired so easy to repair with water and a bit of fixing.I got to start eating better tooo, I have not been keeping a decent diet due to depression accompioning the ESPE......till LATER

2010-07-21T17:20:00.006-04:00

In Between My Bouts Of Extra Paramidal Side Effects, I Practice Certain Songs On My Guitar While Singing

I did this sketch some time ago at a friend's place and I am using it for this posting. There are four songs that I am really practicing on guitar while singing the lyrics. The four songs are, Redemption Song by Bob Marley, Blowing in the Wind,the theme song from the movie Doctor Zhivago La Chanson de Lara, and Keep the Home Fires Burning for the Troops in Afghanistan. I played a lot of guitar while in hospital recently and it is thanks to the hospital music therapist and the lessons I was given that I have advanced on guitar the way I have. How I fell into singing, well it just came to me while I was learning how to play guitar. I could do with a voice coach and help around my singing but it does make me feel good to sing and play. For the song Keep the Home Fires Burning for the Troops in Afghanistan to come home, I changed the song somewhat to include the female gender as it is a old WWI song according to my deceased Father. I have no one to practice my music with so I just plug away on my own except for when I attend the out patient music group at the hospital. I do try my hand a writing music as well and I bought a capo this time I was in hospital and I play around with that as well sometimes. I really enjoy playing around with my music even if I do not spend time with another musician around my home, just the hour and a half in the hospital music group once per week. I do some finger picking as well on the guitar along with playing around with my mouth recorder in the hospital music group. Inspiration comes to me in various ways and it feels good to produce in music even if it is on my own for its theraputic value. So till next time I write take care all.

2010-07-15T14:27:00.005-04:00

Extra Paramidal Side Effects Are Hampering My Life Due To Court Ordered Injections

Here I am struggling with side effects from the medication I am forced to take as a result of getting arrested for harrasment charges due to a media personality I tried communicating with. Here I am alone trying to sort out the side effects with the hospital, I was at the hospital emergency the other day due to the side effects that are constant muscle contractions on my lower torso up to my mouth. It is hard to do anything with these attacks of contractions, I am even coping with them as I try and write. So I am just making a small entry for now as I try and cope with my situation.....till later.......The side effect medication is not stopping the contractions, just like the last time I was on injections through the Courts when I was mouthing off about gyprock over plaster installations in homes and apartments. If I had not got arrested for harassment, I would not have had the Tribunal hearing where I blew my cork with what the Doctor wrote about me, hence I disrupted proceedings at the Tribunal and got hospitalized and forced into Court ordered injections of medication for schizophrenia.

Mum has been good to me through it all and even attended the Tribunal hearing to get me discharged from Hospital.

2010-07-02T15:07:00.003-04:00

Belated Birthday for Canada, I Could Not get Blogger to Open Up On the 1st Of July, Went Around It Another Way Today, So Here Is A Scan Of My Little Canadian Flag.

2010-06-27T02:01:00.014-04:00

Due To The Nature Of My Being, I Have My Early Sunday Morning Prayer Vigil, For G20 Security Police and Shop Owners That Got Sabotaged In Toronto!

Absolutely crazy what went on in Toronto at the G20 Summit, these Anachrists must be stopped, obviously they are youths just out looking for trouble! I would hate to be the shop owners that have to pick up the pieces of their business' after violent acts were committed against their livelyhood. The problems in the World today that World Leaders have to contend with and these Anachrists that have cost Canadian tax payers a fortune in sabotage. By the looks of these rebel Anachrists and their age, I was in college committing my life to the way of the uniform and being a tax payer at the same age. The stupidity of it, lighting Police cars on fire, don't people realize the burning cars can explode, thank our blessing that the Police cars did not explode during the burning time before the way was secured for the Fire Department to handle the mess. As reported on the News, Toronto is usually a city of peaceful protest, these Anachrist that were caught should get 25 years of Federal time for industrial sabotage!!! Here in this morning News, some peaceful protesters were arrested, it is all so complicated, in a park after 11 at night can get you trouble here in Montreal. It is the hooligans that do the damage to business' and property that have to be controlled with extreme measures. News teams had their vehicles damaged as well, where do these black bloc members get the money to be Anachrists and arrive at summits, they are the terror of peaceful protest! Here the Commissioner of the Ontario Provincial Police is saying on the News that black bloc are oraganized crime, still what do they do to finance themselves. I can not get financing for any thing and I am in debt with living in poverty most of my adult life. Almost 6 hundred arrests now, the cost to process these people through the courts, really how does one get a Lawyer mid day on a Sunday? So people do get Lawyers in the detention center in Toronto, still why don't people just listen to the Police to make things easier, like the media is saying the Police know who the main trouble makers are with their protest weaponary. In past posts I wrote things perhaps I should not have written out of paranoia and fustration with illegal entrance into my apartment, I still got the credit card receipt to prove it, someone left it behind! I gave a copy of the credit card receipt to my last resort income Officer when I signed my last declaration, hopefully through the banks and the courts it will settle out, all that I went through I certainly did not turn into an Anachrist, and I just get told I am delusional and hallucinate the News were I get my information from, partly of what transpired around me as an Internet Artist/Writer that never could amount to anything no matter what I did to get ahead in life. Then again certain politicians did single me out for comment as I caught clips of in the media. I even went to see my local Federal elected official over illegal enterance into my apartment and it amounted to nothing, I only have good intentions in my heart and still want to make something of myself with my capacity as a person with schizophrenic issues as I put it. Some times I feel unwanted due to certain comments by politicians about my situation, and it did lead my astray somewhat in my writingas with the stupidity of my life and the stigma that resulted around my Internet presence. Somewhere out there the answer is blowing in the wind and truths will come out as I pray for justice for all concerned in life's struggles. Little Note: I finally arranged for dental work being on me through the dental students at the Royal Victoria Hospital, and my last resort income dental card, thanks to having dental pain while in hospital this past hitch when I was in hospital.

2010-06-24T18:21:00.004-04:00

Fete Nationale In Quebec, Canada, So I Took A 3D Scan Of My Quebec Flag For Posting

I was alone all day with my extra paramidal side effects for my Province's Fete Nationale where we celebrate what it means to be a Quebecois, born in or landed immigrant to Quebec. I watched a lot of TV News on the G8-G20 summit and what is going on in and around Toronto. I have to stand by the Police objective to keep the area secure for the summit, just hope people will not turn violent in protest. I should find a TV station for my Fete Nationale which I am doing now. So I found something on ARTV!

2010-06-21T11:42:00.019-04:00

This piece of art was done while in hospital this passed winter and spring, me searching for answers for what became of my life. Minimal budget with Quebec last resort income and my disability pension. It is like what the hell am I suppose to do with the rest of my life. I put Google advertizing back on my blog to add to the astectics of my blog, rumours always seem to float around me, and at times I do not know what to believe. It is even hard for me to find the words to write, I am rather dumb founded how my life turned out as I am approaching my birthday to savoir the big 50 day. Quarter century later in psychiatry as a patient and not much of a life to speak of....let me find some words....Oh yea, I found something to do when I get my cheque, sketching a model and a vine and cheese after, I am seriously going to invest the $15. Then there is this sketch of a bare breasted statuette that I want to do at the Royal Victoria Hospital here in Montreal, my kick on doing the human form as an Artist. Then I got about ten pictures left on my recent role of black and white film, it puts a dent in the monthly budget getting the film developed......so my hobbies get me by so that it seems like I am accomplishing something in the arts. When I attended the hospital art group on the last day of the semester, the teacher gave me some clay to work, I am suppose to be doing an owl from a Henry Moore owl image in a art book. I got his owl photocopied as a sample and do intend to work on it, just so much to catch up on around the apartment with it being dorment for four months while the Tribunal put me away in hospital for my anger, but I did get a new Psychiatrist out of it........I am on

Court Ordered injections for the second time in my life, and live out the extra paramidal side effects as part of it. Sure there is side effect medication, but it does not always work. It is an inconvience and a real pain when I get an on slaught of them. Funny how women seem to get a kick out of getting males arrested for harassment, since it happen to me, I have got to hear tales of what other males have gone through with the same thing, in one case it was a guy's ex-wife that did it to him over the kids, here I have no children with anyone, just asked the wrong person to be my art manager, and besides the hospital said I hallucinated everything on TV. I should have been sent a notice by registered mail to back off my communications before getting arrested. I got off from criminal charges due to a mental disorder, and the hospital says I even hallucinate my "Tokyo Rose" radio show, as I dubbed this other Lady's radio broadcast! Hence the Court Ordered injections of medication and the Tribunal hearing again in six months to make sure I am still no longer a threat to society, a fucken joke little old me a threat to society......I cried myself to sleep over this in and out of hospital......the stupidity of my fucken life.......I am aware that blackmail floated around me to do me in long before this event in my life......"C'est la vie" as we say in French.

2010-06-18T22:52:00.006-04:00

Somewhere Out There, A Rainbow Has My Name On It To Succeed At Something, Even If It Is At Sun Set!

Stand by while I work on this post, so here I am throwing out old clothes and selling off tools to downsize and prepare to find a place to live that does not have a pigeon septic tank of excretement on my window sill all the time, and I am checking out somemore McGill research to put a couple of bills in my pocket. How do I go about explaining my life, tired of not turning a bill for my labours, yea the artistic life, it is like it is all for nothing put stocking pileing art. At least I am not like western Canada under heavy rains and mud slides loosing everything. I turned over a deal for my carpenter's belt, like my associate said, you do not get them like that anymore, and the piece of equipement is hardly used, just needs on replacement rivit in the leather work for the hammer hook on one side. I got a guy lined up too for buying some sockets etc, he works on trains keeping people and goods transported on the steel rail I guess, according to our limited conversation. A fortune in tools I could never get me to make money, may the next man that uses them to raise a child to work the forge of material science like I always did. Time for my nappy poo for the evening, it has been a long day picking up the pieces of my life!!!

2010-06-10T19:18:00.007-04:00

Here I Am At Home Finally Discharged From The Hospital, Trying To Figure Out How To Pick Up The Pieces Of My Life

Here I am no better off than when I went into hospital. My place is to small for all my stuff and I am left kind of heart broken. Like my Parole Officer said, I should never have been arrested for harrassment. C'est la vie, having no one to turn to. Psychiatrist say I am delusional and hallucinate radio and TV. I only have my Mum to converse with now that I am out of hospital, and she keeps reminding me that she is getting older and will not be around for ever. Grant you I am still part of the hospital program on certain days of the week, but I have no one to turn to in between times. It is like I am growing old alone, all I have is my TV for the News, the radio for music and my partly sabotaged computer. It is like I want to fall in love with someone and start my life over somewhere. I can not even have my beer any more due to the medication, all I really know is shattered dreams and it hurts. I do not really know what to write at this point..... I will let it ride for a bit until I collect my thoughts and figure out what to write. Here I am back writing, really I am turning the big 50 in two months, I will be getting the camera up the butt in colonscopy on my birthday, it is like happy birthday and here you get reamed out! The image in this posting is a piece of art I did in hospital while asking myself what is it all for? Now that I am all depressed about my life, the Psychiatrist will probally prescribe more pills or do something like putting me back in hospital. Update: Monday June 14th 2010, So here I am getting the feet under me again picking up the pieces of my life after being in hospital for close to four months, I am just making a little note on how I am controling depression from setting in. I am sorting through my stuff and throwing out a lot of things I do not use any more and making more room in my apartment. It is surprizing how I can safe stuff and it creates clutter, it is like I got room to to take in some stuff I have inherited from my Father's passing away, this task I have taken upon myself is keeping my mind busy and I am not proned to feeling depressed. I got the hospital group tomorrow, appairently we are going out to lunch together for an outing, will write more later.

2010-06-06T18:53:00.006-04:00

Did Some Work For Mum On This Weekend Pass From Hospital, Then Some Work at home!

I fixed up one of Mum's air conditioners and cleaned up her balcony with a scrub brush, all the winter car exhaust and dirt got lifted, along with her patio door track cleaned, repaired her summer screen and put a filter on the out side suction to the air conditioner, it was good to work for Mum, I also got her sewing machine going, it was Mum that sewed the filter material around the spring loaded coat hanger clip I made. Then I started the long haul of picking up the pieces around my place......till later....I am getting out of hospital on Thursday and will still be part of the hospital program for a bit. I got to get my tools working some to get out of poverty and get a bigger place or a locker where I live. My art alone has built up and I have no room for it all. It will cost me $170 a month more for a 3 1/2 apartment instead of my present 2 1/2, I do not know what to do at this point.

2010-05-31T19:33:00.005-04:00

Psychiatrists Are Like Ass Wipe, Suck Holeing off Each Other's Fuck Ups, Like My Lawyer Said To Me in an legalistic way At My Tribunal Hearing Today, "The Hospital Will Not Admit The Truth Around You!" Then Again Psychiatrists can not even get My Number Of Hospitalizations Right In Another Province At A Tribunal Hearing!!!

So They can meet my King Cobra on the Internet, art was done while in hospital and is not finished yet!!! I am home for a over night pass!!!

Love Sent At Front Lines, desgrapency, with top Miitaty Officer, it is like where love goes in isolation to solve the problem through pillow talk afterwards for survival, just a certain point of view from what my life became as a person with an isolated stressful life surrounding my schizophrenia, I fell in love for a survival tatctics in a way, and may have got done in for it, I am humoured in some sort of way the for what is coming onto his shoulders, I always fell in love with a person in sort of way that became associated wth my life, through the diverse parts of my life as an person with some sort of schizophenia, I relate to an old movie with the sniper fire from World War Two a lot, it was a war scnce in a Russian Sniper Hero defending a city in a battle storey and he fell in love with his best female sniper!It is just a thought, I am still a lonely Trooper!

So hewre I am on my second over night stay nat home, I do not know what to do at times, I knew could turn a decent bill working my tools, it was like my tools never could make money, but I certainly know how to used my tools, them never could make m could never make money, I was just good at it as a schizo, perhaps some people hated it, I turning fifty this year, got a grey hairs over too much sabotage! Funny how my Psychiatrist said I can be a real jurk at times, I agreed and told him ever since I stood up for the National Building Code , basically because I have been jurked around some much while trying to earn a living! I remember once I got an old friend through a semester in University when the recession was so bad the students could not get work soe their was no work paper work for loans and bursaries. I was looking for a man to work with over a over room contract I landed, we teamed up self employed on my contract for the summer and coworker got back to school in the fall. He said to me, where did you learn all this stuff that we were doing, And I responded this Canadian coast Guard papers, I wrote my 4th class stationary steam paper off my marine paper years back here in Quebec.

2010-05-17T14:40:00.004-04:00

Just A Little Update

Here I am still part of the Hospital inpatient program, and slipped a bit on the ward with my anger. Someone on the ward sabotaged some of my personal preperty on the ward and I blew my cork and got put back on the closed side of the ward for a bit. I is like snakes and ladders a bit and I slid down my snakey angry path and I am now trying to work up the ladder for priviliges again on the ward. I cooled my jets a bit through talk therapy with the student Nurses that are doing their stages on the ward. I am also going to get to the hospital Dentist this week in the hospital to be seen by the student Dentists program in the Montreal General Hospital. As it turns out my Psychiatrist tols me to bit mytongue at my up coming Tribunal hearing to get out of hospital. Things are being handled professionally, for I also gave the hospital staff a copy of the credit card reciept that was left in my apartment during an illegal entrance. Like my Mum says to me, all things work out in the end with honesty.....till I get writing again for I must get back to my hospital ward...... May 18th 2010-Time passes quickly on the hospital ward and the Doctor said the staff is pround of how I control my anger on the ward, it can be very fustrating on a psychiatric ward. With being part of what the Allan hospital calls the Reinsertion program for inpatients we are kept busy. In the morning meeting for the group we all come up with a positive phrase and write it on the chaulk board, the phrase I came up this morning with was, walk in stride with the march of the day. Then we gathered in large room for a relaxation group. We limber up doing some stretching exercises then try to relax in silence for a bit, on the second leg of the relaxation group we listen to a relaxation tape. The various groups that we have while working with a Nurse, takes away the effect of being what is like a house arrest with not being allowed off hospital property until my review at the Tribunal at the end of the month, it is really stupid how I got arrested for supposing to harass a media personality. I just got to shut my mouth at the Tribunal and let the Angels of Mercy work for me at my hearing, so that I will be free again and not have to stay in hospital. It is getting and I must be back oon the ward for 3 pm so I will sign off for now again.I wrote some things I should not have wrote about association to the Harper family, Which I retract and will erase when I find it, it came out the wrong way with anger due to PM Harper singling me out for comments which I am told I hallucinated. I just have these childhood memories of dealing with a Haper in the school yard amoung other things, sorry for the problems caused.
Update: May 27th 2010, here I am being patient as my second Tribunal hearing comes upon me. With all going well at this hearing after the hospital stay since January, I will be discharged on Monday May 31st 2010 with the blessings of the Tribunal. The Doctor and staff feel confortable with my state of mind right now, at least I admit I have a bit of an anger problem at this point in my life. I never ever thought that I would get arrested for anything, I guess I just approached the wrong person to be my art manager, and then try to charm the person. Nothing ever did seem to work out right for me ever since I became a person diagnosed with schizophrenia. I will be getting a new Doctor to work with if I indeed get discharged on the 31st. Part of my anger problem evolved from working with the last Doctor I had as an out patient, it is like she called me delusional for everything, hallucinating the class room at University, the coffee shop and like everything else inclusive of radio and TV. Then again I know better than thinking that way, I did not hallucinate the class room if I can pass the University course and order a coffee to drink and pay for it. With Dad passing away before Christmas, I got my work cut out for me to help take care of Mum with the likes of putting in her air conditioner and stuff like that. My Doctor suggested that I have my Mum come and vouch for me at the hearing on Monday, and Mum agreed to come to the hearing. I am back on injectable medication and only take the side effect medication for my Extra Paramidal Side Effects. Anyway we will see how it goes Monday and I just got to keep my cool at the hearing and I will be a free man again with getting discharged from the hospital, while maintaining my appointments for my injection every two weeks. so till later.....

2010-05-01T14:51:00.002-04:00

Finally, Getting Access And On A Computer While On Hospital Property As I Have My Extended Stay At The Montreal Allan Hospital!

I did have an image to post with this set of writings, but it was getting too complicated figuring out the hospital scanner. I am doing my art and practicing my guitar like usual for a hospital stay. Due to the Quebec Government Tribunal hearings around me and my harrassment charges I faced after trying to charm a Lady, I ended up on Court ordered injections during my hospital stay. With all things coming to pass, I should be releaesed from hopital soon with my present Pyschiatriist going to bat for me in the Courts. Any way, besides the point, what I wanted to relate in this blog posting was how I viewed a TV documentry about the Montreal Neurological Insitute when they got hooked up with a famous Musician to do a study of the brain and how music effects brain patterns through the Insitute's brain imaging equipment. What really caught my thought on this subject was how I started to think about the TV program I watched while playing my guitar in hospital and experiencing my apparition-hallucination type spots of different coloured lights on the neck of my guitar while getting a strong rythmitic groove going while I am practicing. To me, this would be really interesting to get the same type of brain scan done when I go into this euphoric type state of creative energy banging out my own musical interlude free style. I will be trying to look into this and will be continueing this post later, I need a break from the computer and a breath of fresh air, and my Extra Pyramidal Side Effects are acting up a bit right now as to the injections I am faced taking that have the tendance to make the EPSE come about...till later....Doc GM2
Update: Saturday May 8th 2010; So here I am stuck in the Allan Memorial Institude under a form of house arrest with not being allowed to leave hospital property. On June 1st 2010 I have my Tribunal hearing to get discharged, time to put on a shirt and tie again while being present infront of a Judge with my Lawyer, Mum already made sure I had my shirt and tie, my second family tartan from Scotland, clothes I am being passed from Dad's passing before Christmas. Any way time is passing really fast while being part of the reinsertion hospital program as an inpatient. The Nurse that runs the group is really someone special, her sense of humour and ability to handle my yapping mouth is real hit in group. Then with playing my guitar around the hospital property I ended up jamming with an African Canuck on the drums with his portable jambie. He took a liking to my guitar playing due to my song selection, for my gentle giant is close to my age, he could even use me for his morning curls as a weight lifter with the dedication he put into building his muscles, and it is really fun how I can make him chuckle with my yappy humour. We plan to have our little-big duet play around summer Bar-BQs etc somehow, for beer and cigarette money. Any way it is time for me to get back to the ward to teach my student Nurse interpatient relations with my mouthy yapping abilities. Starting May 10th for a week, the Canadian Nurses Association is paid there repect for how they are their for the community the whole. Their web site is http://www.cna-nurses.ca/

2010-04-17T14:46:00.005-04:00

At Times I am Dumb Founded, Like Being Caught In A Steel Cable Snare Along The River Bank, Certain Media Women Touch my Heart With What I have Been Through, And How They Acknowledge I Have Basic Human Needs As They Have Themselfs!

I do not have much time today, I am home again from the Hospital on a pass for the day and have to be back for supper. I am still trying to pick up the pieces of my life and apartment after being dragged through the Courts and Tribunal preceedings for harrassment charges when trying to charm someone with my artistic ways. It is like their is a whole school of intellictual female gold fish in the eager Beaver Lake, just to make sure I do not get done in or sabotaged. My Tokyo Rose Lady for example, as I dubbed her, is really some one special on the radio waves, a strong artistic influence with heavy minded muscle, women with mega brain power always stole my heart. After all the Court Psychologist on his report on me said I was above average intelligence, hence I have a liking for compatible female intelligencia, and several have reached out to me with concerns of the heart, too bad a woman tried to have me put away on harassement charges, now real female media intelligencia is trying to make things up to me with concerns for the heart, got to sign off to carry on like a wayward son maintaining the integrity of my hell of a fox hole of engineering demise with a artist front!!!!!!!!!!!! Update: April 18th 2010; I finally got the English transcript of the Tribunal hearing, which started from harrassment charges put on me by a woman, like a Nurse and everyone else says, I do not harass people, so the woman that got me arrested for trying to charm you, why don't you send me back the art and music I bought of my company and sent to you, you want nothing to do with me, why keep the art I sent you. Like my Parole Officer said, I should never have been arrested, obviously you set out to do in my art career instead of giving it a boost! I have to live with the Tribunal saying in its proceeding that I am a threat to society, Oh yea I forgot, whistle blowers become a threat to a corrupt political regime, even my blood test on first being hospitalized on Jan 20th 2010, street drugs were not found in my blood test as the Tribunal stated how I was on drugs and hallucinating more and more. The Psychiatrist testifing against me has been part of American psychiatric research money here in Montreal, so go figure! The second image of the gold fish was done on my camera by a friend with her photographic eye, her website is located
at: http://www.viragemobiliervertlaventure.jimdo.com/

2010-04-11T11:40:00.034-04:00

Item in the News: Montreal woman of ethnic background gets tickets on false alarm police call in Montreal neighbourhood.

My dear Lady, I would like to reach out to you, Montreal Police have been called on me many a time when I was standing up for the Canadian National Building Code. You always co-operate with Police or else. I usually always did and got strapped to a bed in Psychiatry any way. One time I stood up out of my chair at the scene of the incident, and shot of my yapping mouth in an Officer's face because I did not like what he said to me. Before I could blink a eye, I was turned around by force, up against the wall and hand cuffs briskley cranked on my wrists so fast I did not no what hit me!!! I have worked closely with Montreal Police in certain ways, I bet the whole incident would have been different with you if a polite innocent tone was used, and a female officer was present, they always had a way of sweet talking me in stressful situations. In a way be grateful you did not get the cuffs cranked on your wrists tightly as they loved to do to me for practice for extreme situations. After seeing the News, I am really proud of you for protecting your lungs with your neck scarf with the dust in the wind as you said on the News, with me knowing the Police well, as they know me well, you have to feel for them too! They have to make and are trained to make snap decisions in stressful situations answering Police calls, as I well know. May I say, next time if it ever happens, ask politely to put your back to the wind, remove your lung protection, give ID and ask how you may help them, it always worked for me. After all, they know how fast I can move and are prepared for it, I accidently touched a Police Officer once, I was in the corner of a building so fast with my face to the wall, cuffing cranking practice on me again! Really, I did not even know who cranked the cuffs, the male or female officer! They usaully had a smile for me when I was getting strapped to a bed in Psychiatry again. Just God/Allah bless you and the Police! Little ending note: I never complained how tight the cuffs were cranked on my wrists, you kind of want to rub your wrists in a massage after! One time I had a female Police Officer worried she would get accused of drinking on the job when I split my galss of beer on her uniform, Montreal Police really know me and my yapper of a mouth! One time I had a Male Officer rubbing his scalp and saying Jesus over and over again I thought Jesus was going to appear, he had told me to take my medication, so I did and washed it down with my beer and then kept on yapping my case to him! He left me in peace like a really hero! The only time I got nailed for drinking and driving was on my ten speed bicycle, I got ticket the ticket for not looking boths way before going through a deserted red light, never drove a motorized vechical with a beer in me, I did not yap my mouth that time, I was more or less told to shut up or I will get nailed for drinking and driving! I have just been reminded, that ten speed bike incident, they wanted to nail me with a speeding ticket, but it was too hard to expalin! A special little note about my last girl friend, I really fell in love with her, she called yesterday and we talked, ironic how health issues can cause really severe problems in a realationship. She had liver problems causing mood swings as a side effect of her condition. We argued a lot due to this and I was standing up for the National Building Code at the same time. Thanks to Canadian medical liver research she has successful healed in her liver condition, and is so much better, she now lives back at home with her Father and is ages with me, I even got a visit from her today and had someone to talk to for a bit, it was really nice and she is still looking good, more like better than ever thanks to her medical treatment she recieved for her liver ailment, so much went on during those years it is really hard to relate it all!!! I made a comment about valium being addictive, I got some feed back on that, the drug it self may not be so addictive, it is the pill popping effect to calm on down and relax, the same way I can chill and relax having a cigarette. Black market valium in horse cap 500 mg are often availible for cocaine users so they can wind down and finally get some sleep. I was janitor of a rooming house for a bit where crack cocaine was just floating at one point, so I got clued in about a few things! Even way back a Social Worker at the Hospital said to me, watch those pills of yours, drug dealers like using them for cut for cocaine sales. I have had pills disappear out of my medicine cabnet or my kitchen counter when people were around over beers. Cocaine can be diluted in water and shot into a vaine just like heroine, I have had to pick up old surgnes on the job in buildings, evictions are often due to unpaided rent due to drug users that fed addictions before any thing else. One time working for a building owner, I was really pissed, picking up leaves and old papers in a spring or fall , I just missed a old suringe in the mess, I was wearing my leather based work gloves and the spot was across the street from a local Montreal hospital! At times where my guitar led me, you can catch people shooting up! Second hand smoke from crack cocaine is also addictive, you can start craving a puff, then one thing leads to another, I have seen it first hand, or the line, I want to turn you on to something! I am presently in the hospital at the Allan with someone who is diabetic and she said in a discussion, even I need a protective work place for my insuline, people get the wrong impression when she has to take her medication. Glass stems are also used for crack cocaine, the coke, or rock is sat in the tip of the glass stem and a bic lighter put to it, or sat in a pipe on top of cigarette ash as a filter. I know to much knocking around poverty all my life. Bread and spoons are used in heroine use, the bread acts as a filter for inpure cut in the heroine, first time heroine users often vomite, like the first tobacco use on me, I took sick rolling some of my Father's tobacco and having my first cigarette down by the house furnace to hide from my Mother, I was a teenager wanting to like my Father and have a smoke. The breaking News of the death of another Canadian soldier and a injury in Afghanistan compelles me to wrote more, even Russians attorities were pissed when they stopped 10 million of heroine in trucks going into their own lands leaving the mountains of Afghanistan, it is a whole international issue and Internet pharmacuetical drug trade all intertwined for addictions of all sorts. I once saw a homeless teenager on a Montreal Metro car, feeding his addiction with a suringe infront of everyone, no shame, just dazed and confused on the floor in ragged clothes, shooting up. I once had a conversations at different times with couple of people, making good money and lost everything to a spouce with a cocaine addiction, the ensueing problems tears families apart. One ended up in Kington pen hell hole after being so argry, he did in the drug dealer that fed his wife the cocaine, when he could not pay the bill for her addiction, she was found in a dumpster. Just the other day chatting up a woman on the bus sitting next to me, when we got off the bus together, she admitted she does cocaine, she said it was good cocaine, I responded with, how can Columbia and Mexico supply the whole free world with cocaine, they do not have enough to go around, you do not knowing what you are doing. I just picked up my mouth recorder and my tune the Haunted Pipe, then gentle weeped with my guitar playing "Keep the Home Fires Burning", I kind of inserted the words in my head, ....I will keep the home fires burning.....just for the men and women serving in Afghanistan! I just have my own little vigil as an apprentice theologian back home., I got my song too, called "The Allied Forces of Mothearth", just for them on my guitar!!!!!!!!!!!! Time is nearing an end at home for my pass from the hospital, I hope people find my time on my blog well served, addictions units are all part of the hospital system, I have served time with some being treated for addictions on the psychiatric ward, me as a little schizo shaman from an early religious vision, and piecing parts of my life where I found meaning and a place writing, a story of a rich quality teenage home life with role model parents, then an adult life of mostly poverty struggling between theology and psychiatry in my own way while building a life as an engineering technician on psychiatric medication for schizophrenia, it was a mystical road of knowledge self attained through a labour of love to make something of my self again post graduation from from the very special Canadian Coast Guard College that strengthen my roots in engineering from my Father's early teaching around the house, car and gasoline lawnmore maintaince to my own first bicycle repairing flat tires and keeping a chain and spockets oiled on the bike,the more expensive graphite powder came later when I could sometimes afford it. An African Canuck neighbour of mine from down the street really touched my heart just now, coming home from the a store on the street, he told me people are glad of what I wrote, he knows poverty and psychiatry like me!

2010-04-10T15:47:00.000-04:00

A Delicate Work Of Art Just To Join The Polish Community In Mourning, During My Wee Bio-Fuel Oil Lamp Prayer For Them.

(A 3D Scan of a preserved rose, adjusted through computer graphics)

2010-04-09T16:04:00.020-04:00

With The Anniversary Of The WWI Battle Of Vimy Ridge For Canadian War Heros Being Today, I am Posting This Little Rose Punnette In Memory Of All That Served In Great Honour For Freedom In That Battle Of Days Gone By!

Stand by while this post is being put together, note I got a piece of dirt on my scanner glass, more cleaning to do which I will get to! Going to my Mother's for dinner, then re-scanning to get a speckle of dirt on my image out!!! After all the idustrial sabotage my scanner needs over hauled too, as I discovered coming home to my computer from my Mother's dining room table. For my Canadian Military, as God gave to Moses an incense formula, God gave me a Bio-fuel formula which includes burning my urine with residual medication for heat energy, included comes a hood to collect exhaust fumes over the burning oil lamp which could one day fuel an aircraft carrier for our sovereignty and Native Canadian Arctic havesting rights with Northern Nations! As my Grandfather survived the Battle of Somme, France, and raised my Father during WWII, then he did his research to serve the Canadian Military, after he served his apprenticeship in Scottish ship yards in WWII, now I carry on my Father's work to be there as an Engineering Technologist for the Canadian Military under industrial sabotage!!! Oh yea then there are Native Northern Persons manning PT type gun boats, maintaining Canadian Arctic Sovernty...I am a bad speller...do not mine me....With the melting of arctic ice, and shipping lanes opening up, it still has to be policed by a Canadian Military presence for pollution control and the Canadian Shipping Act. With Canadian Coast Guard and RCMP operations, if a ship does not stop for us, we call in a a Naval Destroyer to fire a warning shot in front of the ship's bow!!! Then with Montreal Super Hospitals being built, we still have to fuel boiler rooms! I got good marks in the Canadian Coast Guard College for thermodynamic calculations, I know that much. I made Mum and Dad really proud when they came to my graduation from college, it was a very special occasion for them, like Father like Son. I remember the slander I went through over my Coast Guard College graduation, now tell that to my Mother! The college pin I wear on my "Hound Dog" hat, was sent to me when I blew the whistle on a corrupt American business man here in Montreal, at a College reunion on the out skirts of Ottawa, in a discussion, apparently I was the only one that got sent the pin. The pin was sent to me when I busted the American business man with Revenue Canada. At one time, the company name had Military contracts when my Father was kicking butt for high standards for Military contractors.

2010-03-31T14:57:00.015-04:00

Here I Am Still In The Allan Memorial Insitute Of Montreal As A Patient In Psychiatry, Out Again On A Pass After A Long Period Of Not Being Out, Images Are Art I Did In Hospital Based on A Flower In The Hospital Music Room And A Landscape From One Of Art History's Great Masters Hanging in The Ward's Conference Room.

Here I am sorting out some of my affairs at the University while out on an afternoon pass from the Allan. Got over alot of my anger from being yanked out of society at the Tribunal I had to attend. When I got paper work back from the Tribunal and getting clued in on what was going on, I settled down a bit. Here I am on a computer in a computer shop close to the University getting a blog posting up and written a bit. I have decided to now use the Artist signature Doc GM (squared) after adding Mickeal to my pen name in rememberance of my Grandfather. Time is precious and I must to a search in Google on the medication I will soon be put on,, more or less looking for mental health consumer information on the medication....till I get back writting my blog ......later....Back to working and maintaining my Studio engineering technology shop, here it is Saturday April 3rd 2010, home from the hospital again for the day, the guitar got the spring tune up, now it is time for "My Betties", the computer, making sure what works due to all the dust and grime in my place from Detroit Rock City blowing off the St Lawerance from the jet stream, hooking on the building protruding section and blowing in my window. I got my fine vacuum hose on my vacuum cleaning nossal, just got to watch the heat on my motor so it does not over heat with my nozzle modification and vacuum out my computer. Next to do, I think I am going to make a small room filter at my computer cooling fan suction located in the back. I know inside needs cleaned so now is to shut down and spring clean my computer named Betties,... so long for now.....An hour later or so and I am altogether again. Made like a skirt/filter of teary cloth hanging over the back to the floor covering my connextings and cooling fan. The computer can be cleaned up some more, for that I got to have a technician that knows more than me. ....on my mini flexable tubing I put a disinfectant cloth on it with a elastic band. ....wiped then vacuumed out again with the hose cut on an angle....coffeee time!!!!! Easter Sunday 2010: Here I am back at home on an Easter Sunday pass from the hospital and on a continual process of spring cleaning the apartment/home. For the second image in this posting, after I did the landscape in the hospital, I looked at it, and saw how my sexual fustration comes out again in my art, it kind of looks like women's panties in the red flower scape with a hedge hog sitting on top of the red growth in the valley of the land scape. I turn the big 50 this year and feel as young as ever even although I spent most of my life alone. Even my Mum at 80 years old can still walk the hill up the mountain to the hospitals like me, it has been a quarter century working with McGill Medical Services as an in patient/out patient....now to do some more spring cleaning in my fox hole of a home , then back to then hospital for blood pressure check and medication time !!!!!! The Saga Continues: cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, key board got a once over with a handy wipe, dam cigarette smoke, constantly cleaning up after second hand smoke and I live alone! Changed my widow filter of green teary cloth, this time there is curtain shear stiched on to the green teary cloth for a secondary filter layer on the inward side, it keeps car exhaust etc out of my apartment somewhat! Grant you it is only duct taped in, when I get to wash my windows, a good scrub with bio-degradable cleaner and paint thinner will lift my old tape marks. I bought wood to make a proper box and will put the box design up on the Internet when I make it, nobody ownes filter processes it is used in everything including wine making!!!! In a while ....Update: April 8th 2010: It seem fashionable for blundering idiots to say what they resent in the media recently, along with some of my words being resented. Too bad certain politicians tried to make it legal to commit idustrial sabotage against me, then I have to live with the memory of a fool saying to me, he ate part of my Father after he past away. I am still trying to pick up the pieces from illegal entrance into my home/office/art studio/engineering shop, sooner or later I will get some one to foot the bill for all the damages when I get the appropiate individuals to take action over the credit card reciept for an expensive suit left behind in my apartment, never mind the demented idiots I got to combat that think they own me, above averge intelligencia usaully rules over blundering fools!!!!! Got to get back to picking up the pieces from industrial sabotage, so in a while! Funny how when ever I come home on a pass from the Hospital, I got to tinker with my engineering toys to get a clear cable TV signal, I get next to nothing done picking up the pieces of my home while trying to maintain my cable TV signal with other peoples hotwiring and cable TV signal jamming, as long as I can read the fine print on the 24 hour CTV National News and CBC broadcast on my cable TV, I am pround of the mess of my engineering shop/art studio/apartment!!!!! Here on the local CTV News, illegal cigarettes are mentioned, if I was not done in by bullshit I could afford $10 a day for my cigarettes instead of supporting the Canadian Native Indian tobacco trade or picking between the North Carolinia / Virginia tobacco or pharmacuetical valium trade, when I get nervous about things around my life.Mainly securing my home against illegal entrance with it being commandeered. Do not get caught up smoking cigarettes or popping valium, the young should totally stay away from smoking as society evolves against it as it is doing as to poppig the addictive valium!!! Hey Tigar Woods, you are hearing a voice from the grave, it is on the News, my Psychiatrist would say you need medication for your auditory hallucinations, you are getting nervous about your sins against your wife!!!!! Then here I am I have figured out how to burn my urine in a bio-fuel just to make sure my residual medication in my urine does not go into the water table and I still have to live in poverty!!! Then in the News, abortions, yea like I wrote before, I have been part of two abortions, I never had the $10,000 in the bank at the time with family planning, I forced the abortion, thank God too other wise it would have been another child raised in poverty, I always lost everything any way, but I won the right to abort as a male twice!!

2010-03-08T23:54:00.009-05:00

International Women's Day, I played "Blowing In The Wind" , for

Mum, Among With Several Other Muscial Numbers! Added Women For Men in the Song, And said In So Sort Of Way In The The Song As I

Left Mum's Door, "Did You Ever Hear The Tears Over Me!"

Stand by will this post is partly put together step by step, trying to find images on disks or something, or re-scan them......"Sensuality and the other charcoal Primitive Instincts", re-scannned but need a bigger scannned for the art dimentions, they are cut a bit ......but up For Internation Woemns Day!!!!!!!!!!!! Note: My chicken bone guitar pick slipped out of my hand while playing at home, stepped on it looking for it, and stpped on it and crcked the semi-dried bone, craked and now needs my glue and filing job with used tea and Rona Carpentures glue, makes for good fill and molding.

Now the guitar pick gets a hand in repair from an old wood carving I wore around my neck for years.......just like Mum's helping hand.....like the genetic Engineer in cross pollenating in the field with children when I was one the one shaping the bone in repair for weapenary at the edge edge of the field forging my bone to take our Neanthethal predetors to mess our women or children down......wish I had surgen robotic hands to fit two different bone parts broken some how to match, one of bass wood.

2010-03-04T19:19:00.030-05:00

Here I Am Trying To Get Organised After Being In Hospital And Presently On A Pass Again, I Got Hospitalized From The Tribunal I had To Attend, I Got Angry At What The Doctor Wrote About Me, Royally Blew My Cork And Got Hospitalized For A bit Of Anger Management, So Here I am Starting Over Again Picking Up The Pieces Again!!!

Here I am on a hospital pass trying to get organized at home again, I always hear this buzz on the street, "Life is a Bitch, then you marry some...."...well where are they, I am over packed at the seams, too much art unsold, proto type inventions underdeveloped, art supplies, tradespersons tools, musical instruments and all. I need some Nurse Maiding back into action!!!! With all these rumours about my life, I am going to go nuts sorting it all out, I could do with a tea party to help me process some of my equipment and art, make some money and expand my operation square footage. The images with the posting is some musical notation I did in hospital with some biblical scriptures based on teaching from work by Brahms at Concordia Univerasity last semester, and a piece of art done in Occupational Therapy....in a while I got to make a another hole in my war room fox hole to move around a bit more, it helped getting at the computer, getting updates and all ......so I got to make a few improvements around this part machine shop, writing, art & music studio study hall!!! Actually made a decent passage way to the bathroom that is a whole peice of development within its self as a three stage separating water recycling room for domestic water/laudry room, it is amazing what we pump don the drain from doing laundry that is collectable garbage waste for recycling out of our water system, it is called the world of engineering economics 101 and better cleaner fish from our water ways and oceans alive!!!!!...Got to take a break from writing and bang out more of Bob Marley's "Redeption Song" a bit more on a somewhat cleaned up and tuned guitar that needs a bit of a professional repair job by the Quebec manufacture, my guitar humidifier went missing some time back....it was an expensive thieft!!!!! In the clean and restructuring, I even found my own custom made chicken bone guitar pick actually mage and developed in hospital and here at home after ordering a half chicken and fries from a Montreal very special chicken house...(thats it Montreal Bar-B-Q) I'll come up with the name yet and I did....there is only one real bone in the chicken to make a guitar pick from, I need to get a whole chicken to butcher to find it, I beleive it is the bone close to the chicken's blood feather as to pheasentry! It is a labour of love making the chicken bone guitar pick after you butcher and cook the chicken, you take this one bone and rub human oil from the crack of you ass (major human oil gland or the corner of your outer nose) with cigarette ash as a carbon metalurgical hardener! Shape with finger files and working it! The $ image is my sample chicken bone guitar pick, hand crafted by "The Doctor "Wee Iain" Goober Mickeal Modesty!

Sat.March 6th 2010: So here I am back at home again on another hospital pass, working my way throught the hospital process as a person that was originally diagnosesed with with schizophrenia 25 years ago this month here in Montreal, my my my has time flown by, when I first came home I checked my instruments, had to put moisture into my mouth recorder yesterday, maple wood can dry quickly in Canadian winter hot water heat systems for buildings, My "Alice", my precious guitar, I figure she will get a sponge bath to day, strings polished and then a small glue job where the glue dried out, no real money to send it to the manufacture here in my "Ma Belle Provence du Quebec". I am figuring I can handle the job with my tradespersons tools. I banged out Bob Marley's "Redeption Song" again checking Alice out when I got home not long ago, funny how I have my rendition with my Bob Dillion type voice I can pipe out. Then a voice echoed from the corridor how the multicultural low income street, had a African Canuck accent lend me some moral support how they appreciate what I did with my rendition of the Honourable deceased Mr Bob Marley and his very special song....till later as I continue sorting out my hell hole of created bits and brat!

Para la comunidad chilena, bajo presión de falta de limpio tomando agua, en cuanto a CTV Noticias Nacionales, yo trabajo con Ingenieros Sin Fronteras para ser costado bajo agua filtración a usted por nuestra comunidad aquí en Montreal con lo que jamás contacta podemos hacer!!! It is like put an emergency sur/price on Chilean wine, After all I have enjoyed many a bottle of wine from Chile and what would I do If I could not get the wine no more, it Saturday night so think and help Chile with a bottle of their wine with your spouce!!!!

Yea yea yea, watching my News, conspirious theory on 911, I caught the Klu Klux Klan radio broadcast on shortwave radio pre 911, certain Americans did in the world trade centers too, as Iran is suggesting, the KKK was/is tied up with terrorists and the American consitution protects them!!!!! I reported the SW radio broadcast to the Canadian Intelligence Security Service as always, I watched them for years on SW!!! I even remember chasing them the dial when Governments were trying to block them off the air with radio jamming as to Veitnam technology at a war front!!!

Sunday 7th March 2010: On a day pass again, My guitar, like "Alice in Chains", my little glue job on the neck where the glue dried out over the winter heat. A piece of small gyprock made for a perfect clamping piece on the frets, with the "C" clamp on the horn with thick paper. Rona carpentary glue,(Quebec Hardware Manufacture) a popcical stick sharpened to a wedge to open the wound a bit, forced in glue and a 8" "C" clamp delicately put in place and slowly torqued up not to over do it in the clamping pads!!!!! In a while, got to check Alice for sucking up the glue with the dried out guitar wood a bit....25 minutes clamping time as to glue bottle directions....I give her some curing time too just to be sure....So Alice is out the clamp, she tuned up just fine!!!!! Now strumming my song, "Talking to You" with Ben and Tanya (T.K. in my heart) on TV with eTalk Daily hosted by the two and catching the Oscars prelude.....Back to the guitar adjustments, my guitar a "La Patrie" has an allan screw adjustment for the bannana bow in the neck, tomorrow or something I got to finger file my plastic bridge insert to get the touch right along the neck after adjusting the allan screw at the top of the neck for the bannana bow adjustment....it is constant dabbling to hit that g string just right on my Alice......just having the right touch all the up and down the neck....got to get ready to go back to the hospital soon until tomorrow!!!!!!

2010-01-16T00:45:00.005-05:00

Bonjour Toute La Monde, Et Mes Amis Aux Haiti, Nous Travaillions Ensemble Pour Toutes Des Bonnes Persones Avec Les Outiles Pour Faissent Beaucoup des Bottles Du Bonne L'Eau Avec Pas Des Polutions Dans L'Eau, Excuss Le Mal Francais Pour Maintainne.....

Attention pour la commencement de cette Poste et j'fais un image pour la poste durant les temps j'ecrirais.... C'est un tres longe temp depuis j'ai un repose, je traivalle avec le Government du Canada, avec the Primier Minister du Canada et un gross equipe de le Politicians du Canada sur mon Television durant cette tres mal situation a tour la Monde, ....dans un peux, je continue mon francais sur le Internet pour une excerise avec mon Professeur pour ma classe de francais ici au Montreal avec le group a l'hopital je travaille et Hema- Quebec pour mon bon sang pour l'operation medical et l 'autre situation pour toutes les nouvoulle problem que aarrive dans notre face avec toutes le poussiere dans l'air quand Port au Prince tombe et les tres grand explosion dans Afghanistna maintenain que notre Military combatte a la meme tempe..... avec ici dans Montreal onde aujourdui. Les juenne enfants avec pas du l'eau, la tres bonne homme de Haiti que voudrais le protection du un tres bonne Military comme Canada, et notre excellant equipe de journalists Canadienne dans Haiti pour retounrne les annoucement regular pour toutes la Monde et especialment pour le communitaire Haitian dans ma Ville de Montreal. Il y a beaucoup de problem pour toutes les equipes Canadienne que veux a' trouver le solution pour la Monde aujourdui, il y a beaucoup des personne qui disent que, "Hey, c'est pas moi qui ai passe dans l'apartment de "Wee Iain" et joure' avec son outiles de mechnique, "Wee Iain", il veux de traviller pour toute le Monde pour meilluer l'eau, je ai une doubler personne que poise a moi, qui faissons les entrance illegal dans l' apartment de "Wee Iain"
C'est un tres mal sitituation pour la Police de combatte. maintainent avexc trailller avec le Mitlitay Canadian, Police Cest vrailocal. Qui, j' ai une problem avec c'est situation, entrance illegal dans mon apartment et shop pour travaille avec mes outiles ...; dans un peux, je suis rtes fatigues...dans un peux...Aujourdui, cette le17th de Jan, 2010, un autre entrance illegal dans mon apartment aujourdui contre je suis alle au depaneur a la, point de la rue pour 10 minite, sabotage un autre fois quand je travaille avec les bonnes persones avec mon research et developement pour nettoyer l'eau le meme comme la Military Genie Canadienne, par example, pour les Vandoos ici au Quebec, et le information est donne a toute avec le principles et standards de la Militaire Canadienne avec un manualle pour loperation de la technologie, le meme job ma Pere fait quand s'annee juanne, mais avant Noel passe, il mort.... je boise un personne avec plus du experience en Francais pour mon error dans ma deusseme lange...dans un peux du temps, pas cas je sous le bull shit sabotage American et votre l'argent avec mon Proprietor Domains Lasalle, ils lesse un morseau du papier dans mon apartment un autre fois, cette pas mon papier et ecrire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Par example, un commande de travailler!%&#*%&!

2009-12-31T11:26:00.014-05:00

It Hurts All Us Canadians, We Lost Four Top Of The Line Soldiers From the Military, And A Very Special Woman Reporter In Afghanistan. I Have My Little Canadian Flag At Half Mast Again, And I Fished Out The Words to The Song, "Michelle Ma Belle", To Play On My Guitar In Honour Of Michelle's Service As A Reporter In Afghanistan And Here In Canada, To Bring The Story Home To Us Canadians!

Stand by while this post is being put together....The image I put with this posting was done at my hospital art group when I was badly strickened with extra paramidal side effects from medication...It is just something for Michelle, bringing the story home with her loyalty and dedication of commitment to her Profession as reported on the News!!! I have the words to the song "Michelle Ma Belle" from the hospital music book and I have found the chord progression on the Internet, took me a bit due to my silly spelling errors...
"My Guitar Gently Weeps", I found the words and chords to this Beetle song as well, we will not forget you Michelle Lang. Ironically it is three years since a shooting at Dawson College's "Mother House", as the building is known, (The building once belonged to the Nun's, then bought and converted into part of Dawson College) and we lost a female student to a gunman, we all have a lot to remember as 2009 comes to a close. I spent about 10 years taking courses at night going to Dawson College studying to be an Engineering Technician while working day shift and doing over time as an Electro Mechanic keeping production lines rolling for our local industry or shutting down factories that broke too may rules and regulations and not protecting workers on the job or the Montreal surrounding environment!!!!

2009-12-27T11:41:00.022-05:00

(Image for this posting, as to Greek Mythology, the wife of Zeus, Hera. Goddess of the home, as to Mother Earth, Terre de Mere, to Mothearth, leading on to "Homeland Security" of 2009. Image obatained from an Occupational Therapist from a Montreal McGill Medical Services Instituition I deal with. Original image supplied through text incorporated with British Museum, London.){From Protestant to Catholic, we oftain say "The Mother Church", our Christian texts were translated into English from Greek texts, where the Greek texts were translated from the Hebrew texts, through this process, Greek philosophical concepts slipped into our way of religious thinking}

Here I Play A Very Big Part Of Homeland Security for Canadians, In Alligiance With Our Worldly Trading Partners For Planetary Needs. Engineering For Security Measures Is a Stimulus To The World Economy. Yes, But At Tax Payers Expense To Secure Our Homes, Business' And Institutions Taking On These Demented Extremists, A Lot Of Which Were Promised To Be Me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stand by while this post is being put together......As we Canadians have become enlightened, it is a three way war for every Nation on the Planet, splinter cells of religious extremists with communication, spying, lock picking equipment, sabotaging tools, and weaponry are everywhere on the Planet, including for us here on our own Canadian soil.....How would one even try to explain a concept of "a three way war and the square root of"! Here is my basic concept of it, Government, Church/Houses of Prayer (from traditional faiths) and the various forms of business' that cater to all our needs. We have elected Officals everywhere, backed financially from Lobbiest and their own personal beliefs (religious faiths), who gain finance from a multitude of technological fuel business patners, some for personal gain, some extremist views, then there are us for the majority of traditional healthy, moralist, and ethical values for Planetary needs as educated Professionals. In every school of thought today, one usaully has to take a course in morals and ethics in their own respective profession, unfortunitly there are a lot of demented extremists out there with no morals and ethics for a universal way of thinking for Planetary needs on the whole for the majority, but they have still gained access to our wholesome technology, to use against us the ones that have a true sacred heart for a decent secure home for our families, to raise children and bring them up to follow our own philosophical approach to tolerance towards others through mediation, acts of legislation to govern appropiately for the masses, and then of course the rules and regulations for the wholesome use of technology. There is so much to it, I getting a cup of tea, and then posting the words to a song I wrote, and still, with illegal entrance into my home, the musical notation which was written in pencil has been messed with, it does not jive to what I wrote to proper musical notation proceedure which I learned through a Professional and her teachings! To get us through all this mess of demented extremists, their corrupt backing etc, I have this concept. As to the "Seven Seals" in Revelations, the last book of the New Testament, It is like one has the basic five traditional belief systems as I studied in a course at University, then there are whole beliefs of Indigeous Peoples throught out the Planet, then one has the concept of the Chaplains, Theological/Religious Personel as used in the Canadian Armed Forces, as part of Canadian Hospital Staff, as part of our Canadian Police Forces, they deal with all traditional religious foundations when their various personnal need someone to turn to from what they are exposed to on the job. When Pope Urban II made the proclamation for the crusades in his time, yes it was thought they were in the "Book of Revelations", it has been applied through out history over and over again during a time of need, with what wholesome people of dignified religious concepts faced when taking on their foe!
As things come about, it turns out I have strong influential American Political Allies that are just as fed up as I am, and we are there for each other, and we now depend on each other as we did in the past, just like when I worked with an American Coast Guard Person or something when sailing the American Coast on a Canadian Coast Guard ship helping to maintain AT&T trans-Atlantic communication lines. We exchanged head wear, the American individual got one of my berrets, and I got his baseball cap with ensignia to wear in my engineer room while on watch. With these thoughts on my mind and the turn of events, I turned to my art work once again. I started my prilimary design of an Easter Egg for my American Cousins. The designed is based on, first a blue circle, as to the chuck wagon circle of the US Cavalry in early American histroy when under enemy fire, to the Soldier Blue of the US Cavalry, to the early designs of the American Flag with its circle of stars as it created State Houses to govern land mass. Then there is the red triangle, consisting of the sides of the triangle being tangents to the circle, in a way forming the Native American Indian's T Pee, to the fire triangle, the three components one needs for the combustion process, to capital punishment in the States and the firing squad. Of course the egg base is white, hence red, white and blue of the proud and free of the United States of America is very much part of the design. Underneath this geometric design, is the letters "U.S.A." in black, where in early booking using a quill, black ink was used to indicate one was in the money in their company book keeping, compared to being in the red and loosing money. The start of this piece of art sits on a shelf with other Easter Eggs of Flags of World Economic Trading Partners. The Easter Eggs are bought at an art store and are made of sytrafoam for easy paint application, it is all part of my own philosophical theological/religious concepts dealing with nest eggs, as to pension plans that we are all deeply concerned about during these hard economic times.

It has been really crazy, I am really touched by certain Government Officials, word got to me that top American Officials want me on this street I live on now a long time ago, to take down this demented cult that evolved here,and grew ever strong! There are so many demented streets all over the place, what is the phrase, "Birds of a Feather Flock Together", yea, end up on the same street. As a Montreal Police Officer put it kind of under his breath while riding in tandum on bicycles with his partner, they passed me infront of my main entrance and said, "We volunteered you again, we know you are the best and could do it", God love them! I fell on to this demented cult street on my own accord, after taking down another demented street here in Montreal, that had a strong crack cocaine power house on the corner that were into sabotaging building and underminding the Canadian National Building Code..... It is like my Father used to say to me, "Christ Almight", in his frustration and all, we will all get throught it, patients is a vertue, I am totally exhuasted myself, only get three to four hours sleep breaks and handle the bull shit I got to handle as an Engineering Technician for a multitude of Police operations! If I had my Google money instead of idiots arranging for it to be fleeced, it would possible have saved my Fathers life, and I could have taken down this demented cult street all the same a whole easier with less expense to my parents for example!
Who is this stupid fucken ultimate idiot that is putting out in the media that I do not get to fuck a woman until the war is over, old wars never end, I can fuck any woman I want to, hence to breed as a normal human!!! Like I have not had a sex partner in the past and had a sexual relationship? Oh I forgot, when it mob backed money to get a kid out of me and mark Father unknown, it was alright for me to get laid, or get pregnant on me, then arrange to have me strapped to a bed in psychiatry to get me out of the way!!!! It is Assuming I hooked up with a woman, I would do it right, go to my Doctor together, get an Aids/SIDA, sexually transmittable test etc to make sure she is clean, my Doctor knows I am disease free!!!!!! According to certain sources, over 3000 couples spent time busting up my bunk during sexual activities when I was not home, and some corrupt demented Dictator or two that are running the free world, and are saying I am not allowed to bust my bunk up some more in sexual activities, when it was my deceased Father that paid for my bunk in the first place, no one else!!!!! Oh, I guess western civilization is no longer the free world, it is "Harpobama Delusion Land".
Update: Dec 28th 2009, a Lawyer called me not long ago, this stupid demented cult, who was the idiot that tried to marry me off without my consent? There are Church laws where a person can get married without being present at the Church Alter, it was used in WWII for example, where a Soldier left his girl friend behind and went to the front in Europe, constantly communicated back and forth through love letters, and agreed to get married through the Church while the soldier was on the battle field. Another example is where before the Soldier went to war, he had a fling of passion with his girl friend, she got pregnant and he found out at the battle front in Europe through written correspondance, so they agreed to get married without his presence in the Church, and he sent money home from his Soldier's pay cheque to support his wife and child. Why was I married to a woman or something and knew nothing about it, this stupid demented cult concept, the Lawyer that called me today handle the stupid mess with other Lawyers, and I am due to get back to the Quebec Bar Association to get another Lawyer with certain experize due to brain washed demented cult members that break every law in the book to get what they want! Me and the civilized world are taking down these brain washed demented cult members that have no traditional values in morals and ethics!!!!

2009-12-24T20:43:00.065-05:00

(My best childhood companion, comrade, and friend as a wounded Soldier)

Christmas Eve 2009, My Christmas Message, To Protect Vatican City (Catholic Honest Divine Rightiousness), and the first to recieve the phone call when the Pontiff passes away, the Queen of England (Anglican Honest Divine Rightiousness), then me "Wee Iain", Protestant Holy Soldier for Honest Divine Rightiousness, as to my bed time story as a young child, "The Butcher, The Baker, The Candle Stick Maker" as told from from my Ma, as it turns out....I know how to use a butcher knife to carve up a chicken, I know how to bake old Scottish recipies, and I know how to recycle wax to make a candle, somehow all Kosher as a "Little Jihad" by my books, to protect myth and lore about the Holy Lands as a Theology/Religious Student With Concepts As To A Native Canadian Indian Warrior With Survial Tactics In The Forests Of Life, Too Bad I Found An American Pesidential Reciept With My Company Book's Receipts.....
(How do I put it? From Ozzie Osbourne/Black Sabbath and the song "Ironman", to
Margrette Thachter as a political ruler known as an "Iron Lady", I rule my company Doc GM Creations with an "Iron Fist", for my intellectual property that I went to school for and attended all the engineering lectures, I am no slave to white and black supremists that think they own me, I am worth more money now than bigots can ever dream of having!!!!!)
Little Note: Me and my Mum, it is like my childhood days now that Dad passed away, when Dad was doing his labour of love in engineering for the Canadian Military at work all day, I was handling the tools for all Mum's needs around the house until Dad got home, now I have a Mother load of responsiblity being there for my Mum in her old age with Dad's passing away! Here is a complicated issue, a Crystal Meth lab across the alley from Mum and Dad's balcony, I know the tale tell signs between the two buildings, the while shit on the foundation across the alley, and the white shit around the brick walls of Dad's balcony garden, plus I know the smell of it due to past RCMP operations and me. Dad went down with lung cancer at 85 years old, I will never forget his words under his breath as he was deteriating with cancer, "I miss having my cigarrette with my son", Dad and I were the only two males that smoked our " Hero Bisket Cigarette" in the family.

A Roman Emperor named Constantine had a vision with a message from Jesus Christ before battle, he won the battle and accepted Jesus Christ and his name spread through out the Roman Empire, I accept the Holy Pontiff, Her Majesty the Queen Of England to guide me through my prayers this Christmas to battle on to keep American Presidential reciepts out of my apartment...$%5E$&#... ...something about rules and regulations around the Luitenant Governor of Quebec, ...Ma Belle Provance...will write more... as #1. Just before my Father died a week ago, like he said to me,"They tried to destroy everything I gave you." But it is like, not quite, my Father gave the ultimate gift in my youth, he taught me how to think like an engineer, nonbody can destroy that Dad, as you find your way to St Peter's Gate...So I am alone with my radio, TV, Blog and prayers this Christmas, to engineer my way out of poverty like usaul...and I will thanks to the teachings of a very special man, my good old Dad on his way to heaven, Merry Christmas to you all...and then my stupid fucken "want to be", Mother, yea Christmas Eve my picture is turned down,"the unwanted one" and my idiot sabotaging brother is proped up on the dining room cabinet. Even the framed art I gave Dad for a gift was turned down, Dad and I are one in the same, WE WERE USED TO BEING SABOTAGED WORKING TOGETHER. Funny thing, warring did not stop for Christmas on the Western Front, WWII, it is like what, we will fly you all home, then after the New Year, you go soldiering again being hung our at the Western Front, the Crusades did not stop warring to secure the Holy Lands, I will not stop until Peace in the Holy Lands comes, then spreads through out the World, the idoit American Government plays both sides of the war as wanna be money racketearing. It is called settling of accounts, everything I do is bought and paid for with an American Presidential reciept in my apartment!!!! Say what, I stole the Presidential reciept? I was in Hospital for a bit, the date of the reciept corresponds with the time span I was locked in a hospital!!!! So who is the fucken bigot lier now!!! To really make a case and point, who was the white supremist infront of me in elementary school I was always taking on, then I had to deal with his counter part behind me, the black supremist. One day in elementary school I even got doused in gasoline and a fuel igniter thrown at me, I caught the fuel igniter, grabbed the gas can, and ruled the school for the rest of the day, yea so we all sat in class and no one interupted the teacher's lectures. At the end of the day I gave the gas can and fuel igniter to the techer and walked home from school smelling a bit like gasoline!!!! When I bought a guitar pick on a Canadian Native Indian Reserve made by Dunlop, I dubbed it my Turtle Clan Guitar pick, then my Father told me something, as a kid my Father made sure I had all Dunlop products, eg: new bicycle tires when I needed them!!! Really now, Jim Dunlop guitar picks, made in USA, is an infringement on a registured trademark name....da, da, la, si, la... My company name when registured, Doc GM Creations, the name is checked on a computer in the Provincial Court House for infringement or any thing, it is Kosher!!! Everyone knows there are Dunlop racing tires in formula 1 racing, it is a international name well know!!Note: here is another one with company names, Ortho Johnson, an American pharmacuetical company, then the Americans have the houusehold name, Johnson and Johnson, dealing with cleaning product etc. Like poison me with chemical cleaners, and invest in healing medications, to Johnson Controls in engineering. So who is fucking who around to make themslves out to demented fuck head bigots full of corruption with CIA to do in Candian business!!!! I could register my company name: Doc GMM Creations, as to Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty, so fuck off GM Motors and your American bull shit!!!! Your company is registured as General Motors Inc no? Then GM Canada or something, such fucken American bigots, you could not even talk and discuss the situation with me, you thought you would make me your slave, a lot of wars were fought to end slavery remember!!! Merry Ho, Ho, Ho, Christmas Canada and the World!!!!!
Update: Christmas Day 2009
Here is something for my Muslim community for Christmas, chosen words translated into English from Arabic, something about Allah knowing wisdom in battle strategies, I found the words doing research for my University final paper, on a painting call "The Tribute Money". As to my lessons in Theology in Art on Brahm's religious music notation for the Church of Christendom, the same concept applies to these Devine inspirational words from Allah.

Push me and understand what I look to
They hunted me as a pigeon
If they see you besides me
They'll slaughter you, and what do I have to do?
Push me and inside the moon
How beautiful are those read cheeks
Oh beautiful you tortured me
It's not easy for me that they slaughter you
And the (zelf) is on the cheek oh sweety you tortured my soul
Let them slaughter you, I don't care push me to the field and the eyes are the gazelle's
Oh sweety your love has tired me
If they slaughter you what should I do

I am the protector and provider of traditional religious concepts from acknowledged Prophets from the planet's religious history!!! My Grandad named Daivd, gave me a very special star through his chosen religious words he carried over his heart in WWI, my Father named David, gave me a very special star teaching me the labour of love in engineering to give the Canadian Armed Forced the very best of equipment during my teenage lessons in engineering on the HMCS Assiniboine under my Father's guiding hand during sea trails after refit, he even taught me how to walk the helicopter deck on a military destroyer while doing figure 8's in Murray's Bay at the mouth of the St Laurwence River during steering trails. In effect we tested the rope netting around the helicopter deck to make sure it would hold Naval personel on a 45 degree roll at full speed ahead, it is quite the sight, looking at the ocean that way !!!!!!!!!!!!
My Mother called, going for me and my Ma for the best of home cooking for Christmas, she is fed up with the slander and crap I face that make us argue, even, Dad's left over case of beer with a few to go, I am sure the bottle count did not add up right....stupid stupid stupid, now I got to make sure my Mother's home is secure as my to my own, with Dad no doubt repairing the stairway way to heaven through his engineering analytical mind's eye as he takes a gander toward St Peter's Gate and demands Godly budget for proper maintance needs!
Update: Boxing Day 2009
As to the planetary needs of those true to the sacred heart of honest righteous values of the five traditional faiths I studies in University during the fall semester of 2009, as to the descendants of Abraham through the Judaic people, then Christendom, Islam through their Prophet, Hinduism, which led to Buddhism, inclusive in descent are the faiths of those from traditional beliefs of the various Indigenous peoples through out the planet which I have not yet studied in depth, but I am well informed of the Native Canadian Indian traditional belief systems through growing up beside their very tight knit community. Unfortunitly their are a multitude of denominations of all these traditional belief systems, and within these various denominations there are also a multitude of fundamentalists to extremists that must be stopped and cortailed, from gaining financial aid for weapons in what is in effect a 3rd World War on erratic terrorists and thoose that are delusionally agressive through personal assaults to commit bodily harm. Some of these extremists become political leaders, as to those that that came after me from a young age due to my commitment to my own local Police operations when I started to inform a Quebec Provincial Police Officer of the stupidity in my high school, and how I wished I was a big as the Police Officer himself. It has been a long hard road serving my country in various capacities and all the good hearted souls for planetary justice must for fill their role as I did from a young age. As to this note I will quote from a very special poem from the years of the American Revolution against slavery. The Poet James Sloan Gibbons (!810-1892) wrote this poem "Three Hundred Thousand More" in response to Abraham Lincolin's call for volunteers for a Union Army. The poem was put to music by a number of composers to rally the people, and it also does work to the Brahm's musical notation for Christian Church music which I learned about in University as well.

Here is to and for the true hearted Red, White, and Blue young and old of United Stated of America!

"Three Hundred Thousand More"

First Stanza: We are coming, Father Abraham, three hundred thousand more,
From Mississippi's winding stream and from New England's shore;
We leave our ploughs and workshops, our wives and children dear,
With hearts too full for utterance, with but a silent tear;
We dare not look behind us, but steadfastly before:
We are coming, Father Abraham, three hundred thousand more!
............
Fourth and last stanza: You have called us, and we're coming, by Richmond's bloody tide
To lay us down, for Freedom's sake our brothers' bones beside,
Or from foul treason's savage grasp to wrench the murderous blade,
And in the face of foreign foes its fragments to parade.
Six hundred thousand loyal men and true have gone before:
We are, Father Abraham, three hundred thousand more!

Quoted from: "Civil War Poetry, An Anthology": Negri, Paul (Editor), Dover Publications Inc, Mineola, New York, 1997.

The American Flag evolved over a period of time in its history, as it aquired land mass to govern, more stars became part of the flag design, the colours of the Flag, as to the Union Jacket of Great Britian, the red white and blue, stemming from the Flags and crosses of the Patron Saints: St George, St Patrick, and St Andrew. 52 Stars, 52 States, No? I forgot, the American Government bought Alaska of the USSR around the early 19oo's,when they were broke after the Lenin Reveolution, then when did Hawaii come, Porto Rico, and Virgin Islands both fly the American Flag and use the green back for currency, I know that much...that would make 56 Stars, I will get to find a American Flag and count the stars at one point, maybe I will even learn something!With the publication date of my atlas , by a British publication house, I can not even find Hawaii under American domain, funny thing!
Ironically, during WWII, our Prime Minister at the time, the Right Hourable MacKenzie King, turn to his pet dog in his solitude for Devine guidance, to save our people and be there for our soldiers at the front lines!!!!

After all this bla, bla bla in writing skills, here is the lyrics to my modern day song for peace:

Allied Forces of Mothearth

4/4 time, 1st Verse: We the allied forces of Mothearth

Will defend our countries and flags

Throughout time by way of the United Uniformes

Handling the unrighteous terrorists

Switch to 3/4 time, Chorus: God Oh God, who started the war on us

God Oh God who started the war on us

God Oh God who started the war on the children

The children must be protected

God of Gods who wants to bear your cross to

End the war on the children of tomorrow

Back to 4/4 time, 2nd Verse: We the good men of Mothearth

Will defend our cities'nd country sides

Throughout time while the United Uniforms

Handle the many front lines

3rd Verse: We see the seasoned women of Mothearth

As ones defending our children 'an home cooking

Through-out time while their good men

Do their many rightious deeds

4th Verse: We the responsible adults of Mothearth

Will bring peace to countries and the young

Throughout time by way of the United Uniforms

Handling the godly ways of our Lord

Words and Music By: Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty

2009-12-23T17:39:00.029-05:00

(Standing On Guard For Thee)

As To Dec 14th 2009 Blog Posting On My Water Filtering System, Today Is Now Dec 23rd, So I Cleaned All My Filter Unit, Modified It And It Is Now An Improved Version With A Four Stage Filtration System.

Note: As To Cleaning Of Water Filtering Unit, inspect and clean by using a mix of one part vinager and two parts boiled hot filtered water, install all new filters. I gave my old filters to a Chemist Associate of mine for a comparitive study and analysis with other users of my proto-type. Then I gave my electric kettle a good cleaning by filling about 1/3 full with water with a fresh mix of water and vinager, boil twice, then take small paint brush all over to clean interior of kettle really good. Rise throughly to get out cleaning solution of inside of kettle. The four stage filtration unit is all made and secure for use, from recycling in your kitchen, email me for blue print, directions and small payment through PayPal to finance the development/costs I put into the water filtration system.
Update: Boxing Day 2009, I am now using my four stage water filteration unit to fill my electric kettle, the red plastic base does sit nicely on my small electric kettle to fill it, through this system, I am now picking up red rust particals in my prilimary funnel filter. I have not had the time to modify a part to install what would be my secondary water filter on my filtering system, it would become my secondary filter on my filling funnel. How fine a filter does one want to go, a .5 micron filter can be very expensive, then again my system is cheaper than a coalesant type water filtration system as used by the Canadian Military for different applications. My Father had me attend a lecture on this subject given by a Canadian Research Enineer to an assortment on personel of which the Canadian Military were present, I was in my Canadian Coast Guard Uniform as a representative of Transport Canada at the time. Between incorporating my household reverse osmosis system and centrifical purifier with a vegetable oil coagulent additive done with a household blender, along with a fish bowl and applicable aireator with carbon filter for bacteria, I am Soldiering onward to very clean water as to the acid rain that penitrates our aquaduc systems for domestic drinking water, along with processing sea water with evaporating systems for shipboard domestic water on Canadian Military and Transport Canada Ships. Hence I can go even further, this is in affect incorporating a multitude of savings for the Canadain Military on the cost of pre-designed coalesant filters as to application specifications for Canadian Military requirements. World wide comparitive studies with Labortory filter analysis must be done as to planetary regional green house gas and other toxic gas emissions with the Roaring 40's, trade winds and jet stream air currents etc, along with the likes of latex paint cleaning water being poured down the drain, it become a nano science in Mother Nature as she tries to clean up our mess, we have to do more on our part or we will all go down to cancer from dirt drinking water!!!!. Just as an Visual Artist, I have a standard portable hot water recirulating unit design for cleaning up after an artistic painting or for that matter house hold reno paint job to collect and recyle paint to reprocess. As doing renovation jobs in homes, I have applied recycled paint to walls in homes! Little note: In the Canadian Coast guard College, I got passed a fish tank and all from someone that was graduating ahead of me, I cleaned the tank and all, had the fish for a bit, I never had the the to properly maintain the tank for the fish, they died in the dirty fish tank. Then I cleaned the tank, with the bare tank and just the standard fish tank charcoal filter arrangement, I was purifying my water for my mini crock pot for coffee making in my cabin while studying!!!! As to old clay water containers in biblical times, one would ladle out water, and of course always add. All sorts of algie lives in water, unrine mold inclusive, that a charcoal filter helps to control and filter out! Water must be kept cool top retard bacterial growth, but even in the cold North Atlantic, you process out "Barnakle Bill" so to speak!

Canadian/American/World Alligence Counterparts In Traditional Family Value Nutritional Tip: "Tangerine Dream Tea"- Using the filtered water system I am developing,to make a really nice cup of flavoured tea, using an orange pekoe tea bag in a cup, as a lot of us do to make tea, pour pre-filtered boiling water into cup with tea bag, through cup filling filter proto-type, let tea seep according to personal bitterness requirements as to personal tea taste, take a 1/8th of a slice of a tangerine, and squeeze into cup of tea for fruit sweetness. I am enjoying this sort of tea preparation, works for me, how about you?

Update: Dec 24th 2009, As I continue to filter my drinking water for coffee, tea and cooking etc I have this added note. I am now going to a five stage filtration process, just by modifying a unused part of my recycling containers. The Folders red plastic container I recycled and used in my filtration system fits nicely on top off a Kraft Philadelphia original Cream Cheese spread container of 400 grams. It is a perfect fit for under my Folders red plastic coffee can to catch the drip after I take my filter system off my coffee/tea cup. Problem, the drip I collect in my collection container, as it builds up, still has a greyish hue to it and coagulation of black chunks of something is occurring in my Philadelphia collection container, we still got a long way to go!!!!
You stupid fucken Americans are going to get done in by the respectable Russian/Chinese Military Allegiance, then I will no longer be your slave to fleece at your whim, it was just on the radio. The whole World wants to deal with me, no American Cult will own me any more after a better Military with more common sense bombs the fuck out of you and your demented cult that thinks I am a slave to the American Government!!!!!
Then I can really play my guitar in peace, and enjoy the song, by John Lennon, "It is Christmas, War is over", I do not hallucinate the News, I hear heads are going roll in the States because of your accussations that I hallucinate everything!!!

Here it is coming up 4:30 am Christmas Eve, what my "Responsible American Cousins/Business People Due South" of my "Canadian True North Strong And Free" have started makes me so proud!!! These demented fuck heads in politics with their demented cult have to be stopped, I got a few simple tears in my eyes waiting for my morning tea as it brews, thank you ever so much for our new found allegiance!! It is funny how I also heard that apartments were commandeered on both sides of the boader, it has been a long hard road for a lot of us, sorry I angst so much against my best trading partner, you should see the bill it took me, my Internet Provider, Computer Hardware Supplier and Microsoft to always keep my computer running from the sabotage it sustained!!!

2009-12-17T23:40:00.009-05:00

(As to this wood carving I did in the Canadian Coast Guard College for my Grandad and mailed it to him in Scotland, kind of like the poem, "The Charge of the Light Brigade")

What Demented Idiots Did To Finance Individuals To Be Computer And Internet/Cable TV Hackers, Responsible Investors And Computer Engineers With Their Assistants Are Totally Pissed With The Work Load To Stop These Demented Hackers, And Maintain Internet Explorer Operational, The Integrity Of The Internet System Has Ceritude Against The Low Life And Uneducated Hackers That Will Be Stopped, Along With Those That Finance Them!!!!!

Stand by while this post ids being put together....While here I am making just a little entry while watching my lovable Canadian Team on eTalk Daily out of Toronto, Ontario and getting the last of the TV scoop for the evening. Got my high speed Internet and Cable TV working properly for now. Tomorrow is another step, to connext up my VCR to the cable and the TV, I guess it is another full days work tomorrow ensuring that everything works right with the VCR hooked up. A modern VCR has a mini computer in it as to a digital TV, for the cable connextion. Both can get a bit of a virus and not operate right. It is all very complicated. I remember years ago, Dad and I went nuts trying to get a virus out of the VCR that he got as a retirement gift, and that was around twenty five years ago. Now it is all hooked up together through a modem to a computer, it is even more complicated. Everyone knows that one can get a virus in a jpeg digital image through a email, so think about it in the we are neck deep in the digital age!!!! Any way till the morning....got to get my nappy poo...gooood nite and sweet dreams to you tooo...."Wee Iain"...a little added note I will give you before I bed down. The assimilation is to the years that I was brazing non ferrous metals together, I wore protective eye wear for the bright light of the metal fusion process under the extreme heat of Oxy-acetaline torch. With a TV screen, to a Computer screen, it is a catho-ray light imaging process to give the wonder procasts of cable TV that we so enjoy. The higher the brightness and contrast setting on your TV or computer screen, the more catho-rays are bombarding the inside of the Moniter/TV screen, thus some do infect penitrate the polished inside face like an x-ray and affect us humans as a handicap to our technology. Thus it is best to set your digital brightness and contrast around 30 on the digital scale, and let your cable company and broadcasting companies work through with what them have to deal with under the studio lights, as to a camera flash to obtain an image on a 35mm film in pure natural light conditions. I got it on the News here in Canada that a lot of American children are having to get eye glasses due to the amount of time they have spent infront of a TV set or computer monitor with the high intensity brightness and contrast exposure. We got a whole team of experts trying to figure out what is best and healthiest for all, make sure you have a balance of light conditions, which includes natural light from the sun to get vitamine "D" for the the skin without over exposure of UV rays to get skin cancer. (Added note thanks to my 24 hour CTV National News, brightness as to snow blind with reflected sun light) Got to get a cup of tea before turning in, so I will write a bit more. Since I got my computer up and running again, working with my Internet provider, MSN Canada, and my HP coputer provider for support, All is operational and the websites I have been to since, well of course my MSN home page, then blogger of course to make my blog posting. I am comfortable with my screen at my 30 % contrast and brightness, then I went to my trusty CTV lovable News website and I am really comfortable there too, as I admire the front line reports getting the News to New, it is special getting the medical News reports where I get to inter-relate with my engineering technology and all between the Local CTV News and the 24 hour CTV National News broadcasts, God love them all, when I have no one, they are the people I invite into my home through my TV set. ....HuuuMMMMm...till morning...your Doctor Goober Mickeal Modesty, (for old time sake!) an Engineering Technician that always worked closely with the medical community..XOXO...my morning thoughts...as to pre-American civil war and the slave trade, what it cost the slave master, as to "Harpobama", sending their posse after me, the run away slave....and those that tried to help the slave be free, as to previous postings....

2009-12-14T05:47:00.038-05:00

Here Is A Simple Cheap Blueprint For A Water Filteration System To Take Rust (Black And Red) Out Of Domestic Drinking Water For Urban Dwellers

Due to always having red rust in my kitchen kettle, and knowing from having been a Marine Engineer, that one should not have rust in drinking water, on ship board application we cement our water tanks so they do not rust out with drinking water. From rusty water pipes in buildings, to city water mains rusting out from exterior acid rain attack, and then dirty electrical boxes, electricity leaking to ground, hence to the water main, electrolysis causes galvanic action, (rusting out). So a simple blue bottle from spring water, with a teary cloth wrap on the bottom half, like a bottle of Chanti wine with the straw basket bottom half, seems to have the effect of coagulating rust in the bottom of the bottle due to blue light filter nature of the plastic bottle. I fill the water bottle with a coffee making cone with a paper coffee filter to have a pliminary filter to top up my water bottle. When I fill my kettle, I pour from my water bottle, once again through a coffee cone with a clean piece of filter paper for making coffee. Then as I pour my boiling water over my tea bag in a cup, or coffee grains in filter cone, I use the hand held plastic Folders coffee can filter design as in posting blueprint, (Note: the funnel is trimmed a small bit, to take the lip off of it, thus to fit into the plastic coffee can with white curtain sheer on it, one can make it fit like a glove with the paper clip hooks. always check your paper clips for rusting out, or get plastic coated paper clips, but still check them for heat wear etc from boiling water) and pour my boiling water through it. One should see the black and red rust you can can take out of your drinking water before consumption. Plus it makes for a better cup of tea or coffee because the water is less satuated with rust and can absorb more tea or coffee oil from the fussion process to make your hot beverage. Email me for feed back on the process, it works for me, I collect all sorts of black rust out of my domestic drinking water. Even my second stage curtain sheer filter has a collection of black, as I have used it over a period of time. I will add your comments on the filtration process to my blog. This system is really cost effective for third world countries to help get cleaner water as well!!! Special note, smell water bottle every now and again, it will go and turn smelly from water use, bleech rinse, wash out good and start again, or get a new spring water blue bottle and recycle the old one! Besides, according to my Doctors in the hospitals I deal with, low iron content in ones body system, you would take iron suppliments due to excessive fatique etc, on the other hand, excessive iron conception from rusty water which is not seen by the human eye, from rusty water in domestic drinking water systems, seems to make you pre-cancerous to cancerous, I went from precancer to OK through filtering the rust out of my water in my apartment where I live. When I gave blood last week at Hema Quebec blood bank, they even measured my iron in my blood through their pin prick measuring instrument before taking my blood donation, my blood was in norms for iron content for giving blood to the blood bank! With proper financing through investors, I could run a production factory somewhere, or at least consult in running it cost effectively, producing these premade hand held units for final filtering process to make hot drinks from boiling water.!!! At one time, natural water was base, (as to distilled water) now it is acidic, as it goes into acidic soil , it grew plant life by the wonders of Mother Nature, now we are dealing with more and more acidic foods etc, hence taking us down with cancer due to acid rain complications. I used to test water for boiler systems, I know something about water processing!!! In iron works, red rust is like pre-cancer, black rust is the cancerous stage of iron works and decomposition. Then again I need a proper lab to really say what I am taking out of my water, I assume it is black rust. Be careful, this is only a temporary design and should be properly manufactured, but it could be a start to lowering iron content in you blood and body etc. I do have copyright with Blogger, hence it is my patten type thing as well for my invention, due to having no one and no money!!!! When you get idiots doing plumbing, and mismatching piping, as to black pipe, galvinized pipe, to steel pipe, one gets galvanic action, (corrosion) due to dissimilar metals, tell me about it, I am and Engineering Technician!!! The different pipes, as I listed three, have different cost to buy, you go cheap replacement when you do no know what you are doing for matching piping....Da Da Da....If one hooks up PVC piping on drinking water, have fun if you glue it, you will be drinking the toxic glue as it wears away with water flow in the pipes, as to water cutting the Grand Canyon!!! By the way, I use a white teary cloth filter to hold my coffee grains in my coffee cone, knock the used wet coffee grains off it into a dish, rinse out in pot as to not to put coffee grains down the drain and plug your drain, then rinse in hot water, the teary cloth filter remains stained brown with coffee dye and is usable over and over again. By rights, we would get the proper iron content from good old Calgary beef that is run around a race track by a herding dog to get the best of animal muscle/beef/meat. Keep cattle well fed with clean water and grain etc as to normal farming proceedures!!! Call it a modern day cattle drive and not having to go all over hell's acre in petroleum fields!!! Same concept can be applied to pig farming, then give me a piglet that is well exercised to pop into my oven like a big turkey, then I could stick an apple in the mouth of the piglet like old English boar hunting days and the meat that ended up the King/Queen's round table of England with their top Knights!!! I heard on the News the Canadian pork industry was going through a hard time, now you can sell wholesome piglets by the pound!! I remember having a pork steak on the baraque once, talk about a hunk of meat done just right!!!! I even remember getting the best of back bacon imported from Germany, pop it out the can and fry, it still had little prickly pig hairs on the bacon, and full of pork meat!!! Funny isn't it, due to industrial sabotage, no one is allowed to get a hold of me about my latest invention for the people, but it is throught out the media, Canadians work with and let me know what is going on, industrial sabotage is a crime, eg: stopping people from dealing with me, temporary models of my latest inventing is acceptable, do not try and improve upon it in the manufacturing secture of industry with out contacting me!!! If there is something in my blogger conditions that says I am owned or something or my intellectual property as posted is owned by someone else, I speed read through the conditions of blogger, I am honest and not trying to undermine blogger, breech of trust is a crime to steal from me!!!

Now, people learned one hell of a lesson, you do not mess and try and murder an educated man that is/was/always will be protected by the National Assembly of Quebec, my Last Resort Income Staff, and the Mayor of Montreal to recouperate financial losses that tried to do our Quebec Economic Team, Canadian Economic Team in, so I could not be a tax payer and legally stimulate the economy around this great Nation of ours, due to a demented cult and their associated demented fuck heads, we rule, not fucking you!!!!!!!

2009-11-19T09:51:00.020-05:00

I got acknowledged by Disease.com for what I exposed on my blog, the button is a link to their web site. As to my previous post, counterfeit products also include counterfeit medications or illegal entrance into your apartment by lock picking or with illegal copies of your key, criminals will also play with your medication cabinet, or tamper with the food in your fridge to make you sick if certain individuals consider you an undesirable to have in soceity! The button below is a link to my art portfolio with the associated web host. A lot of people played off my memories, while taking an insurance policy out on me while trying to have me murdered, you are all very sick people that illegally came into my apartment and used it for your own demented purposes while applying engineering and all to commit murder to collect on insurance etc!! Let me guess, you are all part of this demented cult surrounding my life which I never knew about, my life of intrique and a murderous trail of blood that indivduals left behind murdering people I tried to hook up with or be with through my innocent desire to be with one woman and have a family one day. I have no art manager, friends to talk to or nothing due idiot blackmailers ruining my life, thus I am left with my own capabilities to succeed and stay alive and sell a piece of art one day, while still having the desire to be with a special Lady I can trust! I can not even trust the present Federal Government of Canada with the crap around me and their association with mobsters to do me in with the corruption they are part of !!! The Federal Government of Canada even uses tax dollars and all to mess with my email and everything, but I have media associates that back me but are threatened so as not to interview me! So my parents just told me where to go and want nothing to do with me, because I am not stupid, and all I wanted was a honest righteous life building a future for myself. Now I have absolutely no one to turn to in this Country except Quebec Law and those that enforce it, the media and the University along with the Hospital Staff that stands by me!! If only one of them was allowed to phone me, funny how my phone never rings even when I leave messages with them all or email them, no one is allowed to get back to me, funny thing!! Thus I am always alone taking on this demented cult that set out to destory my life, some of us are not so stupid! My Mother called me this morning Nov 21st and apologized. She is like me, she did not know what was going all these years to have me done in, we never knew! My parents always tried the utmost to help me succeed against all odds. What it cost them, never mind me due to idiots setting out to do me in and slander me so I could not earn a living, like my Last Resort Income Agent said to me yesterday, "No wonder you could never earn a living".

2009-11-11T22:39:00.016-05:00

The Start Of My Remembrance Day Art And Posting For 2009

(My special piece of art for Canada's Remembrance Day has come along way)

(I know when I went out for a bit, Harpobama's saboturing idiots messed with my art during another illegal enterance into my apartment, it is my art nobody else's, you will be prosecuted to the full extent of the law for industrial sabotage, my Quebec Police camera watches over my property)

Today is a very special day for Canadians through out the Country, as we take time to remember our fallen soldiers of past Canadian war efforts, present war efforts, and also take time to reflect on the sacrifices that are made by men and women of the Canadain Armed Forces, along with their families and loved ones, to preserve our borders and its integrity, past peace keeping efforts through out the World over the years, and their commitment to duty on the war against terrorist/extremist with an arsonal of weaponry. I spent my time for the 11 hour in a moment of silence at my favorite war memorial, while standing at attention I went into a form of transcendal meditation going into my thoughts with my eyes closed, reflecting on what our Country has been through out its war history and how men and women have served our Country with such dedication over the years to maintain the democratic process bound by the laws of our constitution and the rights and freedom within that document, that make us the proud Canadians that we are.

While at the war memorial that I spent my 11 hour at today, I wrote down the words that are inscribed on the stone monument, then picked up a Maple leaf on my departure from the park, and stuck it in a precious book of mine, while thinking of creating something special as an Artist/Writer for Remembrance Day. I then went by the library at Concordia University here in Montreal, and looked up Canadian war history in certain books to find some chosen words, thus I put something very special together as a presentation to honour our Canadian Troops, past and present, which is as follows:

"HONNEUR

A CEVX QVI

SONT TOMBES

CHAMP D'HONNEUR"

REMEMBRANCE

DAY

2009

IL Y A PLUS

The War Memorial Commensurates Service Persons Starting From WWI

The War Memorial Was Erected After The Korean War

_____________________________________________

From the book "The Canadian Front In France and Flanders" by Ralf Frederic Lardy, published by A. and C. Black, Ltd. London,1920; I found the the words by Scott Marmion which are as follows:

"Sober he seemed, and sad of cheer

Yet deem not in his thoughtful eye

Did aught of do stand terror lie;

More dreadful far his ire

Than those who, scorning danger's name,

In eager mood to battle came,

Their valour, like light straw in flame,

A fierce but fading fire."

Furthermore in another text called, "The Great War As I Saw It" on Canadian war history wrtitten by Canon Frederick George Scott C.M.G., D.S.O., 1st Canadian Divison,C.E.F., published by F.D. Goodchild Co, Toronto, 1922., I found a section of the Canon's written words and took an excerpt from it while he was in attendance in the Cathedral at St Omer, "...restful to sit in it and meditate looking down the long sides and Arches....one morning when the sun was flooding in the building and casting the colours of the windows in rich patterns on the floor...read Shelley's great elegy... remembered those wonderful last lines...my mind was carried far away, beyond the anxieties and sorrows of the present,...'To where the soul of Adonais like a star beacons from where the eternal bode are,'

In closing of quotes:

"Carry the word to my sisters,

To the Queens of the east and the south

I have proven faith in the heritage

By more than word of the mouth.

They that are wise may follow

Ere the world's was trumpet blows:

But I-I am first in the battle,

Said our Lady of the snows."

Rudyard Kipling

(stand by for the ending of this posting, I have worked all day and it is after midnight)

Little closing note: The art work for this posting is not finished yet, in special honour of Tim Hortons, that support our Troops with coffee at the front in Afghanistan, I made the brown water colour out of recycled Tim Hortons coffee grains, as our past Military Artists scraped to put together pigments to record WWI & II in art form. I used other simple organic materials today Nov 12th to make other shades of water colours as I carried on creating my special piece of art that I started on Canada's Remembrance Day 2009.

2009-10-18T08:40:00.035-04:00

Early Sunday Morning Feelings Come Out In Some Poetry
(Funny how I go out for a few moments, now I can not find my "Turtle Shell Guitar Pick", it was here when I got up this morning, after going absolutely nuts looking for my "Turtle Shell Guitar Pick" I found it, funny thing where I found it, it is stranger than fiction strange where I found it, kind of like Ozzie Osbourne's words, "Paranoia Will Destroy Yea", what has gone on around this apartment is unreal!)

Lies Society Told Me II

Perpetual lies and blackmail in society
Screw me over with media bullshit

I stand alone surrounded by a society of head fuckers

Slander and corruption make others out to be

The actual idiots that they are

Who do I really know to stand by me

All I ever knew was the lies society told me

Everyone has a get rich scam around my name

I sat alone on the floor many a time

Crying, crying, totally alone how society set out to fuck me over

Little old me now, alone with no real friends or family
Always out looking for truths somewhere
There is only me and my faith in my own religious beliefs
That I will find enough to fill my belly or my lungs with a smoke
I do not even get to really speak to someone in a run of a day

All I ever wanted was a life with a real Lady
Someone special to wine and dine, and snuggle me too
Write a line of love poetry to, to love and cherrish
Hold dear to my heart as a true "Lady Love"
While I earned my honest day's pay

I fantasied about quite a few wonderful Ladies
Over a multitude of educational lonely years
Alone with my thoughts and feelings in my private moments
To make myself feel really good before curling up to a pillow to sleep
But one can not exactly wine and dine your extra pillow

By
Doctor Goober Mickeal
(I remember the wisdom of the deceased Right Honourable Pierre Elliot Trudeau, politics has no business in an individual's bed room, yet I have Politicians that mouth off about my mastertation habits to put myself to sleep, why is that? Who knows what about my sexual fantasies? No Politician ever talked to me about it, but they yap about my sexuality, I get the media clips. I dealt with a Psychiatrist once who specialized in sexuality, he said I have perfectly healthy sexual fantasies!)

(Note: I mention my smoking habit in the poem, not that I want to promote smoking, it is a bad habit, do not smoke, quit if you can)
certain media has ways and know how to fight for my plight
(funny how it is in the media how I made "Harpobama" out to be a complete idiot, and "it" can not stand me, and it is illegal to deal with me because "its" politics, it is called political inferance)

Someone messed with my PayPal button, and played with my computer, my master html file for my PayPal button seems to be deleted from my computer, you are going to jail for Industrial sabotage. I have a specialist coming from my Internet provider to see me, to take care of me and my computer, so idiots can not mess with my Internet presence and steal from my Internet provider through illegal entrance into my apartment, hooking up my computer to Internet networking and putting illegal files on my c drive to get free Internet to be Internet hackers, thus sabotaging me and other honest people! I have a Lawyer and I am under Quebec Provincial Police protection for what society did to me!!! Like my Internet provider said to me, I was the first to figure out this hacking and theft scam, and started to shut them down. Now my Internet provider is going to take over, and they will do any thing to take care of me!!!!! It is in the Canadian media, to the effect of, PM Harper and Prez Obama are the most corrupt politicians ever known to mankind and they are going to jail, their fingers are tainted with this bullshit around me!!! As it was on the late night News, the majority of people want the "Harpobama" corruption shut down!!! Like a high ranking Canadian Military Official said on the late night News, to the effect of, it is illegal to commandeer personal property, assets, companies or whatever in Canada for a war effort!!!! The way I heard it, I got a financial backer with $400,000,000.00 that says no one will ever mess with me again or head fuck me!!! When one has to deal with a Psychiatrist that takes American research money to do me in, like I had/have to cope with, a lot of people are saying enough is enough!!
To support my cause, you can always help by emailing me to arrange to buy art, or just make payment for web site services and I will get email from PayPal and send you an invoice in follow up from my company Doc GM Creations. Use PayPal button to make payment.

(Perhaps I will come up with yet another verse to my poem)